Ways To Disappear
Palisades Lyrics


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I take my time
I don't do well with attention (with attention)
I'm so used to staying in
To keep my walls from caving in
And I am a ghost
I wander in circles around you
I wanna breathe the air you breathe
But all this smoke is killing me

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I'm dragging it out
I hold on tightly to memories
'Cause I'm scared of what will show
It might be best if you never know
I wanna run away
Wanna start a war
'Til my knuckles bleed
I need you, nothing more
I've been lying to all of you
'Cause I've been trying to face the truth

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home




I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Palisades's song "Ways To Disappear" delve into themes of isolation, self-preservation, and internal struggles that the singer faces. The opening lines convey a sense of introversion and unease with attention, hinting at a tendency to retreat into oneself as a means of protecting against potential harm or vulnerability. The mention of walls is symbolic of emotional barriers that have been built up to shield the singer from getting hurt, ultimately highlighting a fear of intimacy and connection with others.


The portrayal of the singer as a ghost wandering in circles around someone they desire to be close to emphasizes a sense of longing and unfulfilled yearning for closeness. This desire is juxtaposed with the suffocating feeling of being engulfed in smoke, representing the detrimental effects of external influences or personal struggles that hinder the singer's ability to fully connect with others. The repeated chorus of finding ways to disappear and unclear words reflect a struggle with communication and confronting their fears head-on, showcasing a pattern of avoidance and difficulty in facing uncomfortable truths.


The second verse delves deeper into the singer's internal turmoil, as they grapple with holding onto memories out of fear of what may be revealed. This resistance to letting go and running away from confronting their emotions is expressed through a desire to start a war, potentially as a distraction or a way to cope with inner conflict. The admission of lying to others and themselves in an attempt to confront the truth speaks to a sense of internal conflict and a struggle to reconcile their true feelings with their external façade.


The closing lines of the song introduce a sense of hope and resolution, with the singer questioning if the person they are addressing can guide them towards a sense of belonging and home. The repeated plea for someone to lead them down the road and take them home signifies a longing for stability, comfort, and a sense of belonging. The repetition of the chorus serves as a reminder of the singer's ongoing battle with avoidance and self-discovery, ultimately culminating in a newfound sense of direction and guidance towards a place of peace and acceptance.


Line by Line Meaning

I take my time
I do things at my own pace


I don't do well with attention (with attention)
I struggle when the focus is on me


I'm so used to staying in
I prefer to stay isolated


To keep my walls from caving in
To protect myself from breaking down


And I am a ghost
I feel invisible and unseen


I wander in circles around you
I can't escape from your presence


I wanna breathe the air you breathe
I want to share your experiences


But all this smoke is killing me
My own confusion and troubles are overwhelming me


I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I need to confront my fears


I've been lying to all of you
I haven't been honest with everyone


Until it leads me home
Until I find a place where I belong and feel safe




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Written by: Lou Miceli, Aaron Rosa, Xavier Adams, Mathew Marshall, Brandon Elgar

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I take my time, I don't do well with attention
I'm so used to stayin' in
To keep my walls from cavin' in
And I am a ghost, I wander in circles around you
I wanna breathe the air you breathe
But all this smoke is killin' me

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I'm dragging it out, I hold on tightly to memories
'Cause I'm scared of what will show
It might be best if you never know
I wanna run away, wanna start a war
Till my knuckles bleed, I need you, nothing more
I've been lying to all of you
'Cause I've been tryin' to face the truth

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home



All comments from YouTube:

SasaMusicz

never cried so much. The Lyrics, The Voice, The Instruments. Everything hits me hard.

Eli Baugh

Same

Kyle Huffman

This hits me in all the wrong, but right places of me and my past. I agree and also have cried to this, not all but tonight was finally in a happy way.

Spike

omfgggg ikrrrr!!!!

Alex Sharrai

Man, this song just resonates with me.. These guys consistently help me put my own feelings together and help me formulate them into something I can manage. I love this band.

Xc8a Ravage

Alex Sharrai all I can say is same

Jalen Burchill

This album hits on so many emotions that I deal with every day- but this song just floored me right away:
I take my time, I don't do well with attention
I'm so used to staying in, to keep my walls from caving in

I live my life finding ways to disappear- man, these guys get it

Kyle Huffman

I hope past tense and you've found a purpose to shovel through bs. Best of luck and skill.

J. Bennett

Wow. What an incredible song. One of those rare times where music, lyrics, mixing, vocals all come together in the perfect way. Wow.

Nervyr

Best song on the album.

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