Vocari Dei
Pain of Salvation Lyrics


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With overlaid spoken recordings

    My wish is just selfish, maybe ignorant. But I beg you to put back the sense in my life.
    Are you there? I, I, I just called to see if you're there. Sometimes, sometimes I feel upbeat, sometimes I hate you, mostly, I, I just wonder if you're there. Are you there?
    God, If you are love, then why are we subjected to an increasing injustice throughout the world? Do you show us love by tormenting us? It doesn't make any sense.




Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Pain of Salvation's song Vocari Dei speak about the struggles and doubts that one may have about their faith. The spoken recordings overlaid on the music add depth to the emotional tone of the lyrics. The first recording talks about a wish that may be considered selfish or ignorant. However, the singer is begging for some sense to be put back into their life. This suggests a feeling of being lost or directionless. The second recording takes a more personal tone. The singer is wondering if God is there, sometimes feeling positive, other times negative. This is a sentiment that many people may share; the uncertainty of whether there is a divine presence that cares about them. The last recording is more critical, asking God why there is so much injustice in the world if He is supposed to be love. The singer is questioning the idea of a benevolent God, wondering if there is any truth to it.


Overall, the lyrics suggest a deep sense of questioning, doubt, and confusion about faith. It is an introspective piece that delves into the struggles that many people have with their beliefs. The spoken recordings add a sense of vulnerability and raw emotion, making the message of the song all the more poignant.


Line by Line Meaning

My wish is just selfish, maybe ignorant. But I beg you to put back the sense in my life.
I acknowledge that my desire is self-centered and may lack knowledge, but I plead with you to provide me with purpose and understanding.


Are you there? I, I, I just called to see if you're there. Sometimes, sometimes I feel upbeat, sometimes I hate you, mostly, I, I just wonder if you're there. Are you there?
I am uncertain of your existence and my fluctuating emotions towards you leave me with a constant question - are you truly present?


God, If you are love, then why are we subjected to an increasing injustice throughout the world? Do you show us love by tormenting us? It doesn't make any sense.
As a representation of love, I struggle to comprehend why there is an ongoing rise in mistreatment within our planet. Does your love manifest through our pain? It is beyond my understanding.




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