Oasis
Paragliders Lyrics

My girlfriend always number one on my side
At one point, my girlfriend was my top priority.

But lately all we ever do is argue and fight
Our relationship has been filled with constant conflict.

She said she can't imagine her becoming a wife
My girlfriend has reservations about our future together.

Marrying a rapper is no longer what she wants in her life
She no longer wants to be with someone in my profession.

I told her, I would go and get my GED
I promised her that I would further my education.

Even got a 9-5 flippin' burgers and fries
I got a job in the food industry to show her I am dedicated.

Trying to show her I'm dedicated and never want to separate
I want to prove my commitment to her and our relationship.

From her cuz all I want is me and her to survive
I want to be with her and make it through any obstacles as a team.

We ain't even making love anymore, and I'm sure it's the fade
Our physical intimacy has dwindled, and I think it's because of the relationship's problems.

But she just lays there and reads in bed
She seems uninterested in being intimate with me and instead prefers to read.

And my feet are tired from work instead of trying to flirt
After a long day of work, I am exhausted and unable to put in effort to be romantic.

I would rather go and smoke some weed instead
I turn to drugs instead of confronting issues in our relationship.

Been a month now ever since the day she left
It's been a month since my girlfriend left me.

Looked at the bedroom dresser and saw the note
I found a note from her on our dresser.

Said she loved me but she needed a break I guess
She expressed her love for me but needed time apart from our relationship.

I'll leave it to fate but I'm praying that ain't all she wrote
I am hoping that there's still a chance for us to reconcile in the future.

You said that we were taking a break
My girlfriend informed me that we were taking a break.

Kinda felt like us breaking up for good
The 'break' felt more like a permanent separation.

You had some pictures of me in you in your photo album
She had pictures of us together in her photo album.

And all I see is shit wit' you hanging out with the same dude
All I see are photos of her hanging out with the same guy.

Posin with ur camera phone
She took pictures with her camera phone while with the other guy.

What the fuck that motherfucker got sandals on?!?
I am angry and surprised that the other guy wore sandals in the photos.

Are you kidding me!?!
I am incredulous and frustrated about the situation.

I been drinking constantly drowning in my misery
I turn to alcohol to cope with the pain of our failed relationship.

And you been out fucking someone else not even missing me??
She has been sexually active with someone else and doesn't seem to miss me at all.

What about all the history that we had with each other?
I am wondering about the significance of our past together.

Everything is damaged way too bad to recover
Our relationship is too damaged to be fixed or saved.

Somebody else has had his dick in you stickin you
She has engaged in sexual activity with someone else.

Lil' despicable bitch and there's no way we can get back with each other
I insult her and believe that we can never repair our relationship.

Bitch! I always figured that our love would be timeless
I thought that our love would be eternal and never-ending.

Think about when we stayed with the fam in Orlando
I recall a happy memory when we stayed with family in Orlando.

Drunk as shit in the mountains renting the honeymoon cabin
We were intoxicated and having fun together in a cabin, celebrating our honeymoon phase.

Never happen gotta put it behind us
Those moments will never be repeated, and we have to accept that our relationship has ended.

Well I hope it's what you wanted you lying bitch
I am angry and believe that she is lying about her reasons for leaving our relationship.

Hope his dick is bigger than mine is
I hope that the other guy she is with has a bigger penis than me.

Hope you finally got somebody who got an education
I hope that the other guy has an education, as I do not.

Not wasting his time rapping following his dreams like I did
I am insulting myself and believe that I wasted time pursuing a career in rap.

I wish that you and him would get in a car wreck or maybe catch a STD
I am expressing a desire for harm to come to my ex-girlfriend and her new partner.

But I should be happy for you to fly away and just be free
I know that I should be happy for her to move on and live her life.

But the memory won't let me be
However, I cannot stop thinking about her and our past together.

I'm still wondering how...
I am still trying to make sense of everything that has happened and why our relationship ended.

How do you go to sleep at night (Sleep at Night)
I am questioning how she can sleep at night with everything that she has done.

If I'm not the one sleeping with you (With you)
I am upset that she is intimate with someone else, not me.

Bitch didn't I treat you right yeah that's how the story goes (Hey)
I believed that I treated her well, but she chose to leave me for someone else.

Wasn't I always there for you (There for you)
I was always present for her and in support of our relationship.

Now you're just another song for me to write (Me to write)
She has become a source of inspiration for my music writing.

A lullaby, so let me sharpen up my number 2 (Number 2)
I intend to write a soothing 'lullaby' song and need to sharpen my pencil to write the lyrics.

So how do you go to sleep at night, bitch
I am still wondering how she can sleep at night after all that has happened.