In my head
Passenger Lyrics


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It's just another hazy morning, I can't remember what I said
I can never read the warning, I let her get inside my head
Trying to keep my thoughts together, hanging by a single thread
She's a thousand miles away, but she will be inside my head
She'll be waiting for me, she'll be waiting for me there
She'll be waiting for me, she'll be waiting for me there
She said she felt the walls collapsing, she said her world is not in synch
She couldn't tell me what I said, she said she needed time to think
She warned me not to take the same path, she said, "Be careful where you tread"
Now she's a thousand miles away, and drifting slowly from my head
Will she still be waiting? Will she still be waiting there?
Will she still be waiting? Will she still be waiting there?
Because I know she wouldn't run, and we've only just begun
To be scared of what we've done, to be safe inside, safe inside my head
I can see her waiting, I can see her waiting there
I can see her waiting, I can see her waiting there




Because I know she wouldn't run, and we've only just begun
To be scared of what we've done, to be safe inside, safe inside my head

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Passenger's song "In My Hand" convey a sense of self-awareness and self-reflection. The opening lines, "I'm so brilliant, I'm a joke" highlight the paradoxical nature of the singer's existence. They possess a certain level of intelligence or talent, but also feel overwhelmed and on the verge of collapsing. The phrase "My tongue is golden, I'm about to choke" speaks to the singer's potential for greatness, but also their fear or doubt that is hindering them from achieving it. This internal conflict is further explored in the lines "And I'm holy, I'm a wreck, my voice is velvet, I have a rope around my neck". The singer is capable of beauty and grace, but also feels trapped or restrained by their own thoughts and feelings.


The chorus of the song shifts in tone slightly, expressing a weariness with the constant struggle of self-examination. The lines "I'm so tired of this world in my head, I am the man that lost, so tired, so tired of myself, am I the man that lost?" convey a feeling of defeat or disillusionment. The repetition of "so tired" emphasizes the exhaustion and desperation the singer is feeling. They question their sense of identity and purpose, wondering if they have already lost something worth fighting for.


The second half of the song returns to a more optimistic and hopeful tone, with the singer describing themselves as a "king" and "a kick to the curb". They possess both strength and vulnerability, seeing the world with clarity but also recognizing its inherent chaos. The lines "And I'm a mountain, yeah, I'm a pile, I long for tomorrow, haven't seen it in a while" reflect a longing for something or someone to come and pull the singer out of their internal struggle. Overall, "In My Hand" is a poignant exploration of the complexities of self-awareness and introspection.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm so brilliant
I believe I possess great intelligence and talent.


I'm a joke
But I also feel like a laughingstock or a mockery, perhaps due to impostor syndrome.


My tongue is golden
I am capable of speaking beautifully and persuasively.


I'm about to choke
Despite this, I feel like I am about to lose what little control I have in this situation.


And I'm holy
I also hold myself to a high moral standard, or perhaps identify with a religion or ideology.


I'm a wreck
But I am struggling to keep myself together, either emotionally or physically.


My voice is velvet
My speaking/singing voice is smooth, calming, and/or pleasant to listen to.


I have a rope around my neck
However, I feel constrained or trapped by something in my life, perhaps self-imposed.


I'm so tired of this world in my head
I am exhausted by my own thoughts and feelings, which may be negative or cyclical.


I am the man that lost
I feel like I am losing at life, or that I have failed in some significant way.


So tired, so tired of myself
I am also tired of my own problems and inadequacies, and wish to escape from them.


Am I the man that lost?
I am questioning my own identity and purpose, and do not know if I will ever find a satisfactory answer.


I'm a king
At times, I feel like I am powerful and in control of my own destiny.


I'm a kick to the curb
However, I also feel neglected, overlooked, or abandoned by others.


I see things clear
Despite this, I am able to perceive the world around me with clarity and insight.


My world is disturbed
But this does not mean that I find comfort in what I observe - rather, it causes me discomfort or distress.


And I'm a mountain
Sometimes, I feel unshakeable and strong, like a mountain that cannot be moved.


Yeah I'm a pile
Other times, though, I feel weak, vulnerable, and easily defeated, like a pile of rubble.


I long for tomorrow
Despite all of this, I still have hope and optimism for the future.


Haven't seen it in a while
But it has been some time since I have felt this way, and I am afraid that it may never return.




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Written by: Neil Dalziel

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