I Am
P.O.D. Lyrics


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I am the murderer, the pervert, sick to the core
I am the unclean, dope fiend, I am the whore
I am the beat down, mistreated, sexually abused
I have violated, fornicated and sexually used
I am the con artist, cold-hearted, smooth preacher
Cash stealer, emotion bleeder, the soul leecher
Feed off the poor but I'm a slave to the rich
I'm in depression so, this reflection is making me sick

Are you the one that's come to set me free?
'Cause if you knew who I am, would you really want to die for me?
They say you are the cursed man, the one who hangs from this tree
I know this is the one and only son of God, so tell who the fuck is he

I am fake, a fraud, a phony, I'm a known liar
Anorexic, rejected object of your desire
Suicidal thoughts, keep one in the chamber
I'm a turned out street walking heroin banger
I am a secret cutter, porn lover, the town drunkard
Next door, neighborhood slut, I am somebody's mother
Outcasted arrogant bastard son
I am the talk of the town but this story's just begun

Are you the one that's come to set me free?
'Cause if you knew who I am, would you really want to die for me?
They say you are the cursed man, the one who hangs from this tree
But I know you are the one and only son of God, then tell who the fuck is he
So what is he
So tell me

And now it's spreading like a deadly disease
And now it's spreading like a deadly disease
And now it's spreading like a deadly disease
But I won't let you bury me
Woo

I am
I am what you've reaped, I am what you've sowed
I am that guy talking to himself, I am alone
I'm the forgotten child, ravaged and raped through sex traffic
Since I'm a little strange, daddy called me a faggot
I am insecure, immature, even I disgust me
In denial, pill poppin', prescription junkie

Are you the one that's come to set me free?
'Cause if you knew who I am, would you really want to die for me?
They say you are the cursed man, the one who hangs from this tree
But I know this is the one and only son of God, then tell who the fuck is he
So what is he

I see demons, eyes bleeding, my soul impure
Already know that I'm diseased, but tell me what's the cure?
This is me, we are him, and I am you
Old things pass away and all becomes new
This is me, we are him, and I am you
Old things pass away and all becomes new




This is me, we are him, and I am you
Old things pass away and all becomes new

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of P.O.D.'s song "I Am" describe a person's self-identification with various negative aspects of their life. The song's opening lines reveal that the singer sees themselves as a murderer, pervert, and unclean individual, among other things. They then go on to confess to a variety of other transgressions, from drug addiction to con artistry to sexual abuse. The singer seems to be in a state of despair, admitting to feeling sick and depressed as a result of who they are and the things they have done.


The chorus of the song asks whether someone has come to "set me free," and wonders if they would be willing to die for the singer if they truly knew who they were. The song concludes by asking who the cursed man hanging from a tree is, revealing that the singer acknowledges that Jesus Christ is the one and only son of God, but questioning who he truly is and what his place in the world is.


Overall, the lyrics of "I Am" paint a picture of someone who is deeply troubled and in need of redemption, but who also recognizes the darkness inside of themselves and is struggling to come to terms with it.


Line by Line Meaning

I am the murderer, the pervert, sick to the core
I have done terrible things and have a distorted understanding of right and wrong


I am the unclean, dope fiend, I am the whore
I am addicted to drugs and engage in sexual activities for money


I am the beat down, mistreated, sexually abused
I have been physically and sexually assaulted and left feeling powerless


I have violated, fornicated and sexually used
I have hurt others through sexual misconduct


I am the con artist, cold-hearted, smooth preacher
I deceive people and exploit their emotions for personal gain


Cash stealer, emotion bleeder, the soul leecher
I take people's money and manipulate them emotionally, leaving them empty


Feed off the poor but I'm a slave to the rich
I exploit those less fortunate than me while being controlled by those with more power and money


I'm in depression so, this reflection is making me sick
My mental state is causing me to be disgusted with myself


Are you the one that's come to set me free?
Is there someone out there who can save me from my situation?


'Cause if you knew who I am, would you really want to die for me?
If you truly knew everything about me, would you still be willing to sacrifice yourself for my sake?


