Lost Souls
P.Smurf Lyrics


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From a young age I had an obsession with the dead
They'd whisper to me awful thoughts that rattled my head
Death will release you
Death will end you
My sweet, it is alright
Love will destroy you
Nobody loves you
End it all and join us
Hey, if you still hear my voice, when I am gone, i'm here I am just in a new world
Hey, if the insides of the microwave are covered in blood and guts, I'm happy
Hey, if the world that you live in is destroyed, well then, I'm sorry that you weren't saved
Hey, in the wake of it all, I wish that I, had the chance to say "Goodbye" to you
I was taught the true power of microwaves, under conditions
It could be used to teleport
So, I decided to join my ghostly friends
Snip Snip, mad laughter
Snip Snip, screaming bleeding
Snip Snip, rearrange
Snip Snip, tape together
Snip Snip, power on
Snip Snip, come sing along
Hey, if in this ghostly plane, I'm not alive, then I guess it was all for nothing
Hey, I was in love with you, but you would never fall for a person in my shape
Hey, in the wake of it all, I still miss you, but I guess I already knew that
Hey, from this world I live in, it's almost like, I can finally make you love me




Hey, I know that it's a lie
Hey, this is my goodbye

Overall Meaning

In P.Smurf's song "Lost Souls," the rapper speaks of feeling lost and hopeless, desiring to return home but feeling like he doesn't belong there either. He questions the purpose of life and expresses his desire for an escape. The lyrics indicate feelings of depression and struggle, while also conveying a sense of perseverance and determination to keep moving forward.


Throughout the song, P.Smurf expresses his difficulties in finding a reason to live and the constant battles he faces in life. He talks about feeling like a lost soul, isolated and disconnected from others. The devil on his shoulder symbolizes the negative thoughts and doubts that plague him, but ultimately, he keeps pushing through.


While the lyrics can be interpreted in different ways, it's clear that P.Smurf is addressing themes of mental health and personal struggles. The song serves as a reminder that it's important to be compassionate towards those who are struggling and to understand that everyone faces their own battles.


Line by Line Meaning

I tried to live here
I attempted to start a new life in this place.


Nothin' seems to be workin'
However, nothing seems to be going as planned.


I really just wanna go back home
I have the strong desire to return back to where I came from.


Here's the story of a lost soul
This is the story of someone who is directionless and struggling to find their way.


I don't even wanna live anymore
I am so fed up with life that I don't even want to continue living.


Grab onto life till' I hit the floor
Despite my feelings, I will try my best to hold onto life until the very end.


If this is life, where's the exit door
Life is currently so overwhelming for me that I can't help but question where the exit is.


I don't know so just let me live my life, yeah
I am unsure of what to do, so I would appreciate if others would let me live my own life on my own terms.


I don't even wanna die
Although I am struggling, I am not necessarily suicidal.


But the pain keeps comin' and I can't stop it
Despite this, I can't help but feel constant pain that I cannot escape.


So I'll keep movin' till' I start droppin'
Despite the pain, I will continue to move forward in my life until I physically can't anymore.


I don't need to be corrected
I appreciate constructive criticism, but do not appreciate being berated and corrected all the time.


Why won't you have any faith in me
I don't understand why people don't have faith in me to turn my life around.


I'm trying my best but I keep losing
Despite my efforts, nothing seems to be going right in my life.


Everywhere I go is a like a battle I've lost
Everywhere I go in life feels like a fight that I can't win.


So, let me live till' my time runs out
Given these circumstances, I would appreciate if people let me live my life as best as I can until my time naturally runs out.


My life is full of fighting bouts
Every day feels like a never-ending battle that I can't win.


Every round I lose, so I'll die tonight and fight
Over time, I will keep losing until I eventually pass away, still fighting until I can't anymore.


I don't know what you want from me
I am unsure about what others expect from me, given my situation.


The devil on my shoulder say he's there for me
In my darkest moments, I feel like I have a devil on one shoulder offering me negative thoughts and emotions.


He's lyin' to me, said I'll be dead by tomorrow evening
I understand that these voices are just feeding me lies and trying to bring me down even more.


Oh no, I'm feelin' pretty low
Despite my best efforts, I still can't help but feel incredibly low and overwhelmed.


My heart's feeling cold, I think I'm laying in the snow
This feeling is so intense that I can physically feel a coldness within me and feel like I am literally lying in the snow.


The loner with a lonely heart, I think I'm all alone
I feel incredibly isolated and that no one else really understands the intensity of how I feel.


The tales of a lost soul
This is simply the story and experience of someone who feels like they have no direction or purpose in life.


(The tales of a lost soul)


Life is full of reasons
Although life can be incredibly challenging and overwhelming, there are many reasons to continue living.


But I don't got a reason
Despite this, I can't seem to find a specific reason or purpose for me to continue.


And I don't wanna reason
At this point, I would simply rather not delve further into the reasons for my pain and would prefer to just exist as I am.


So just give me a reason
Despite not wanting to seek out specific reasons, I am open to finding a purpose or motivation to continue living.


Too real
The reality of my life is extremely difficult to handle.


This is too real
It's hard to deny the intensity of these feelings and the circumstances I find myself in.


I can't feel, no I can't feel
The emotional pain and discomfort being experienced continues to feel incredibly numb and unmanageable.


Surreal, what an ordeal
Everything feels so surreal and it's hard to comprehend how all of this is my reality right now.


I can't feel, no I can't feel
Despite all these experiences, I don't seem to be able to feel much of anything at all.




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Benjamin Veneable

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