Conflicted
Pete Philly & Perquisite Lyrics


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Sometimes I feel conflicted and restricted in my ways
Ups and downs, manic in a state of panic, in a rage
Ready to flip the page
But I can't seem to get of it still remain a kid
I aim to get the respect, the props and the money that I need
I bleed to get out of my shitty apartment
A beat an drhyme is what I start with
I part quick, with non-believers under achievers and overcapitalized money retrievers
And yet I still of stand
Within this masterplan, feel that life is going faster man
I feel like I'm out of luck and stuck in a plastercan
And even when I'm up, I'm waiting for disaster man
Then I pass a can of juice to one of my peers
Realize he got the same aspirations and fears
And then there's a solid reason for these blood, sweat and tears
The chaos in my head becomes clear, the sun appears
And the tears just wash away
I look forward to a new day ands pray for some inspiration
Before I know it my hand starts to write on it's own
I'm in the zone, it's on!
Yeah, I look forward to a new day and pray for some inspiration




Before I know it my hand starts to write on it's own
I'm in the zone, it's on, it's on, it's on!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Pete Philly & Perquisite's song "Conflicted" describe the internal struggle of the artist. In the beginning of the song, he admits to feeling conflicted and restricted in his ways, experiencing manic ups and downs, and feeling ready to move on but unable to do so. He has a desire to gain respect, be successful, and make money but feels like he is still stuck in a childish state. He uses music as an outlet to escape the reality of his “shitty apartment” and the pressures of society. He distances himself from negative people and money-driven individuals who are not supportive of his vision, but despite all his efforts, he still feels like life is moving too fast for him to keep up. He is always waiting for something bad to happen, even when things are going well.


However, the artist finds solace in sharing his struggles with others who have similar aspirations and fears. He begins to realize that his struggles are only a part of a "masterplan" that is leading him to his ultimate goals. As he hands a can of juice to one of his peers, he is reminded of the reason behind his hard work, which is to make a positive impact on his community. The chaos in his head becomes clearer, and he sees the light of a new day, which gives him hope and inspiration. His hand starts to write on its own, and he enters a creative zone where he can release all his emotions through his music.


Overall, "Conflicted" is a reflective song that delves into the internal struggles of an artist trying to make it in the music industry. The song acknowledges the ups and downs of life, the pressures to succeed, and the importance of having a supportive community.


Line by Line Meaning

Sometimes I feel conflicted and restricted in my ways
I often experience indecision and limitations in my actions


Ups and downs, manic in a state of panic, in a rage
I experience extreme emotional fluctuations, from intense anxiety to anger


Ready to flip the page
I want to move on and start fresh in my life


But I can't seem to get of it still remain a kid
I struggle to mature and let go of my childish tendencies


I aim to get the respect, the props and the money that I need
I strive for recognition, admiration, and financial stability


I bleed to get out of my shitty apartment
I work hard to escape from my terrible living conditions


A beat and rhyme is what I start with
I use music as a way to express myself and cope with my struggles


I part quick, with non-believers under achievers and overcapitalized money retrievers
I distance myself from those who don't believe in me, those who don't achieve their goals, and those who prioritize money above all else


And yet I still of stand
Despite everything, I remain strong and persevere


Within this masterplan, feel that life is going faster man
I sense that life is moving quickly and I need to keep up


I feel like I'm out of luck and stuck in a plastercan
I believe that I have no luck and feel trapped


And even when I'm up, I'm waiting for disaster man
Even when things are going well, I fear that something bad will happen


Then I pass a can of juice to one of my peers
I offer something to someone I know and trust


Realize he got the same aspirations and fears
I recognize that we share similar hopes and anxieties


And then there's a solid reason for these blood, sweat and tears
I find justification for my hard work and emotional investment


The chaos in my head becomes clear, the sun appears
My confusion and turmoil become resolved, bringing clarity and hope


And the tears just wash away
My tears are replaced with a sense of relief and calm


I look forward to a new day and pray for some inspiration
I eagerly anticipate the future and hope for a burst of creativity and motivation


Before I know it my hand starts to write on it's own
Without even realizing it, I begin to write music effortlessly


I'm in the zone, it's on!
I am in a state of flow and ready to make music


Yeah, I look forward to a new day and pray for some inspiration
I continue to hope for a bright future and creative spark


Before I know it my hand starts to write on it's own
My creativity takes over and guides my writing


I'm in the zone, it's on, it's on, it's on!
I am fully immersed in the music-making process and ready to create something great




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