Nightmist
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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Cold winter winds blow away autumn leaves now.
Misty world fades away before my blinded eyes - why?
Now when I stand at the end of the line, I cling to life when I should
Decline. I always thought I would welcome this day, but now when it's here
Could there be a heaven behind that gate?
Love or hate?

Wait by my side. count the seconds till I die.
Hold my hand.
Smile and tell me that you care, 'cause I'm scared now.
Now when I stand at the end of the line, I cling to life when I should
Decline. I always thought I would welcome this day, but now I can see:
It is yet a bird of pray!

God, hear my voice!
I turn to thee you've got to tell me what will become of me?

Why shall I die?
Oh god! hear my voice! tell me there are no questions.
Please give me a few more hours of this flair life
It's mine!
As I am leaving, alone and afraid, I'm thinking of all the mistakes I've




Made. I wish of my heart I could change only one!
I'd want to say "sorry" just one more time before I am gone! (gone)

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Pain of Salvation's Nightmist depict the transition from autumn to winter, with cold winds blowing away leaves, and the misty world fading away. The imagery sets the scene for a deeply existential, probing song about the end of life. The singer stands at the end of the line, facing their mortality, and begins to question everything they thought they knew. They had always assumed that they would welcome this moment, but now that it is here, they wonder whether there could be something more beyond "that gate." They are faced with a choice between love or hate, and they cling to life even though they know they should decline.


The chorus introduces a new character who waits by the singer's side - presumably a loved one or a deity. The singer appeals to the listener to hold their hand and reassure them that they care, as they are scared of what lies beyond. In the second verse, the singer acknowledges that they can see death as yet another bird of prey swooping in on them. They address God directly, asking what will become of them and why they must die. The plea is desperate and fraught with uncertainty; they wish for a few more hours of life to make amends for their mistakes and say sorry just one more time. The song ends on the haunting note of "gone."


Line by Line Meaning

Cold winter winds blow away autumn leaves now.
The singer is experiencing the onset of winter and using the metaphor of leaves being blown away to represent something coming to an end.


Misty world fades away before my blinded eyes - why?
The world seems vague and unclear to the singer which results in their confusion about why they are losing sight.


Now when I stand at the end of the line, I cling to life when I should Decline. I always thought I would welcome this day, but now when it's here Could there be a heaven behind that gate? Love or hate?
The singer is at the end of their life but is uncertain about whether to embrace it or fight to keep living. They also wonder what lies beyond this significant transition and whether they will face love or hate when they get there.


Wait by my side. count the seconds till I die. Hold my hand. Smile and tell me that you care, 'cause I'm scared now.
The artist is asking someone to offer comfort and support as they face the end of their life.


It is yet a bird of pray!
The artist realizes that death is not a welcome reward, but instead it is something that has come to prey upon them.


God, hear my voice! I turn to thee you've got to tell me what will become of me?
Asking for guidance and answers about their fate after death.


Why shall I die? Oh god! hear my voice! tell me there are no questions. Please give me a few more hours of this flair life It's mine!
The singer is still trying to understand why they have to experience death and asking for more time to enjoy life.


As I am leaving, alone and afraid, I'm thinking of all the mistakes I've Made. I wish of my heart I could change only one! I'd want to say "sorry" just one more time before I am gone! (gone)
Reflecting on past mistakes and hoping to fix one by apologizing one last time before death comes for them.




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