Diffidentia
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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Imago:
(I will never submit to all the things you've said god!)
No!

We're breaching the core - we're breaching the core
We're breaching the core - we're breaching...

To taste it
To touch it
Cut my hand
To crave it
Enslave it
Pluck my eye

I can never submit to all the things you've said God
If you want me dead, I'm right here God
But fear is a funny thing God
In that it gives you the strength to resist just about anything God
And friend turns to enemy
So easily
When you defend your legacy with guilt
And talk of blasphemy
God
You know
You created a golden cage for you sheep
A stage too wide and deep for us to even see the play
But hey
You know what they say about catching the bird
But you can't make it sing?
You lose the bird the second it loses its wings
Just like I reckon you will lose your herd
To choirs of ”I am, I am, I am”
And mountains and mountains of money and things!

We're breaching the core - all breaching
We're breaching the core - still breaching

Animae:
"Help me I'm starting to fade
Save me I'm drifting away"

Imago:
But we can change
We can change...?
I said we can change!

We can change, we can change - still breaching...
We can change, we can change - still breaching...

I hold it
I'm never
Letting go
I settle for rash rather than risk going to slow
I sought it
I killed it
But now I know
I'm left somewhat broken but I won't let it show
Hear me now!

Animae:
"Man is shattered
I am shattered
My shards have become shards of their own
Pieces of pieces, impossible to put back together
Spending their lives seeking a context they were always a part of
And so, they leave the context
And we shrink
I fade
And nothing more can be learnt or taught
I have no choice but to leave them to their own devices
I have come to understand one thing and one thing alone
One little piece of understanding
Glowing through this void of blankness and clean slates
Like a beacon of hope
Or just a reminder that I was always wrong:

Searching for yourself is like looking for the house you stand in
How could you possibly find it?
It's everywhere
It's all you know
And there are no other points of reference"

Animae:
Help me I'm starting to fade
Save me, I'm drifting away
Help me, I'm dying now
(Imago: What are these stains? They stay, stay when it rains...)
Curtains before my final bow
(Imago: ...burning my skin. It's burning... burning... burning my skin!)
Drifting, just drifting away
(Imago: Burning... Take it away, it's burning me... Burning my skin!)
Leaving with all that's still left to say
(Imago: Now life... now life... fails our kin!)
I failed
I failed




We failed
We failed...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Pain of Salvation's song Diffidentia are quite heavy and loaded with meaning. It speaks about rebellion against the authority of God and the consequences that come from defying that authority. The first part of the song seems to be making a point about man's defiance of God and his tendency to want to taste and touch forbidden things rather than submitting to God's will. The singer seems to be saying that they will never submit to God's authority, even if it means giving up their life. But they also recognize the power of fear and the way it can strengthen someone to resist even the most powerful authority. The singer is warning that a person's friends can turn into enemies when they try to defend their legacy with guilt and accusations of blasphemy.


The second half of the song presents a dialogue between two characters, Imago and Animae. Imago seems to be encouraging change and urging everyone to continue the process of breaching the core (which could represent breaking free from the constraints of religion). Meanwhile, Animae presents a bleak and hopeless outlook, noting that man is fragmented and searching for context, but the pieces are impossible to put back together. She resigns herself to the fact that there's nothing left to teach or learn and that she must leave everyone to their own devices. The song concludes with a sense of failure and despair as the characters realize that they have failed themselves and each other.


Line by Line Meaning

No!
I refuse to submit to what you say, God.


We're breaching the core - we're breaching the core / We're breaching the core - we're breaching...
We're breaking through the surface, we're making progress.


To taste it / To touch it / Cut my hand / To crave it / Enslave it / Pluck my eye
I will go to any length to get what I want, even if it hurts me.


I can never submit to all the things you've said God / If you want me dead, I'm right here God / But fear is a funny thing God / In that it gives you the strength to resist just about anything God / And friend turns to enemy / So easily / When you defend your legacy with guilt / And talk of blasphemy / God / You know / You created a golden cage for you sheep / A stage too wide and deep for us to even see the play / But hey / You know what they say about catching the bird / But you can't make it sing? / You lose the bird the second it loses its wings / Just like I reckon you will lose your herd / To choirs of ”I am, I am, I am” / And mountains and mountains of money and things!
I don't accept blindly what you say, God. Fear may motivate me to resist you, and I'm well aware that defending your ideals can turn people against you. You've set up a system that restricts and confines us, and it's impossible to see the big picture. You've brought this on yourself by trying to control us, and you'll lose all you've built to those who proclaim their own greatness and gather wealth.


Animae: "Help me I'm starting to fade / Save me I'm drifting away"
I'm losing my way, and I need help to stay on track.


Imago: / But we can change / We can change...? / I said we can change! / We can change, we can change - still breaching... / We can change, we can change - still breaching...
We can change our lives, but it takes effort and persistence to do so.


I hold it / I'm never / Letting go / I settle for rash rather than risk going to slow / I sought it / I killed it / But now I know / I'm left somewhat broken but I won't let it show / Hear me now!
I have a firm grasp on my life, and I won't easily let go. I'm willing to take risks in order to move forward, and I've made mistakes but learned from them. Though it may have left me hurting, I won't let anyone see my struggles.


Animae: "Man is shattered / I am shattered / My shards have become shards of their own / Pieces of pieces, impossible to put back together / Spending their lives seeking a context they were always a part of / And so, they leave the context / And we shrink / I fade / And nothing more can be learnt or taught / I have no choice but to leave them to their own devices / I have come to understand one thing and one thing alone / One little piece of understanding / Glowing through this void of blankness and clean slates / Like a beacon of hope / Or just a reminder that I was always wrong: / Searching for yourself is like looking for the house you stand in / How could you possibly find it? / It's everywhere / It's all you know / And there are no other points of reference"
People can feel lost trying to find their place in the world, and sometimes it's impossible to navigate. The search for oneself is a lifelong journey and can feel impossible, but it's something experienced in common by others.


Animae: "Help me I'm starting to fade / Save me, I'm drifting away / Help me, I'm dying now / (Imago: What are these stains? They stay, stay when it rains...) / Curtains before my final bow / (Imago: ...burning my skin. It's burning... burning... burning my skin!) / Drifting, just drifting away / (Imago: Burning... Take it away, it's burning me... Burning my skin!) / Leaving with all that's still left to say / (Imago: Now life... now life... fails our kin!) / I failed / I failed / We failed / We failed...
I'm slipping away and need saving before it's too late, as this is my final act where everything is becoming unbearable. I'm dying, and it hurts me and those around me to see me in pain. Despite everything left unsaid, I've failed in life and left with regrets.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Daniel Gildenloew

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