Prodigal
Porcupine Tree Lyrics


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I don't know whose side I'm on
I don't think that I belong round here
If I left the stage would that be wrong ?

I tried to find myself a better way
I got religion but I went astray
They took my money and I lost my faith
Rain keeps crawling down the glass
The good times never seem to last
Close your eyes and let the thought pass

I tried the capsule and I tried the smoke
I tried to aid escape like normal folk
But I never seemed to get the joke

These are my old clothes
This is a new low
This is my blood flow
This is my headstone

I spend my days with all my friends
They're the ones on who my life depends
I'm gonna miss them when the series ends

Rain keeps crawling down the glass
(Pull yourself together)
The good times never seem to last
(You know it's not so bad)




Close your eyes and let the thought pass
(Close your eyes and let it pass)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Porcupine Tree's "Prodigal" are a reflection of someone who is lost and struggles to find their place in the world. The opening lines, "I don't know whose side I'm on, I don't think that I belong round here," convey a sense of detachment and alienation. The individual is questioning their own identity and whether they fit into the society they live in. The line "If I left the stage would that be wrong?" suggests that the individual is contemplating leaving their current situation or perhaps even life itself.


Throughout the song, the individual talks about their failed attempts to find meaning and purpose in their life. They tried religion but were let down by it. The line "They took my money and I lost my faith" indicates that the individual was disillusioned by the religious institutions they were involved with. They also experimented with drugs and other escape mechanisms but found no solace in them. The line "But I never seemed to get the joke" suggests that the individual feels like an outsider who cannot understand the world around them.


The repetitious use of the rain metaphor suggests a sense of hopelessness and despair, as if the individual is stuck in a perpetual cycle of disappointment. However, the song ends on a somewhat optimistic note with the line "Close your eyes and let the thought pass" suggesting that the individual can move beyond their struggles and find some peace within themselves.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't know whose side I'm on
I'm confused and unsure of which group to support


I don't think that I belong round here
I feel like I don't fit in with my surroundings


If I left the stage would that be wrong ?
Wondering if it's a mistake to leave a situation


I tried to find myself a better way
I attempted to improve my life


I got religion but I went astray
I joined a faith but then lost my path


They took my money and I lost my faith
I was taken advantage of and lost my trust in something I believed in


Rain keeps crawling down the glass
It's raining and the droplets are moving down a window


The good times never seem to last
Pleasant experiences always end too soon


Close your eyes and let the thought pass
Don't dwell on negative thoughts; let them fade away


I tried the capsule and I tried the smoke
I experimented with drugs for a way out


I tried to aid escape like normal folk
I tried to find a way out of my troubles like others do


But I never seemed to get the joke
I didn't understand how to free myself from my problems


These are my old clothes
These clothes are outdated and not me anymore


This is a new low
My situation has become worse than ever before


This is my blood flow
My body is functioning normally


This is my headstone
This marks where I will be buried after I die


I spend my days with all my friends
I enjoy time with my companions


They're the ones on who my life depends
I rely on them heavily for support and happiness


I'm gonna miss them when the series ends
I'll regret not having them around after they're gone from my life


(Pull yourself together)
Telling oneself to regain composure


(You know it's not so bad)
Reminding oneself that the situation isn't entirely terrible


(Close your eyes and let it pass)
Encouraging oneself to let negative thoughts disappear




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: COLIN EDWIN BALCH, GAVIN RICHARD HARRISON, RICHARD BARBIERI, STEVEN WILSON

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