Fear and Loathing in Cape Cod
Piebald Lyrics


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If I find my way back home,
I'll say "What am I doing here?"
We have made our camp
But not settled
Nothing can touch us here
We took the van one night
The three of us
Contraband, and our bikes
The city was left behind
Our own vacation, our own weekend,
Our own fear and loathing except on Cape Cod

At two in the morning when
My body's not attached to my head
We got on our bikes and rode
My legs like Jello when we rode that night
Hot livers and cold purse
The day was going everywhere in a hurry
Instead of nowhere fast
Take a pill
Do substances
Have a drink
Recreational drug use to drive golf balls

It's the most comfortable
And uncomfortable place
The discomfort is not in a bad way
No, not in a bad way
Don't make me go home
My own chocolate heart
Look at your scales, your head is on all wrong
I've got monsters on my brain
A towel on his head after jumping off the pier
Rama said I looked like a Kennedy
And Ryan's taking pictures
And flattery doesn't make sense in our state
We had to make our own fear and loathing on Cape Cod

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Piebald's song "Fear and Loathing in Cape Cod" speak to the experience of being young and feeling lost or out of place, but finding a sense of belonging with friends. The opening lines suggest a feeling of displacement: "If I find my way back home, I'll say 'What am I doing here?'" The singer seems to be searching for meaning or purpose, questioning their surroundings and their role in them.


However, the next lines suggest that the singer has found some kind of refuge with their friends: "We have made our camp / But not settled / Nothing can touch us here." The group has carved out a space for themselves, where they feel safe and free from the pressures of the outside world.


The lyrics continue to describe a night of adventure and revelry, where the group indulges in drugs and alcohol as a means of escape: "Take a pill / Do substances / Have a drink / Recreational drug use to drive golf balls." The experience is described as both comfortable and uncomfortable, and there is a sense of danger and risk-taking that adds to the thrill of the night.


Ultimately, the song speaks to the idea that sometimes we have to create our own sense of purpose and meaning in life, and that our friends can be the ones who help us find it.


Line by Line Meaning

If I find my way back home,
If I return to my familiar surroundings,


I'll say "What am I doing here?"
I will question my choices that led me to this place


We have made our camp
We have established ourselves here for a temporary period


But not settled
However, we have not fully adjusted or found a sense of belonging here


Nothing can touch us here
We feel invincible in this location


We took the van one night
We rode in a van one night


The three of us
Me and two other people


Contraband, and our bikes
We had illegal items with us along with our bicycles


The city was left behind
We had left behind the urban area


Our own vacation, our own weekend,
We created our own version of a holiday, our own short break from routine


Our own fear and loathing except on Cape Cod
We had our own unique experiences of anxiety and disgust, exclusive to Cape Cod


At two in the morning when
When the time was two a.m.


My body's not attached to my head
I lost a sense of coordination due to fatigue and intoxication


We got on our bikes and rode
We mounted our bicycles and began cycling


My legs like Jello when we rode that night
My legs felt weak and unstable as we rode


Hot livers and cold purse
We had unbalanced priorities and finances


The day was going everywhere in a hurry
Time was fleeting and confusing


Instead of nowhere fast
We weren't making any progress


Take a pill
Consume medication


Do substances
Take drugs


Have a drink
Consume alcohol


Recreational drug use to drive golf balls
We used drugs for leisure, including during a game of golf


It's the most comfortable
It is the place where we feel most at ease


And uncomfortable place
Simultaneously, it is also a place where we experience unease


The discomfort is not in a bad way
The feeling of discomfort isn't unpleasant


No, not in a bad way
It is not negative or distressing


Don't make me go home
I don't want to leave this place


My own chocolate heart
A metaphorical reference to the artist's warm inner feelings


Look at your scales, your head is on all wrong
Addressing someone else's messed-up state of being and mental state


I've got monsters on my brain
I am overwhelmed with dark thoughts or emotions


A towel on his head after jumping off the pier
Describing someone wrapping a towel around their head after a jump into the water


Rama said I looked like a Kennedy
Referring to a comparison someone made between the artist and a member of the Kennedy political family


And Ryan's taking pictures
Another person in the group is documenting the experience through photographs


And flattery doesn't make sense in our state
We are in a mindset where sycophancy is pointless or irrelevant


We had to make our own fear and loathing on Cape Cod
We had to create our own unique sense of anxiety and disgust during our visit to Cape Cod




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