Darkness of Mine
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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We always were too close
One day I will overdose
The cross I can't wait to bear
The sweetest drug I love to fear

Creep up on me from behind
Without a sound
Sweet darkness of mine

Autumnal grace you are
Mother of my every scar
You walk this road alongside me
In every shadow that I see
You damage me
Damage me
Come damage me

Creep up on me from behind
Without a sound
Sweet darkness of mine

Oh sweetest little lover, twisted girl of dark, you seduce me with your beauty
So lay me down and lick my skin with your sweetest sickly tongue
Deadly sister, I give myself to you
So lick me, every inch of my soul, and send me naked into the void
Pave the road, and sink your thirstiest teeth into my neck

Creep up on me from behind
Without a sound
Deep deep deep darkness of mine
Creep up on me from behind
Without a sound
Tell me every lie and I'll save you

I'm in
Simply won't give in




Oh lover, you damage me, you damage me, again and again
Come damage me, cause without that pain I am nothing

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Pain of Salvation's song 'Darkness of Mine' reveal the complicated relationship the singer shares with their own darkness, pain and self-destructive tendencies. The first stanza hints towards the singer's fascination with their own self-destructive tendencies, with lines like "One day I will overdose" and "The sweetest drug I love to fear." They are almost addicted to the pain and darkness that they carry within themselves. The second stanza introduces a feminine figure referred to as "Autumnal grace," who is portrayed as the mother of the singer's every scar. This figure seems to be a representation of the darkness itself, which is personified as a seductive woman. The singer seems to be in a codependent relationship with this darkness, almost like a twisted lover.


The last stanza is perhaps the most revealing, where the singer willingly surrenders to the darkness, asking it to "lick me every inch of my soul and send me naked into the void." The need to let go and be consumed by the darkness is palpable, and they even welcome the damage it inflicts upon them, without which they feel that they are nothing. The line "Tell me every lie and I'll save you" could be interpreted as the singer's way of telling the darkness that they are willing to believe in its illusions as long as it stays with them. Overall, the song paints a picture of a complicated relationship between the self and one's own darkness, in which neither can exist without the other.


Line by Line Meaning

We always were too close
We have been too emotionally dependent on each other, to the point that it's unhealthy.


One day I will overdose
At some point, my emotional dependence will become too much and it will have dire consequences.


The cross I can't wait to bear
I am willing to suffer the emotional pain that comes with our relationship, even though it is a burden.


The sweetest drug I love to fear
Even though our relationship hurts me, I am addicted to it and can't let go.


Creep up on me from behind Without a sound Sweet darkness of mine
The emotional pain of our relationship comes upon me suddenly and unexpectedly, but I am familiar with it and it has become a comfort.


Autumnal grace you are Mother of my every scar You walk this road alongside me In every shadow that I see You damage me Damage me Come damage me
You, my partner, have been with me through all the emotional pain and trauma that has left its mark on me, and I am willing to continue to be hurt by you.


Oh sweetest little lover, twisted girl of dark, you seduce me with your beauty So lay me down and lick my skin with your sweetest sickly tongue Deadly sister, I give myself to you So lick me, every inch of my soul, and send me naked into the void Pave the road, and sink your thirstiest teeth into my neck
Your beauty, even though it comes with pain, is irresistible to me. I am willing to give myself over to you completely, in a self-destructive manner.


Deep deep deep darkness of mine
The emotional pain I feel is deep and all-consuming.


Tell me every lie and I'll save you
Even if you are deceitful to me, I will continue to be loyal to you because of my emotional dependence.


I'm in Simply won't give in Oh lover, you damage me, you damage me, again and again Come damage me, cause without that pain I am nothing
I know that being hurt by you is destructive, but I am unable to break away from our relationship, as the pain is all I know and the only way I feel alive.




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