No Pro One
Planet B.E.N. Lyrics

I've been awake
I have been conscious and aware of my surroundings.

Now I'm feeling like asleep
I currently feel numb or detached from my surroundings.

Trynna forget what I think
Attempting to push aside or ignore my thoughts and emotions.

Make them disappear
Wanting my thoughts to go away completely.

I don't really wanna hear
I do not want to be reminded of my thoughts or emotions.

All my voices calin' me
The different aspects of my personality or thoughts are causing inner turmoil.

I'm so numb
Feeling a lack of emotion or detachment from my surroundings.

Feelings like I wanna die
Experiencing depressive or suicidal thoughts.

They’ve been spillin' on my mind
My thoughts and emotions have been overwhelming and difficult to manage.

On my mind
My thoughts and emotions are constant and persistent.

I know you're gone now
Recognizing the loss of someone or something.

My chains
Metaphorically feeling trapped or burdened.

Pulling my head down
Feeling weighed down or defeated.

I’m high like every day now
Feeling emotionally detached through the use of drugs or other means.

Hold me, double size
Metaphorically wanting comfort and security.

I keep it lowkey
Intentionally keeping my emotions and thoughts hidden from others.

I hide them clothes from your eyes
Hiding my emotions and thoughts from the people around me.

You be lion, I’m the mouse
Feeling overpowered or intimidated by someone else.

I got no one to speak to
Feeling isolated and alone.

My movement is see-through
Feeling like my true intentions or emotions are easily visible to others.

And I still wanna see you
Longing for the presence of someone or something that is no longer available.

You’ve chosen a different floor
Metaphorically referring to someone else's choice to move on or separate oneself.

Underneath you a different world
The other person has moved on or changed in a way that is different than the singer.

Angel of the hell covered in fur
A contradicting and confusing image that elicits emotions such as fear and confusion.

Fish for the coins and just give it to her
Metaphorically someone is willing to give everything they have to gain the attention of the other person.

We can say the same words
Speaking in the same language.

But the meanings will be different
Despite using the same words, we may not have the same understanding or interpretation of their meaning.

Livin in the same worlds
Existing in the same universe.

But I don't quite feel that
Feeling disconnected from or not understanding the world around me.

I don't fairly know what my feels wanna tell me
Unclear or confused about my own emotions and their meaning.

But I can clearly say that no one understands me
Feeling lonely and isolated due to a lack of understanding and support from others.

And the pressure's been pushing me down
Feeling overwhelmed or defeated.

Like every other night
Experiencing this feeling on a regular basis.

And I just wanna cry
Longing to release emotions through tears.

Deep Inside of my mind
Referring to inner thoughts and emotions.

I've been trying to numb
Attempting to distance myself from feeling intense emotions.

We won the battle
Having overcome a difficult challenge or obstacle.

But few of them didn't make it through
Although some succeeded, others were unable to overcome the challenge.

I'll try to settle
Attempt to calm myself or find peace.

My dead body is now on the news
In some way being exposed or criticized publicly.

Why can't I just talk to you?
Wanting emotional support and guidance from someone no longer available.

I can't focus on the school
Having difficulty concentrating on everyday tasks and responsibilities.

Your face all over my books
Unable to escape reminders of the loss of someone or something.

I don't have much to do here
Feeling aimless or disconnected from my surroundings.

Stuck just waiting for the new year
Feeling like time is standing still and nothing is changing.

You're gone
Acknowledging loss or separation.

And you're never coming back
Accepting the finality of the loss.

I know I fucked up can't take it back
Regretting actions or decisions and feeling powerless to change them.

I don't wanna live like that
Rejecting a life filled with remorse and negativity.

Do you wanna live like that?
Rhetorical question, suggesting the listener does not want to live in this state either.

Do you really wanna live like that?
Reinforcing the previous question and emphasizing the importance of taking action to improve one's life.