Inside
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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'What is a war criminal? Was not war itself a crime against God and
humanity, and, therefore, were not all those who sanctioned, engineered,
and conducted wars, war criminals? War criminals are not confined to the
Axis Powers alone.'

I was told the pain and hunger was not my fault
How could they be so wrong?
And man, of all five billion people you're only one
Believed them for far too long!
Clean hands
My land is my home

I'm inside the big machine and it's eating me!
And I am just a wheel in motion, too blind to see
The way we are heading now

I'm hollow
I swallow, but

Inside I'm strong
Inside I'm free
Inside I'm young
Inside I'm still me

(Since 1990 there have been 93 wars in 70 states all around the world, with 5.5 million people dead. 75% of these people were civilians, 1 million of them were children...)

(Guns don't kill, I don't kill. Do I?)

Drink with me, laugh with me, friends for tonight
Stay with me, sleep with me, happy tonight
I only feel lonely outside this bar
Look at me when I speak! Who do you think you are?

Just look at me now! Inside I'm lost

Now I'm vain, numb this pain, why is it burning?
Clean as rain, not a stain, so why am I yearning?

I can't sleep, I twist and turn
In too deep, I sweat, I burn
I'm afraid that I'll awake, dressed up in a big mistake
Then I'd break!

What if I just closed my eyes?
(I'm not clean)
What if I shut out the lies?
(Blood unseen)
And what if I could hear my heart
(All over my hands!)




Accusing me for taking part
Of the Machine

Overall Meaning

The first stanza of "Inside" includes a quote from Robert Jackson's opening statement during the Nuremberg Trials. The quote carries the implication that in war, everyone becomes a war criminal regardless of which side they are on because the act of war itself is a crime against God and humanity. The next verse describes the singer's struggle with feeling responsible for the suffering in the world. He is told that the pain and hunger are not his fault and believed that for too long, but he feels hollow inside. The following chorus emphasizes the disconnect between the singer's external appearance and his internal emotions. He feels strong, free, and young inside while being consumed by the big machine, represented by society.


The second verse focuses on the singer’s search for happiness and companionship. He invites people to drink, laugh, and sleep with him so he won't feel lonely. However, he still feels lost inside and yearns for connection. The final verse describes the singer's fear of facing the truth of his involvement in the system. He wants to shut out the lies and ignore the blood on his hands. He is worried that if he faces the reality of his participation in the machine, he will break. The song ends with a final statement accusing the singer of taking part in the machine.


Overall, "Inside" is a commentary on societal systems that consume individuals and their desires to fit in. The singer is struggling with feeling disconnected from the society he is a part of, while also recognizing his role in perpetuating it.


Line by Line Meaning

What is a war criminal? Was not war itself a crime against God and humanity, and, therefore, were not all those who sanctioned, engineered, and conducted wars, war criminals? War criminals are not confined to the Axis Powers alone.
Who truly qualifies as a war criminal? Isn't war inherently immoral, making anyone who orchestrates, enables or carries out military attacks just as guilty? War crimes can be committed by any country, not just the ones aligned with the Axis Powers.


I was told the pain and hunger was not my fault
Others assured me that my suffering wasn't my responsibility


How could they be so wrong?
I realize now that their claim was untrue


And man, of all five billion people you're only one
With a population of over 5 billion people, I'm only an insignificant, single individual


Believed them for far too long!
I gave them my trust for way too much time


Clean hands
I appear innocent or blameless


My land is my home
The land I reside in is where I belong


I'm inside the big machine and it's eating me!
I'm trapped in a massive system that's consuming me


And I am just a wheel in motion, too blind to see
As a minute part of this giant structure, I'm unable to comprehend the full extent of what's happening


The way we are heading now
We're moving towards a devastating outcome


I'm hollow
I feel empty or meaningless


I swallow, but
Although I ingest something


Inside I'm strong
On the inside, I'm powerful


Inside I'm free
Internally I'm liberated


Inside I'm young
In my heart or soul, I'm youthful


Inside I'm still me
Despite the external pressures, I'm still fundamentally myself as a person.


(Since 1990 there have been 93 wars in 70 states all around the world, with 5.5 million people dead. 75% of these people were civilians, 1 million of them were children...)
Starting from 1990, there have been 93 military conflicts in 70 different territories worldwide, causing the death of over 5.5 million people. 75% of the fatalities were innocent civilians, and among them, as many as 1 million were children.


(Guns don't kill, I don't kill. Do I?)
Guns don't slaughter people on their own, but my part in the cycle of violence raises questions about my involvement


Drink with me, laugh with me, friends for tonight
Join me in a good time, let's share a drink and enjoy each other's company at least for tonight


Stay with me, sleep with me, happy tonight
Stick around, let's share a bed and be content for the evening


I only feel lonely outside this bar
Other than in this drinking hole, I sense a profound isolation


Look at me when I speak! Who do you think you are?
Pay attention to me when I'm talking, don't act like you're superior to me!


Just look at me now! Inside I'm lost
Consider me at this moment, I'm already adrift internally


Now I'm vain, numb this pain, why is it burning?
I'm starting to act arrogant and self-absorbed to not feel this torment, why is it growing ever more intense?


Clean as rain, not a stain, so why am I yearning?
How come this faultless exterior I preserve within myself still brings about so much longing?


I can't sleep, I twist and turn
I'm tormented by insomnia and tossed around on my bed


In too deep, I sweat, I burn
I've immersed myself too far and now experience profuse sweating and scorching


I'm afraid that I'll awake, dressed up in a big mistake
I'm scared that one day I'll wake up and realize a monumental blunder I committed


Then I'd break!
This possibility would destroy me!


What if I just closed my eyes?
How would it go if I simply chose to ignore the reality?


(I'm not clean)
(--Giving the impression of being spotless or unblemished,--)


What if I shut out the lies?
What if I discarded all pretenses and instead made a sincere choice?


(Blood unseen)
(--Not revealing the evidences of a bloody past,--)


And what if I could hear my heart
What difference would it make If I truly listened to my inner self?


(All over my hands!)
(--Since the responsibility of the violent past lay largely on my own head--)


Accusing me for taking part
I'd be liable for all the terrible acts in which I took part


Of the Machine
Of the massive system I had been an insignificant part of




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DANIEL GILDENLOW, FREDERIK HERMANSSON, KRISTOFFER GILDENLOW

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