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Up Here
Powder Lyrics


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Everybody want a mother and a father
Everybody need a sister and brother
I'm a winner I'm a loser I'm a number
I got a situation pending

It's all an illusion
Cause that's what you said
It's part of the process
I'm starting to fuse them
I'm wise on the topic
Of constant confusion
I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you again

How'd I get up here
I always thought
I'd end up way down there
Only I would stop to even care

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

Doing favors for the neighbor in the backyard
Watching over leaning over in the front yard
I give them money and I don't know where it's going
Another situation pending

Abusive conditions
A means to an ending
Controlling the system
I'm always depending
On hearsay it's bullshit
Mixed signals your sending
I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you again

How'd I get up here
They told me I would
End up way down there
Only god herself would even dare

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

It's all an illusion
Cause that's what you said
It's part of the process
I'm starting to fuse them
I'm wise on the topic
Of constant confusion
I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you again

How'd I get up here
I always thought
I'd end up way down there
Only I would stop to even care

How'd I get up here
(oh oh oh oh)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Powder's song Up Here present a complex picture of the singer's emotional state. The first verse starts by mentioning the universal need for familial relationships, which is followed by the somber reminder that the singer is experiencing a difficult time in their life. This is captured by the line "I got a situation pending." The second verse delves deeper into the singer's psychological state, describing the confusion and mixed emotions they feel towards someone they love. The chorus, "How'd I get up here, I always thought I'd end up way down there, only I would stop to even care," further showcases the singer's feelings of uncertainty and insecurity.


The lyrics suggest that the singer is grappling with a challenging situation, and their thoughts are clouded by conflicting emotions. The line "wise on the topic of constant confusion" hints that this might be a recurring theme in their life. The refrain "I love you, then I hate you, then I love you again" captures the topsy-turvy nature of their emotional state. The repetition of the chorus asserts that the singer is thinking about how they arrived in this emotional and mental state.


The song broaches several complex themes, including emotional turmoil, mental health, and familial relationships. It is a poignant reminder that life is unpredictable, and sometimes we find ourselves in unwanted situations. The lyrics suggest that it's essential to confront our emotions directly and seek help when we need it.


Line by Line Meaning

Everybody want a mother and a father
Everyone desires a nurturing parental figure in their life


Everybody need a sister and brother
Everyone requires a sense of connection and belonging with siblings


I'm a winner I'm a loser I'm a number
I have experienced both success and failure, but ultimately feel like a statistic


I got a situation pending
I have an unresolved problem or issue that requires attention


It's all an illusion
The reality of my situation is not what it seems


Cause that's what you said
Your words have influenced my perception of reality


It's part of the process
This is a necessary step in my personal growth and development


I'm starting to fuse them
I am beginning to combine my illusions with the truth to form a new perspective


I'm wise on the topic
I have gained knowledge and understanding regarding this matter


Of constant confusion
Despite my understanding, I am still struggling to navigate my confusion


I love you
I have strong feelings of affection towards you


Then I hate you
At times, my affection turns to animosity


Then I love you again
My emotions towards you are inconstant and fluctuate frequently


How'd I get up here
I am questioning how I ended up in this situation or mindset


I always thought
I had a preconceived notion of my future


I'd end up way down there
I expected to have a lesser status or position in life


Only I would stop to even care
Despite my success or failure, I am the only one who would take notice


Doing favors for the neighbor in the backyard
I am performing kind deeds for a person who lives nearby


Watching over leaning over in the front yard
I am keeping a watchful eye over a situation occurring in the front of the house


I give them money and I don't know where it's going
I am financially supporting someone without knowledge of how the money is being used


Another situation pending
I am faced with yet another unresolved issue


Abusive conditions
I am experiencing harmful or damaging circumstances


A means to an ending
This difficult situation is leading to a necessary conclusion


Controlling the system
Someone or something has the power to manipulate or manage the system


I'm always depending
I constantly rely on external help or support


On hearsay it's bullshit
What I have been told is not reliable and likely false


Mixed signals your sending
Your actions or words are contradictory and confusing


Only god herself would even dare
This situation is so daunting or impossible, that only a deity would have the courage to attempt it


Oh oh oh oh
Non-linguistic vocalizations of the song's melody




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Songtrust Ave
Written by: TERRA NAOMI ENGLEBARDT

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Comments from YouTube:

LongVodka

Right in the feels....such nostalgia. When there were two rock channels to chose from - Kerrang and Scuzz

paynexkiller

I FUCKING FOUND IT I FOUND IT I FOUND IT

TheBlindOldMan

shame there is no hi-res video of this master piece

RichyKearns_productions

I bet the record label has the hd mastertape they could upload it if enough people asked them

Gareth Jones

Unless you literally mean "a piece of a master", it's "masterpiece". I agree though. Can't believe SD was acceptable at one time.

Ruby V.

I love this group!The singer is wearing all the cool outfits,way before Ladygaga.The music is so fucking cool!!

Lauren Poxton

This is still amazing!

franinconverse

I remember seeing this on Kerrang! back in the day. Good times, flawfree song.

Thamos

Oh my god, I've been looking for this for 8 years. I'm so happy right now

rian settles

I think this shit rocks

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