Innocence
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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Once there was a me who always knew the way
Who somewhere on this road led me astray
And I've seen so many broken souls
Broken in despair
Lying at the curb gasping for air

Always thought I'd change somehow
Altered by the road
And become what I was always meant to be
But every step along the way
Every mile of road
Wore down the fearless manchild that was me

Restless mind
You steal my time
Need to find a place to hide
Slowly losing my innocence
Slowly losing my innocence
Slowly losing

Once there was a me who always knew what's right
But somewhere on this road he lost his light
Always thought I'd be much more
I would transform
Somehow someday

Never thought I'd be this weak
Never thought I'd fall
And lose myself along these dusty roads

But here I am
Reckless time
You steal my mind
Need to hide each place I've found
Still I'm losing my innocence
I'm still losing my innocence
We're all losing our innocence

I want that invincible time, that invincible me
I want it all back




I want it all back
I want myself back

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Pain of Salvation's song Innocence explore the idea of losing one's sense of self and innocence while navigating through the challenges and trials of life. The singer of the song remembers a time in his life when he felt confident and knew his place in the world, but along the way, he has lost his way and his light. The broken souls that he encounters on the road serve as a reminder of the fragility of life and the loss of innocence that comes with it. The singer is struggling to come to terms with the fact that he is not the invincible manchild that he once thought he was, as every mile of the road has worn him down and made him realize his own weaknesses.


The lyrics also speak to the struggle of trying to find oneself again, to regain that sense of invincibility and purity that was once there. The restless mind and reckless time that the singer speaks of are the forces that have wearied him and caused him to feel lost. The loss of innocence is not just his own, but a universal theme that everyone experiences at some point in their lives. The singer longs to reclaim his former self and to find a place of refuge where he can hide from the world and the challenges that come with it.


Line by Line Meaning

Once there was a me who always knew the way
There was a time when I had a clear sense of direction in my life


Who somewhere on this road led me astray
But at some point, I got lost and off track on my journey


And I've seen so many broken souls
Along the way, I've witnessed a lot of people who are struggling and hurting


Broken in despair
They are broken and hopeless


Lying at the curb gasping for air
Metaphorically, they are hurt and struggling to survive


Always thought I'd change somehow
I used to believe that I could change my fate and circumstances


Altered by the road
But the journey itself has changed me


And become what I was always meant to be
I hoped to find my true purpose and destiny


But every step along the way
However, every single step has been challenging


Every mile of road
The long and difficult journey has taken a toll on me


Wore down the fearless manchild that was me
I used to be fearless, but the journey has made me weaker and more vulnerable


Restless mind
My mind is constantly uneasy and anxious


You steal my time
It feels like my thoughts are stealing my time and energy


Need to find a place to hide
I wish I could escape from my own thoughts for a while


Slowly losing my innocence
As I journey through life, I'm losing my sense of purity and naivete


Slowly losing my innocence
I'm becoming more aware and exposed to the harsh realities of life


Slowly losing
It's a gradual process, but I can feel it happening


Once there was a me who always knew what's right
I used to be very confident in my own morality and values


But somewhere on this road he lost his light
But my sense of morality and values has dimmed over time


Always thought I'd be much more
I had always hoped that I would accomplish great things


I would transform
I believed that I could change and become a better person


Somehow someday
I was hopeful that it would happen eventually


Never thought I'd be this weak
But I never imagined that I would be so vulnerable and powerless


Never thought I'd fall
I didn't expect to experience failure and defeat so often


And lose myself along these dusty roads
But the journey has caused me to lose my sense of identity and purpose


But here I am
Despite everything, I am still here


Reckless time
Time seems to be passing by too quickly and uncontrollably


You steal my mind
It feels like time is robbing me of my sanity and reason


Need to hide each place I've found
I feel like I need to keep my experiences and knowledge to myself


Still I'm losing my innocence
I'm continuing to lose my sense of purity and idealism


I'm still losing my innocence
It's an ongoing process, and I'm not done yet


We're all losing our innocence
I'm not the only one going through this - everyone is experiencing a loss of innocence in some way


I want that invincible time, that invincible me
I long for the time when I felt invincible and like I could do anything


I want it all back
I wish I could go back to that time and feeling


I want myself back
More than anything, I wish I could regain my sense of self and purpose




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