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Father to a Sister of Thought
Pavement Lyrics


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Rotten device, I'll say it twice
I'm too much, I'm too much comforted here
Costs too much, too much, we'll leave you
Everywhere eyes, nowhere to die

No place to shove your sharpened heel
I'm looking, looking for a tired face
In case you wanted to go
I know, I'm breathing in to the end

Calling the bluffs, talking so tough
Goodbye to the ugly steeple fear
Good times for ever after

I'm just a man, you see who I am
I'm binding my hooks and open the books
Dirty black hearts

Angel of Corpus Christi
You're so mystic
Tell me what I want to hear

I know I'm reeling in
I know I'm reeling in

To the end
To the end
To the end
To the end

I know I'll never know
I know I'll never know

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Pavement’s “Father to a Sister of Thought,” “Rotten device, I’ll say it twice, I’m too much, I’m too much comforted here,” suggest that the singer recognizes something is wrong, but he cannot help being complacent. The following lines, “Costs too much too much, we’ll leave you, Everywhere eyes, nowhere to die,” reference a feeling of entrapment, which leaves the singer longing for escape but without the means to do so.


The next stanza, “No place to shove your sharpened heel, I’m looking, looking for a tired face, In case you wanted to go, I know, I’m breathing into the end,” continues the bleak theme. The line, “No place to shove your sharpened heel,” utilizes a metaphor of a sharpened heel, as an allusion to an uncomfortable feeling of vulnerability or exploitation. The lyric “I know, I’m breathing into the end” is particularly poignant, as it touches on the inevitability of death and the futility of our struggles against it.


The final lines of the song, “I know I’m reeling in, To the end, To the end, To the end, I know I’ll never know, I know I’ll never know,” reveal a mixture of resignation and a lack of control, encapsulating the song’s theme of existential angst. In this way, “Father to a Sister of Thought” paints a picture of a disillusioned soul, aware of his situation, but unable to affect any significant change.


Line by Line Meaning

Rotten device, I'll say it twice
I am reminding you of the terrible situation we're in, and I'm going to say it twice to emphasize its importance.


I'm too much, I'm too much comforted here
I am feeling overwhelmed and have found comfort in our current situation, but it may not be healthy for me in the long run.


Costs too much too much, we'll leave you
This situation is costing us too much, so we will have to leave it behind.


Everywhere eyes, nowhere to die
There seems to be constant surveillance, and nowhere to escape or hide from it.


No place to shove your sharpened heel
There's no room for malicious behavior or harm to ourselves or others.


I'm looking looking for a tired face
I am searching for someone who is feeling the same way I am - tired and worn out from this situation.


In case you wanted to go
I am providing an opportunity to leave if that is what you want or need to do.


I know, I'm breathing in to the end
I am aware that I am holding on until the very end, and it is taking all my strength to keep going.


Calling the bluffs, talking so tough
I am challenging those who claim to be confident and in control, but may not be telling the whole truth.


Goodbye to the ugly steeple fear
I am saying goodbye to the fear and anxiety that has held me back and kept me trapped.


Good times for ever after
I am hoping for a future full of happiness and good memories.


I'm just a man
I am acknowledging my limitations and accepting that I am only human.


You see who I am
I want you to truly see and understand me for who I am, without any pretense or facade.


I'm binding my hooks
I am working hard to keep my relationships and life in order and secure.


And open the books
I am willing to be vulnerable and open about my life, past and present.


Dirty black hearts
I am acknowledging and perhaps even condemning those with corrupt, immoral hearts and actions.


Angel of Corpus Christi
I am referencing a symbolic figure who may provide comfort or guidance, particularly in religious contexts.


You're so mystic,
I am recognizing and praising the mysterious, ethereal qualities of this figure.


Tell me what I want to hear
I am seeking reassurance and comfort, particularly from this figure or perhaps from someone who may provide similar support.


I know I'm reeling in
I acknowledge that I am spiraling and struggling to keep my head above water.


To the end
I intend to keep going and finish whatever it is I have started, despite how difficult it may be.


I know I'll never know
I recognize that there are some things in life that I may never fully understand or comprehend.




Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC
Written by: Stephen Malkmus

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Comments from YouTube:

@borjazz6186

They were so good and they knew it

@FFGG22E

they made it look easy.

@thejilenail

exactly

@itaimatos4756

That's damn right

@PeterFreakinPan

They’ve got style
for miles and miles
So much style
and it’s wasted

@glueball9511

they were so good they pretended they could make mistakes

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@stefanmarraccini8646

This song makes my heart explode. The alt country aspect with the slide guitar melts me. I will never tire of this. Pavement was on my stereo for all of the 90s. Love their early stuff but when they mellowed a bit I found the melodies and hooks more accessible for me.

@billymasters11

I love every era of them except for the end that carrot rope album. they always had the same incredible otherworldy melodies that no one came up with before or since. they should be considered in the top 10 bands of all time

@BenWard29

Listen to me, I'm on the S T E R E O... S T E R E O...

@pyrocus

Just when you thought the song couldn't get any better, that fucking killer riff comes out of nowhere at the end. Such a great work of art.

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