Nightmare
Potemtum and Solitude Lyrics

Said you'd never leave me
You gave me a promise that you would never abandon me

Said you'd never go
You gave me a promise that you would never leave me

Said we would be always
You gave me a promise that we would always be together

Said our love would grow
You gave me a promise that our love would deepen as time went on

But now all you are
However, now all that you represent in my life is

Is a beautiful, a beautiful nightmare
a nightmare that is both dreadful yet beautiful

You were the one for me
I believed that you were my soulmate

I thought you could see
I believed that you could understand me

Forever we would be
I believed that we would be together forever

I thought we'd agreed
I believed that we were on the same page about our life together

The lies you hide behind
The deceitful statements that you use to cover your true intentions

So sharp and unrefined
The lies are clear and lacking in subtlety

Can't get you out my mind
I cannot stop thinking about you

My brain redesigned
My mind has been altered by my experiences with you

You loaded like a gun
You are a dangerous force in my life

Pulled the trigger just for fun
You hurt me for your own amusement

So hard to prepare
It is difficult to be ready for

From the damage of a nightmare
the harm caused by a terrifying dream

You haunt my dreams
You are a recurrent presence in my nightmares

Can't let out screams
I cannot vocalize my distress

Stuck in your regime
I am trapped in your oppressive system

I'm all numb bones
I am emotionally and physically exhausted

Your heart cold stone
You are devoid of empathy and compassion

I'm all alone
I am isolated and without support

You hit me like a train
You struck me with an overwhelming force

A bullet to my brain
An intense and damaging attack on my psyche

All that suffering and pain
The agony and torment that I have endured

It's driving me insane
It is causing me to lose my mental stability

Now I know we're through
I have come to the realization that our relationship has ended

Now I know it wasn't true
I have come to the realization that your promises and declarations of love were false

Now I know you didn't care
I have come to the realization that you were never truly invested in our relationship

My beautiful nightmare
You are an alluring yet agonizing force in my life

Said you'd never leave me
You promised me that you would never abandon me

Said you'd never go
You promised me that you would never leave me

Said we would be always
You promised me that we would be together forever

Said our love would grow
You promised me that our love would flourish and deepen with time