Feel
Paul Anthony Lyrics

Tia Grace I dont feel so strong
Dear Tia Grace, I am overwhelmed and lacking the strength to cope with my emotions.

I was never meant to be a father then they told me you were on your way
Initially, I never envisioned myself as a father, but then I received the unexpected news of your impending birth.

I had a life mapped out before ya watch you take your baby steps and share your Greatest day
I had a specific future planned for myself, but now I long to witness your first steps and celebrate your milestones.

You came you changed my world
Your arrival transformed my life in ways I never anticipated.

I'd be a better man if you were here today
I believe that having you here would inspire me to be a better person.

I look out at the autumn leaves and lonely looking trees
As I gaze at the falling leaves and the barren trees, I feel a sense of solitude.

I've brought your favorite teddy bear
I’ve chosen to bring your beloved teddy bear with me as a reminder of you.

Cause I know that you're missing him up there
I understand that you might be longing for your teddy bear in the afterlife.

I sit down on this old park bench and try to sing your song
I find a place to rest where I attempt to remember and honor you through the songs we shared.

Tia Grace I dont feel so strong
Once again, I express my feelings of weakness and vulnerability in your absence.

These old damp woods I walk through keep waiting for the sun to shine
As I wander through these gloomy, wet woods, I yearn for the warmth of hope and light.

Still waiting for our bike ride you'll be overtaking me and leaving me behind
I hold onto the memory of a future bike ride, where you would joyfully speed past me, reminding me of the times we could have shared.

My hopes and dreams were defined
My aspirations and desires for the future had specific meanings tied to you.

Now it's me and this old toy lifes so unkind
Now, all that remains are my memories and this old toy, and life feels unexpectedly cruel.

I look out at the autumn leaves and lonely looking trees
Once more, I observe the desolate landscape, further emphasizing my sense of loss and isolation.

I've brought your favorite teddy bear
Again, I carry your cherished teddy bear as a token of my love and remembrance.

Cause i know that you're missing him up there
I still recognize your longing for comfort in the afterlife.

I sit down on this old park bench and try to sing your song
I pause to reflect and sing the melodies that remind me of you.

Tia Grace this all feels so wrong
Everything about this situation feels profoundly unjust and painful.

It was the longest night
The period of suffering and waiting seemed endless and agonizing.

They said theres no more hope and you lost the fight
The doctors delivered the devastating news that there was no chance left for recovery.

I held your little hand till your final breath
I stayed by your side, holding your small hand until the very end.

But I know ill find you again
I find solace in the belief that we will reunite in the future.

I look out at the autumn leaves and lonely looking trees
Once again, I reflect on the emptiness surrounding me, plagued by memories of your absence.

I've brought your favorite teddy bear
I continue to carry your favorite toy as a symbol of our bond and the love I hold for you.

Cause I know that you're missing him up there
I remain aware that you would desire comfort and companionship, even in spirit.

I sit down on this old park bench and try to sing your song
I again find solace in sitting here, reflecting on our shared joy through music.

Tia Grace i dont feel so strong
And once more, I confront my fragility and emotional turmoil in the face of losing you.