In 2003 Alex got a deal with Accession Records and released his first official album "Skin on Fire".
In 2005 he released a second album "Overkill", and at the same time got a contract with Albert Diehl (Contribe).
Albert has been and is still a good motivation for Alex, and a few months after the signing, the EP "Storm of Impermanence" was released.
In October 2006 the third album, No need to worry, was released.
On 07-09-28 the 4th studio-album "borderline" followed. The CD is divided into two chapters: "rage" and "melancholy" showing both the harsher and softer side of painbastard´s music.
Torn
Painbastard Lyrics
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Just like a bang fades into silence
You disappeared - got lost in tragedy
My hands were tied, I watched it all pass by
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
And my heart and mind are so numb with cold
The piece of my heart - you ripped out
They cannot keep me from resurrecting
I won't waste time - I have only this one life
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
I've lost too much but I have found myself
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
And I try to escape - 'cause I am torn
With every thought I'll vanish into grief
And then again I will arise
The lyrics to Painbastard's song "Torn in 2-3" speak of the pain and turmoil that the singer feels after losing someone important to them. The first line, "I had no time to prepare myself," indicates a sudden and unexpected loss. The next line, "Just like a bang fades into silence," creates an image of something abrupt and chaotic ending in a quiet, eerie aftermath. The singer goes on to describe their feelings of helplessness and numbness as they watched the tragedy unfold.
The chorus repeats the phrase "Since you've forsaken me, I lost my wings," emphasizing the idea that losing this person has stripped the singer of their ability to thrive and enjoy life. They feel as though a hole has been left in their heart and life, but they refuse to stay down. The lyrics declare that they will not waste time and will instead use their grief as motivation to live fully. The final lines of the song suggest that while the pain may never completely go away, the singer will continue to persevere and rise up from it.
Line by Line Meaning
I had no time to prepare myself
I was not ready for what was about to happen
Just like a bang fades into silence
Things changed suddenly and unexpectedly, leaving me in silence
You disappeared - got lost in tragedy
You vanished during a tragic event or situation
My hands were tied, I watched it all pass by
I was helpless and could only watch everything happen
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
You left me and I feel as though I have lost my ability to fly or be free
And my heart and mind are so numb with cold
I am emotionally and mentally frozen because of what you did
The hole in my life - you left behind
You left a void in my life
The piece of my heart - you ripped out
You took a part of me with you
They cannot keep me from resurrecting
I will find a way to overcome this and come back stronger
I won't waste time - I have only this one life
I will not let this defeat me, I am determined to make the most of my life
I've lost too much but I have found myself
Although I have suffered loss, I have discovered my true self
And I try to escape - 'cause I am torn
I am trying to run away from my pain because it tears me apart
With every thought I'll vanish into grief
Every time I think about what happened, I am consumed by sadness
And then again I will arise
Despite everything, I will rise up again and carry on
Contributed by Adam N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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I had no time to prepare myself
Just like a bang fades into silence
You disappeared - got lost in tragedy
My hands were tied, I watched it all pass by
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
And my heart and mind are so numb with cold
The hole in my life - you left behind
The piece of my heart - you ripped out
They cannot keep me from resurrecting
I won't waste time - I have only this one life
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
I've lost too much but I have found myself
Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings
And I try to escape - 'cause I am torn
With every thought I'll vanish into grief
And then again I will arise
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