Torn
Paula Rojo Lyrics

I thought I saw a man brought to life
I saw a man who appeared to be resurrected from the dead

He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He had a positive demeanor and acted with honor

He showed me what it was to cry
He demonstrated to me the emotional experience of crying

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You are not the person who I admired and loved

You don't seem to know
You appear to lack awareness or understanding

Seem to care what your heart is for
It seems as if you don't value or understand the purpose of your heart

But I don't know him anymore
I no longer recognize or understand who you are

There's nothing where he used to lay
The person I loved and admired no longer exists

My conversation has run dry
I am no longer able to speak or converse about this subject

That's what's going on
This is the current situation

Nothing's fine I'm torn
Everything is not okay, I am emotionally torn apart

I'm all out of faith
I have lost my trust and belief in something

This is how I feel
This is my emotional state

I'm cold and I am shamed
I feel emotionally distant and embarrassed

Laying naked on the floor
Physically exposed and vulnerable on the ground

Illusion never changed into something real
The deception never became a truth or a reality

I'm wide awake
I am fully conscious and aware

And I can see
I understand the truth of the matter

The perfect sky is torn
Even the perfect aspects of life can be damaged or broken

You're a little late
Your arrival was slightly delayed

I'm already torn
I am already emotionally damaged and torn apart

So I guess the fortune teller is right
The person who predicted my future was correct

Should have seen just what was there
I should have observed and understood the reality of the situation

And not some holy light
I should not have been blinded by a supposed divine intervention

Which crawled beneath my veins
The intervention that I believed in was internalized and affected my thoughts and emotions

And now I don't care I had no luck
I currently feel apathetic towards the situation because I didn't have any success

I don't miss it all that much
I don't feel a strong sense of loss or longing

There's just so many things
There are numerous other aspects of life

That I can touch
That I can physically or emotionally interact with

There's nothing where he used to lay
The person I loved and admired no longer exists

My inspiration has run dry
I am no longer inspired or motivated

Nothing's right I'm torn
Everything is wrong and I am emotionally damaged

I'm cold and I'm ashamed
I feel emotionally distant and embarrassed

Bound and broken on the floor
Physically and emotionally constrained and shattered on the ground

You're a little late
Your arrival was slightly delayed

I'm already torn, torn
I am already emotionally damaged and torn apart