Scorpion Hill
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Up on Scorpion Hill watching life
Passing me by in the pale moonlight
And I sat there forever, three sheets to the wind
It's not helping my case, the state that I'm in
But it's not how they told you
My intentions were good
I was just bursting apart like the end of the arc
Holding on to whatever I could

A square of light moves its way through the empty room
Across the stained yellow carpet
Like a ghost of myself in the afternoon
Haunting my basement apartment
I looked in to the mirror
Hanging behind my door
The glass was cracked and the man staring back
He don't look like me anymore
And if the world is gonna burn
Everyone should get a turn to light it up

Down and out, I've been on the rocks
I've been having some pretty dark thoughts
Yeah, I like them a lot

Time and time again, well I've tried and failed
To get my act together
And I'll admit lately things really went off the rails
I know that you deserve better
But in the morning, as I was boarding
The commuter train to work
The boss was calling, he said: "There's been cutbacks and
I'm sorry you're the first"
And If I can't support the two of us
How can I support a third?

Down and Out, I've been on the rocks
I've been having some pretty dark thoughts

And I'm on the brink
Fallin' deep into debt
Fallin' deep into drink
I can drown those regrets
I don't have to think

Now I'm working the night shift
Asleep at the wheel
I was bursting apart like a flame from a spark
Thinkin 'Jesus, this can't be for real'

My sweat soaked mattress
Corner of the room
Cigarettes and Matches
In the fading afternoon
And a picture my kid, ya he's smiling
It's the first day of school

She said: I found the gun, it was buried beneath




Piles of clothes in the room where your son sleeps
And I can't pretend, to know how this will end

Overall Meaning

The song "Scorpion Hill" by PUP talks about the despair and hopelessness of life. The singer is watching life pass him by from Scorpion Hill, an elevated location. He is in a bad state, drunk and unable to control anything around him. However, he insists that his intentions were good, and he was just holding on to whatever he could. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a man who has hit rock bottom, and it's not clear how he will recover. The singer cannot support his family, which makes his situation more unbearable. The song ends with a disturbing image of his son finding a gun and the uncertainty of how it will end.


Line by Line Meaning

Up on Scorpion Hill watching life
Observing life from a high point


Passing me by in the pale moonlight
Life is fleeting and can be bittersweet


And I sat there forever, three sheets to the wind
Drunk and unable to move


It's not helping my case, the state that I'm in
Acknowledging a problem with no solution in sight


But it's not how they told you
Going against societal expectations


My intentions were good
Trying to do the right thing


I was just bursting apart like the end of the arc
Feeling overwhelmed and at a breaking point


Holding on to whatever I could
Clinging to any hope or coping mechanism available


A square of light moves its way through the empty room
A ray of hope in an otherwise bleak setting


Across the stained yellow carpet
Noticing the uncleanliness of the environment


Like a ghost of myself in the afternoon
Feeling detached and disconnected from oneself


Haunting my basement apartment
Feeling trapped and isolated in a subpar living situation


I looked in to the mirror
Confronting one's own self-image


Hanging behind my door
Present in a private, personal space


The glass was cracked and the man staring back
Seeing a broken version of oneself


He don't look like me anymore
Losing touch with one's own identity


And if the world is gonna burn
If everything is doomed to fail


Everyone should get a turn to light it up
Everyone deserves to experience success before everything falls apart


Down and out, I've been on the rocks
Dealing with personal struggles and hardships


I've been having some pretty dark thoughts
Mentally struggling and experiencing negative thinking patterns


Time and time again, well I've tried and failed
Repeating the same mistakes despite trying to better oneself


To get my act together
Attempting to become more responsible and sorted


And I'll admit lately things really went off the rails
Acknowledgement of a loss of control and stability


I know that you deserve better
Knowing that those around one require more


But in the morning, as I was boarding
Continuing to face new obstacles each day


The commuter train to work
Revolving around a mundane routine


The boss was calling, he said: "There's been cutbacks and
Experiencing financial strain due to outside forces