They say you are the cursed man, the one who hangs from this tree
Some people believe that you are a cursed figure who was crucified


I know this is the one and only son of God, so tell who the fuck is he
I believe that you are the son of God, but I want to know more about you and your identity


I am fake, a fraud, a phony, I'm a known liar
I am not genuine and tend to deceive others by lying


Anorexic, rejected object of your desire
I suffer from an eating disorder and feel unlovable


Suicidal thoughts, keep one in the chamber
I struggle with thoughts of ending my own life


I'm a turned out street walking heroin banger
I have become a heroin addict who prostitutes themselves to support their habit


I am a secret cutter, porn lover, the town drunkard
I engage in self-harm and excessive pornography consumption, and am known for being an alcoholic


Next door, neighborhood slut, I am somebody's mother
I engage in promiscuous behavior and have a child


Outcasted arrogant bastard son
I have been excluded and treated poorly by society, and am arrogant and stubborn


I am the talk of the town but this story's just begun
People gossip about my actions, but my story is far from over or fully understood


I see demons, eyes bleeding, my soul impure
I feel haunted by dark, negative forces that are causing me emotional and spiritual harm


Already know that I'm diseased, but tell me what's the cure?
I recognize that I have problems, but I seek a solution or way to heal


This is me, we are him, and I am you
There is a connection between myself, God, and others


Old things pass away and all becomes new
The past and its problems can be left behind, and there is hope for a better future




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Mark Traa Daniels, Marcos Curiel, Noah C. Bernardo, Howard Benson, Paul Sandoval

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

CThomas Studios

This is one of the most powerful songs I’ve ever heard in my life. I’ve been a Christian now for about 16 years. I used to be on drugs as a teen and I was sick in my head with no direction.

This message wasn’t intended for Christians, but it might as well be. The way that you guys are crucifying P.O.D. message in this song is the same way they crucified Jesus Christ on the cross. They were his people who crucified him.

For what, because he healed on the Sabath? Or was it that he was just a Carpenter?

You may have missed Christ’s purpose. To love! I’m not even going to address the cussing because true message is much greater than that.

I cry almost every time I hear this song because it reminds me that we all need Christ and that POD is reaching people that we would never even talk to or be around because of their lifestyle.

POD Thank you for this song! It reminds me to treat people with compassion and love.

One love....Calvin Thomas



Theohybrid

Two points.

One is that for the weaker believers who are struggling against the language should be accounted for. Being a public believer should note this. In Romans 14 it suggest freedoms to be used not to harm weaker believers. This is on the artist's fault. He needs to be educated on this.



Second point:
Judging is reserved not only for those who are not sutrgguling with this sin. (Matthew 7:1)
"Dont judge lest you want to be judged yourself".

The next is who are we to judge another man's servant? Romans 14)

Are we greater than God?

Instead of condemning him, we should see if this man is expressing unhealthy behavior in a Christian light. Only until then do we warn and pray for this bro.

This song only seems to be one out of many God glorifying songs and seems to be an isolated incident. A moral slipping or a period of weakness! Shame on us for being "perfect " with our unneeded expectations! God has called us from darkness.

We should be a testimony for others outside by OUR LOVE. (John 17) Where is the grace? Where is our mercy?

Shouldn't we forgive the immoral brother who is trying?

I do not approve of someone falling who chooses sin constantly yet says they're a brother (1 Corinthians 5)

However, I do not simultaneously agree that someone should doubt the power of the cross thru self depreciation.

Otherwise, this is a moral failure on both of our selves. May God have mercy for us both and He indeed does HAVE mercy for us both.

Forgiveness. May we practice both and now therefore walk in the love, freedom and respect that Christ has given us.



All comments from YouTube:

Fela Dodd

I'm not going to lie. "I Am" is one of their best songs when it comes to its artful way of getting these emotions across. Great sound too! I don't even advocate cussing but hey I'm not completely innocent of that either. 

Russell Reisch

I AM in Love with this song!

payable on death

@Russell Reisch 😋

Pat Tho

Hearing this unedited version with clear lyrics is powerful and gets me in the heart. This embodies who Jesus died for. This embodies me. And I am humbled that God takes all of our shaking our fist at Him, cursings, rage, idiosyncrasies, faults and simply answers us back in love. Powerful!

Gabe Guzman

Patrick Thompson. Amen BROTHER

Gabe Guzman

Patrick Thompson Amen Patrick

Justin Kilby

Amen.

Bubba Gooseman

Now THIS really illustrates God's love. Exponentially more than the mainstream Christian music

Robb Mars

Real talk.

payable on death

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