Terrified
Parabelle Lyrics

Maybe there's a better way to say this
There might be a more tactful approach to express what I am feeling

You're excused I'm bored of you too
I am tired of entertaining you and your presence bores me

I never hide what I'm thinking
I am always open about my thoughts and feelings

But you don't care
But you do not show any concern or interest

So I'm holding on and nothings there
I am still holding on to this relationship even though there is nothing left

And you don't try
And you do not put in the effort to make things work

Are you too proud to say you love me out loud?
Are you too ashamed or stubborn to express your feelings for me openly?

I know retaliation comes quickly
I am aware that you are quick to respond with negative actions

And you'll be begging on the floor
And you will be begging for forgiveness and mercy

If you ever had your way
If you ever got what you wanted

Do you think you could make us pure?
Do you believe that you have the ability to restore the purity of our relationship?

I looked in your eyes and
I stared into your eyes and

I was terrified by all your lies and
I was frightened by the deception and untruthfulness in your actions

There was so much doubt that I couldn't count on you to get me out alive
I had so much distrust that I could not rely on you to rescue or help me when needed

Maybe there's a better way to do this
Perhaps there is a more effective way to handle this situation

A poor excuse, well I'm sick of you too
Your justification for your behavior is weak and I am also tired of dealing with you

And maybe there's a faster way to get through this
Perhaps there is a quicker way to resolve this problem

You're never there so I'm holding on and you don't care
You are always absent so I am still clinging on to this relationship even though you do not seem to care about it

And why, are you so loud
And why are you so boastful or arrogant?

You had it all while I went without
You had everything you wanted while I had to go without

And you know the feelings they fade quickly when the writings on the wall
And you understand that emotions or attraction can diminish quickly when the signs of failure or the end are evident

And you know that I did right
And you are aware that I did everything properly or with good intentions

And you know that I was pure
And you know that I acted in an honest and ethical manner

You had a look, I'd never seen before
You had a facial expression that I have never witnessed before

At least not that much
Or at least not to that extent

I saw hurt, I saw hurt, I saw hurt, but not that much
I observed emotional pain, I witnessed it multiple times, but not to the degree that I witnessed it just now

(When) I looked in your eyes and
When I stared into your eyes and

You were terrified by all my lies
You were afraid of my deceitful actions

There was so much doubt
There was tremendous uncertainty or skepticism

And you couldn't count on me to get you out alive
And you were not able to rely on me to save you in a dangerous situation

Why don't you get out alive?
Why do you not exit this deadly or hazardous situation?