They were named after a bay in Alaska featuring a now-abandoned cannery on Kodiak Island where founder member Van Pierszalowski's parents met. They started out as a folk music duo of Cambria Goodwin and Van Pierszalowski while Cambria was living in Cambria, California and Van was living in Oakland. After Cambria moved closer to Oakland they added a rhythm section composed of Caleb Nichols and Joshua Barnhart.
The band toured nationally with artists such as Nada Surf, Bright Eyes and The Cave Singers and toured Europe with Modest Mouse, as well as receiving favourable reviews from Pitchfork Media, Allmusic, and The Times. M. Ward named Port O'Brien his "favorite new band".
The band released three albums; a compilation of self-recorded and early tracks called The Wind and the Swell on American Dust Records and a studio-recorded album All We Could Do Was Sing on City Slang Records, and their latest studio album Threadbare on TBD Records.
I Woke Up Today from the album All We Could Do Was Sing was recently used as the backing music for several Dulux Paints television advertisement in Australia. The band toured Australia in February 2009 as part of the St Jerome's Laneway Festival.
In May 2011 Port O'Brien announced they'd split.
My Will Is Good
Port O'Brien Lyrics
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Cross your fingers
Did you find somebody to blame?
Bank it all upon next year s lottery
I think my will is good
When we settled down
I found some comfort
And you tell me that I told you so
I think my will is good
And every other time
Try to come to terms
Try to tag along
Will you never never learn to
Keep it to yourself
Look the other way
How could I surprise
You re all I ever needed
Every other year I try to wait in bed
Pocket one more piece of our true stories and dream
I think my will is good
Try my best to deny that I am not a traitor
All your well-worn ways
Will only get you what you wanted anyway
I think my will is good
And every other time
Try to come to terms
Try to tag along
Will you never never learn to
Keep it to yourself
Look the other way
How could I surprise
You re all I ever needed
I was never home
I was never here
All these thoughts came back
To you this time of year
This year
The lyrics to Port O'Brien's "My Will Is Good" are open to interpretation, but they appear to be about the singer's inner struggles with themselves and their relationship with another person. The opening lines "Let you ice your ache / Cross your fingers / Did you find somebody to blame?" suggest that someone is hurting and seeking someone or something to blame for their pain. The singer then asks if this person has found someone to blame, implying that they may be the target of their anger. The following line "Bank it all upon next year's lottery" suggests that this person is placing all their hope on something outside of themselves, rather than taking responsibility for their own life.
The chorus "I think my will is good" implies that the singer has a strong sense of self and is confident in their ability to navigate life's challenges. They then talk about finding comfort in settling down, but also feeling frustrated with their partner who they claim they warned not to repeat the same mistakes ("And you tell me that I told you so"). The lines "Try to trade it for a cheapskate holiday / I think my will is good" may suggest that the singer is unwilling to compromise their values or settle for less than they deserve. The repeated phrase "every other time / try to come to terms / try to tag along / will you never never learn" suggests that this is a recurring pattern in their relationships, and the other person never seems to learn or change their ways.
Overall, the lyrics seem to explore themes of self-worth, personal responsibility, and the challenges of navigating relationships. The singer appears to be struggling with their own sense of identity and place in the world, while also grappling with the expectations and demands of those around them.
Line by Line Meaning
Let you ice your ache
Let you deal with the pain in your own way
Cross your fingers
Hope for good luck
Did you find somebody to blame?
Are you trying to place the blame on someone else?
Bank it all upon next year s lottery
Pinning all your hopes on a future event with uncertain outcomes
I think my will is good
I believe I have good intentions
When we settled down
When we finally found stability
I found some comfort
I was finally at ease
And you tell me that I told you so
You're reminding me that you were right all along
Try to trade it for a cheapskate holiday
Trying to exchange something valuable for something cheap
And every other time
This happens on a regular basis
Try to come to terms
Trying to accept and understand
Try to tag along
Trying to join someone else in their pursuits
Will you never never learn to
Will you ever understand how to
Keep it to yourself
Don't share it with others
Look the other way
Ignore the problem or situation
How could I surprise
I couldn't have done anything unexpected
You re all I ever needed
You're the only one who truly matters
Every other year I try to wait in bed
Every other year I try to spend my time in bed
Pocket one more piece of our true stories and dream
Hold on to another memory or aspiration we shared
Try my best to deny that I am not a traitor
I'm trying to convince myself that I'm still loyal
All your well-worn ways
All of the things you always do
Will only get you what you wanted anyway
Will only result in you getting what you've always wanted
I was never home
I was never around
I was never here
I was never truly present
All these thoughts came back
All these memories and emotions resurfaced
To you this time of year
Around this particular time each year
This year
In the present year
Contributed by Henry F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Daren Perlstein
My daughters are the two redheads in this video!! They worked hard all day on a Saturday to film it. It's very exciting to see the final result. And I love the song!!
cindysass
Great video, so proud of you guys!
Jose T
Instant favorite. I like this band a lot.
jmal444
Like a lot of great videos/songs, I first saw this one on RAGE. What an absolutely beautiful song - and with a video to match :)
Matthew Price
beautiful video, so nicely shot. hope they are back in australia after not too long :)
Ram Gonzalez
love this song!
listentol
I like the video. Rope skipping is pretty hxc. Looking forward to seeing you guys live next month.
maajumee
soooo so so sooo good... :) my new favorite band :)
Karen V
I am so glad Port O'brien came into my life randomly too! I wouldn't be the same.
phoenixwolf1977
the song is Awesome but the drummer in the video is Gorgeous \m/