Help
PINK GUY Lyrics

I wake up in the mornings Sinking halfway to the bottom There's a loud distorted screaming in my soul Everything is dark and empty And I don't know how to fix it So I curl up in a ball And cry in the comfort of my home
As soon as I wake up in the morning, I feel sad and helpless, as if I am halfway drowning. Nothing seems to be right, and there's a voice deep down inside me that screams distortedly. My world is dark and devoid of any happiness, leaving me feeling lost and without hope. I don't know how to make things better, and all I can do is curl up in a ball and cry in the solace of my house.

I don't know why I feel like shit I say I'm fine but I'm not fine
I am unaware of what might be causing me to feel so awful, and I pretend I'm okay when I'm not.

I'm dying inside And all I see are demons I try to hide All my deepest feelings I'm dying inside And all I see are demons I try to hide all my deepest feelings
I am slowly losing my will to live, and my mind is only filled with dark thoughts and dangerous influences. I pretend to be fine and go about my day, but in reality, I am falling apart inside. I try to hide all of the awful things I'm trying to deal with, as I feel that no one will ever truly understand.

I think there's something wrong with me 'Cause all I see is death Everytime I go outside I look like I've been doing meth And I sleep for nineteen hours on a Thursday afternoon And every now and then I cough up blood And I don't know what to do
I know that something is wrong with me because I can only see death and despair in the world. My appearance is disheveled and looks as if I have been using drugs. My sleep schedule is messed up, and sometimes I cough up blood, but I don't have the slightest idea what's happening to me.

I don't know why I feel like shit I will not see a therapist
I have no clue why I am feeling so bad, but I refuse to seek help from a therapist, even though I know I need it.

Ladies and gentlemen, If you wanna fucking kill yourself Put your fucking hands up (yeah!), Razor blades in the air everybody (yeah!) (*Coughing*) Ay, oh, ay, oh, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, help, help, help, help, help, help, HELP!
This is a plea for help as I put out a call to those who might also be feeling suicidal. I call out to grab any razor blades close at hand, as if it were a rally cry, only to have a physical cough wrench through me. Anyone who might hear my pleas and related to what I'm feeling, I invite you to help me and to seek help yourself.

I'm dying inside And all I see are demons I try to hide all my deepest feelings I'm dying inside And all I see are demons I try to hide all my deepest feelings
I am slowly sinking into a pit of despair, and the world around me is only getting darker. I do all I can to conceal my real emotions and thoughts from others, but it doesn't change the fact that inside, I am losing my will to live.