S. Day
Pink Turns Blue Lyrics


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I'm the one outside
Now you can see me face to face
If I didn't love me
Life wouldn't consist of this tide
Terrible meaningless
Have to pay too dearly for this
Getting all what fate reserves
Playing Don Quixote often enough
Ha. Ha.
Welcome to suicide day

How I had come to this
Call me beast, call me brute
Beginning was a child's dream
The end becomes a bitter fate
Ha. Ha.

What I'd do ... incarnation
In the end there's no doom
Keeping madness, isolation
All's just nothing anymore
Ha. Ha.
Welcome to
Suicide day




Suicide
Ha

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Pink Turns Blue's song S. Day seem to be about the internal struggles of an individual who is facing their own demons. The first stanza sets the scene by stating that the singer is the one outside, visible to everyone else. They go on to say that if they didn't love themselves, their life wouldn't consist of this emotional tide, which seems to be a reference to the ups and downs of life. They describe their feelings as terrible and meaningless, and feel that they are paying too dearly for it. This could be interpreted as meaning that the struggles they are going through are too difficult to bear. They then mention Don Quixote, a character from literature who is known for his idealistic and unrealistic pursuit of impossible goals. The singer implies that they identify with the character, and that they are constantly striving for something that seems unattainable. They end the stanza by ironically welcoming the listener to Suicide Day.


The second stanza seems to be a reflection on the singer's past and how they got to this point. They refer to themselves as a beast or brute, which could be a metaphor for their personal struggles that they are facing. They mention how it all started as a child's dream, which they now see as a bitter fate. This could mean that the singer had dreams and aspirations as a child, but now sees their life as something less than they had hoped for. They end the stanza with another ironic welcome to Suicide Day, suggesting that they have accepted their fate and are ready to face it head-on.


Overall, the lyrics seem to be a reflection on depression and suicidal thoughts. The singer seems to be struggling with their own emotional demons and has come to accept that their fate may be to end their own life. The use of irony throughout the song adds a layer of complexity to the lyrics, suggesting that the singer is not entirely serious about their intentions. However, the seriousness of the subject matter cannot be ignored, and the lyrics are a poignant reminder of the struggles that many people face on a daily basis.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm the one outside
I feel like an outsider in society


Now you can see me face to face
I am confronting my struggles directly


If I didn't love me
My self-love sustains my life


Life wouldn't consist of this tide
Life is a continuous ebb and flow of ups and downs


Terrible meaningless
Life can feel meaningless and unbearable at times


Have to pay too dearly for this
The price for living can be too high to bear


Getting all what fate reserves
I am experiencing all that fate has in store for me


Playing Don Quixote often enough
I find myself fighting battles that may be futile or hopeless


Ha. Ha.
Sarcasm and resignation


Welcome to suicide day
I feel like today is the day that I may take my own life


How I had come to this
Reflecting on how my life has led to this point of despair


Call me beast, call me brute
Others may perceive me as monstrous or inhuman


Beginning was a child's dream
Life started with hope and optimism


The end becomes a bitter fate
Life may end in a terrible and disappointing way


Welcome to suicide day
Reiterating the feeling of despair


Suicide
The ultimate act of desperation


Ha
Resignation and finality




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