Until I Wake
Pink Cream 69 Lyrics

I know another wrong won't make it right
I am aware that committing another mistake will not correct the previous one.

I know another drink won't keep my senses clean
I know that drinking again will not clear my mind.

Put a gun up to my head, might stop me for a while
Thinking about suicide could stop my negative thoughts temporarily.

I know another shot could get me through the night
Drinking again could help me cope with my troubles for the moment.

But I feel my anger, and I'm so unstable
I am aware of the intense anger and instability I am currently feeling.

And I want to hold back, but I'm just not able
Despite my desire to control my emotions, I am not able to.

So I found redemption in a long white bottle
I have found a form of relief by turning to alcohol.

Could it be I'm desperate? when it keeps me calm
I may be desperate if I am relying on alcohol to keep me calm.

Until I wake
The temporary relief from my troubles will only last until I face reality again.

I need another way to get me loose
I require an alternate way to relax.

I need another way to let my thoughts go free
I need a way to clear my mind and release my thoughts.

Cantcha understand that I'm a complicated man?
Can you not comprehend that I am complex and struggling with my emotions?

I need another shot before I tie my noose
I need another drink before I worsen my situation.

Hey yeah it's my mind, yeah it's my way, yeah
I am aware that my actions are my own and I am responsible for them.

And it comforts me, yes it comforts me
Alcohol brings me comfort and a sense of relief from my troubles.

But I never felt at ease
Despite this comfort, I never truly feel at ease with myself or my situation.

And I'm on my bended knees
I am in a vulnerable and desperate state.

And nothing can stop me now
I am so consumed by my problems that nothing can stop me from seeking relief in alcohol.

Cause I'm loaded
I am intoxicated and under the influence of alcohol.

Could I learn my lesson? cantcha feel my anger
I wonder if I will ever learn from my mistakes and if you can feel the intense anger I experience.

Break me, can't make me, Believe me, yeah!
Nothing can completely break me or make me change my ways. Believe me, it's true.

But I feel my anger, but I feel my anger But I feel my anger, I feel so alone
I am overwhelmed by my anger and feel a deep sense of loneliness.

Until I wake, until I wake
The temporary relief of drinking will only last until I face my problems again.