I'm sorry you're the first"
Being let go from work and dealing with the consequences


And If I can't support the two of us
Feeling inadequate and incapable of providing for oneself and others


How can I support a third?
Feeling uncertain about parenthood in light of financial difficulties


And I'm on the brink
Dangerously close to a breaking point


Fallin' deep into debt
Struggling with financial burden


Fallin' deep into drink
Turning to alcohol as a coping mechanism


I can drown those regrets
Attempting to ignore or forget one's regrets


I don't have to think
Feeling overwhelmed and incapable of processing one's difficulties


Now I'm working the night shift
Taking on an undesirable job


Asleep at the wheel
Feeling lethargic and disengaged


I was bursting apart like a flame from a spark
Feeling like one's problems have spiraled out of control


Thinkin 'Jesus, this can't be for real'
Feeling like everything is unreal or a dream


My sweat soaked mattress
Living in unclean or unsanitary conditions


Corner of the room
Feeling cramped or confined in a small living space


Cigarettes and Matches
Using unhealthy habits to cope


In the fading afternoon
Clutching onto the last bits of daylight


And a picture my kid, ya he's smiling
Focusing on the small joys and successes in life


It's the first day of school
Highlighting the potential for new beginnings


She said: I found the gun, it was buried beneath
Coming face to face with the potential for violence or self-harm


Piles of clothes in the room where your son sleeps
Feeling like one's problems have extended to affect those close to them


And I can't pretend, to know how this will end
Acknowledging that the situation is uncertain and out of one's control




Lyrics Ā© Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Stefan Babcock, Zack Mykula, Steve Sladkowski, Nestor Chumak

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@MonttyTD

Up on Scorpion Hill watching life
Passing me by in the pale moonlight
And I sat there forever, three sheets to the wind
It's not helping my case, the state that I'm in
But it's not how they told you
My intentions were good
I was just bursting apart like the end of the arc
Holding on to whatever I could
A square of light moves its way through the empty room
Across the stained yellow carpet
Like a ghost of myself in the afternoon
Haunting my basement apartment
I looked in to the mirror
Hanging behind my door
The glass was cracked and the man staring back
He don't look like me anymore
And if the world is gonna burn
Everyone should get a turn to light it up
Down and out, I've been on the rocks
I've been having some pretty dark thoughts
Yeah, I like them a lot
Time and time again, well I've tried and failed
To get my act together
And I'll admit lately things really went off the rails
I know that you deserve better
But in the morning, as I was boarding
The commuter train to work
The boss was calling, he said: "There's been cutbacks and
I'm sorry you're the first"
And If I can't support the two of us
How can I support a third?
Down and Out, I've been on the rocks
I've been having some pretty dark thoughts
And I'm on the brink
Fallin' deep into debt
Fallin' deep into drink
I can drown those regrets
I don't have to think
Now I'm working the night shift
Asleep at the wheel
I was bursting apart like a flame from a spark
Thinkin 'Jesus, this can't be for real'
My sweat soaked mattress
Corner of the room
Cigarettes and Matches
In the fading afternoon
And a picture my kid, ya he's smiling
It's the first day of school
She said: I found the gun, it was buried beneath
Piles of clothes in the room where your son sleeps
And I can't pretend, to know how this will end



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@akhelundar931

"If the world is gonna burn, everyone should get a turn to light it up" AAAAAAA THIS ALBUM IS AMAZING

@pinnaclejailbird4083

neato nigga

@cesarcuadros9559

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@taylorthelen7467

Straight from Campfire song to a Mosh Pit anthem.

I've finally found my aesthetic.

@danmartinfazio

They briefly turn into the Old 97s before turning back into PUP

@printsignalsoma1248

right

@lovesquid21

I've been trying to decide the perfect way to explain this. You.nailed it!

@Lewis0_o

Itā€™s fucking amazing live

@bibrosko

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@NeverSleepsAC

PUP are an actual God-tier band, how the hell did it take me so long to discover them??

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