Violet
Peach Tree Rascals Lyrics

Don't, don't fall asleep
Please stay awake and present with me

I'll be okay, just give me a week
I need some time to work through my feelings and emotions

Losin' my feet, losin' my dreams
I am feeling ungrounded and unsure about my future

I've been OT, not OTC
I have been working hard but not taking care of myself

Please let me speak, please let me go
I need to express myself and also move on from this situation

I'll let you fly, all on your own
I am giving you the freedom to do what you want, without relying on me

You don't rely on me no more
You are independent and do not need me anymore

It's just a sign, I guess I'll go
This is a sign that it is time for me to let go and move on

I did nothing wrong, I've been writing songs
I am not at fault here, I have been focusing on my music

I've been stuck in ways, I've been holdin' on
I have been struggling to let go and move on from this situation

I think it's time I let you go, Cuz I've been holdin' on and waiting for too long
I realize that I need to move on because I have been holding onto this for too long

And I don't know if I can take this
I am unsure if I am strong enough to handle the emotional pain

Get up in the morning, I'm feelin pretty low
I wake up feeling sad and down

I grab coffee and a cigarette then its time to hit the road
I am relying on caffeine and nicotine to get me through the day

I've been spending all my time dreamin, about the one I want
I have been daydreaming about a future with someone who is not in my life anymore

In a world of my own, I cant leave the thought alone
I am in my own head and can't stop thinking about this person

Lately I feel like, I've lost myself and I cannot deny
I feel disconnected from who I am and I can't deny it

The changes that I've
I am experiencing changes that are difficult to deal with

Lately I've been, falling back in silence
I have been withdrawing from social situations and becoming isolated

My heart just stopped providing, said that's enough for me
I am emotionally drained and unable to give more of myself

I lost the point in trying, I'm living under trees
I have lost the motivation to keep trying, and am living a simple, unfulfilling life

I've grown numb to lovin', now I'm numb you see
I am emotionally closed off and unable to feel love right now

I forgot about you, but you remember me
I have moved on from this person, but they still have a place in their heart for me

Still remember 'bout us, and all our history
This person still remembers our time together and it is affecting them

I can't take the thought of, you up and out my mind
I am struggling to stop thinking about this person and can't imagine them not being in my thoughts

You're stuck inside my head, now I think it's time
I need to let go of this person so they are no longer a constant presence in my mind

Shoulda cast away, I've been evading you
I should have ended things with you, but instead I have been avoiding you

At times like this I wish I could have shut the door on you
I regret not ending things sooner and wish I could move on from this situation

I know it hurts to stay, the bells don't ring the same
I am aware that it is painful to be in this situation and things are not the same as they used to be

You said you love me but don't trust me that I'll do the same
This person still loves me, but is struggling to trust that I feel the same way

I'm running away, need to vacate
I am choosing to run away and remove myself from this situation

Away from this place, don't hate me
I am leaving this place, but I do not want this person to hate me for it

I'm losing my faith, the birds flew away
I am losing hope and feeling alone

My heart ain't the same, don't hate me
I am not the same person and I hope this person does not hate me for it

No words to say, I'm washing away
I do not have anything to say and am slowly disappearing

Just like a stain, don't hate me
I feel like a burden or an unwanted presence, but I hope this person does not hate me for it

Letting you go, can't fight it no more
I am finally letting go of this person because I can no longer fight it

I'll be alone, don't hate me
I know I will be alone after letting go, but I hope this person does not hate me for it

Inside my dreams, I can see you with me
Even in my dreams, I still hold onto the hope of being with this person

If I wake up too soon I'll fall right back asleep
If I wake up from this dream too soon, I will try to go back to sleep to keep the dream going