Before recording under the name Phosphorescent, Houck traveled the world playing under the moniker Fillup Shack and, in 2000, self-released a limited pressing of the album "Hipolit". In 2001 Houck changed his recording name to Phosphorescent, and, in 2003, released the full-length album "A Hundred Times or More". Interestingly, in the liner notes of the album, Fillup Shack is credited with the drum recordings. The following year, he released the EP "The Weight of Flight".
Phosphorescent rose to wider critical acclaim after releasing "Aw Come Aw Wry" in August 2005 and "Pride" in October 2007. The latter was named the 12th best album of 2007 by Stylus Magazine and received a 8.0 rating from indie website Pitchfork Media. In 2009, inspired by Willie Nelson's tribute album to Lefty Frizzell entitled "To Lefty From Willie", Houck crafted a tribute album to Nelson himself entitled "To Willie" which was released through Dead Oceans. Phosphorescent released "Here's to Taking It Easy" in 2010 and "Muchacho" in 2013.
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Not A Heel
Phosphorescent Lyrics
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But I will turn turn
Turn
I am not a seal
But I been learned learned
Learned
But I will sweep sweep sweep
And curl and sleep
All at your feet
I am not a room
I will cave cave cave
I am not a brute
I will take
Take take
And I am not a child
But I am lost,lost,lost,
Become my place
To lay the coals
I am not a monster
But I will eat your heart
The lyrics of Phosphorescent's song "Not A Heel" are intriguing and thought-provoking. The song consists of a series of contradictory statements about the singer's identity, each beginning with the phrase, "I am not a...". The repeated use of this phrase creates an interesting effect, drawing the listener's attention to the various ways in which identity is constructed and performed.
The first line, "I am not a heel", can be interpreted in a couple of ways. On one level, it could be read as a simple statement of fact - the singer is not wearing a shoe with a raised heel. On another level, however, it could be understood as a denial of the stereotype of the villainous "heel" in professional wrestling or other forms of popular entertainment. The phrase "But I will turn turn turn" immediately complicates this interpretation, suggesting that the singer is capable of change or transformation.
The following lines continue to play with the idea of identity as a fluid and shifting concept. The statement "I am not a seal, but I been learned learned learned" perhaps hints at the idea that we are all creatures of habit, with certain patterns of behavior that we learn and repeat over time. The line "I am not a lamb, but I will sweep sweep sweep and curl and sleep all at your feet" suggests a desire to be submissive or obedient, while the line "I am not a room, I will cave cave cave" perhaps suggests a sense of vulnerability or a tendency to retreat in the face of difficulty.
The chorus, with its repetition of the phrase "I am not a...but I am lost lost lost, become my place to lay the coals" adds another layer of complexity to the song's exploration of identity. The singer seems to be searching for a sense of belonging or connection, even as they deny the various labels and roles that might be offered to them.
Overall, "Not A Heel" is a fascinating meditation on the ways in which we construct and perform our identities in a constantly shifting world.
Line by Line Meaning
I am not a heel
I am not a villain or evil person
But I will turn turn
But I will change, transform
Turn
I will keep changing
I am not a seal
I am not a sea creature with fur
But I been learned learned
But I have gained knowledge and wisdom
Learned
I have been educated
I am not a lamb
I am not a meek or submissive animal
But I will sweep sweep sweep
But I will work hard and diligently
And curl and sleep
And then rest peacefully
All at your feet
In service to you
I am not a room
I am not an empty space
I will cave cave cave
I will collapse and give in
I am not a brute
I am not violent or aggressive
I will take
But I will claim what is rightfully mine
Take take
Unyielding in my pursuit
And I am not a child
I am not immature or naive
But I am lost,lost,lost,
But I am confused and directionless
Become my place
Be my home or comfort
To lay the coals
To start a fire and provide warmth
I am not a monster
I am not an evil creature
But I will eat your heart
But I will consume your emotions and love
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: MATTHEW HOUCK
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Sylvan Screams
I know that Matthew and Phosphorescent(in whatever incarnation) have gotten technically a LOT better, but this is still my favorite period of the band! Loose, more experimental, and EVERY song in this setlist is a personal favorite!