Scars on My Heart
Powfu Lyrics

I'm sick of loving, every time it's just a misconception
I'm tired of falling in love because every time it seem like it's real, it turns out to be false.

I find a girl and she lead me into a new dimension
I meet a girl and it feels like a whole new world has opened up to me.

Thinking about the future, counting out all of our blessings
I think about the future and all the good things that could come from being with this person.

Then I find out it's all fake, and she leave me guessing
But then I realize it was all a lie and I'm left feeling uncertain and confused.

I guess I learnt my lesson, I guess we're better ended
I guess I learned something from this experience and it's probably better that it's over.

I wish I never gave my heart out, dummy should've kept it
I regret giving my heart to someone who didn't deserve it and wish I had kept it to myself.

Just like a piece of paper, she ripped my heart in half
Her actions tore my heart apart, leaving it in pieces like a ripped paper.

I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
I realize that maybe I won't ever find the kind of love I'm looking for.

But it's fine, soon I'll just get use to it
But I'll be okay, I'll eventually get used to the idea of not finding love.

To keep my mind off of love, I'll just do stupid shit
To distract myself from love, I'll do things that aren't really productive or healthy.

I fell asleep, questioning is anyone for me
I go to sleep at night wondering if there's anyone out there for me.

Laying on my back, using music as a remedy
I lay on my back and listen to music as a way to soothe my soul.

Listening and writing all these sad songs
I listen to and write sad songs as a way to express my emotions.

I'm, happy for a bit but doesn't last long
It makes me feel better for a little while, but the feeling doesn't last long.

I'm tryna find the joy in all this chaos
I'm trying to find something positive in all the negative things that have happened.

Keep on praying for my future, hope it pays off
I keep hoping and praying that my future will be better and that something good will come out of all this pain.

Broke my heart, you tore it in two
You broke my heart into two pieces.

So why am I still thinking of you?
So why am I still thinking about you even though you hurt me so badly?

Yo, lately it's fuck emotions, grab the dope and then I roll it
Lately, I don't care about my emotions, I just smoke weed to numb the pain.

I've been tripping off the potent, honestly I'm omnipotent
The weed is really strong and it makes me feel invincible.

Used to think about our memories, I cleared them like my history
I used to dwell on our memories, but now I try to forget them completely.

Wrote this in a grave to set the scene cause love is dead to me
I wrote these lyrics in a dark place because I feel like love is dead to me.

Our love was one sided, I know you ain't felt the same
I understand now that our love was one-sided and you never felt the same way as me.

I bet you relish the fact that I fucking felt this pain
I'm sure you enjoy knowing that I'm in so much pain because of you.

You gave me comfort, you were like my shelter from the rain
You were my safe haven, my support system when things got tough.

Gripping the razor blade I swear I'd never love again
I was so hurt that I thought about self-harm and promised myself I'd never love again.

I'll keep that promise, trust me I won't break it
I'll keep my promise to never love again, I won't let myself get hurt like that again.

I ripped my heart out of my chest and chained it in the basement
I feel like I've locked away my heart and won't let anyone get close to it again.

Knockin' bottles till I'm wasted, clear to see I'm changing
I drink until I'm drunk and it's clear to everyone that I'm not the same person I used to be.

Rather stick to blazin', and the dreams that I been chasing
Instead of drinking, I'd rather smoke weed and focus on my passions and dreams.

I know hearts don't physically break, but my chest hurts
I know that hearts can't literally break, but this pain feels so real and it hurts so much.

I can still smell her perfume on my sweatshirt
Her scent is still on my clothes and it's a painful reminder of what I've lost.

They say that time can heal, soon I'll feel better
People say that time can heal all wounds, maybe one day I'll feel better too.

But all that can heal this is if I never met her
But sometimes I feel like the only way to truly heal is if I had never met her in the first place.

Story never ends, if the story never starts
A story can't have an ending if it never began.

Take these sad feelings, trying to turn them into art
I'm trying to take my sadness and turn it into something beautiful and meaningful through my art.

Paintbrush, light stroke, out all of my feelings
Through my music, I'm able to express all of my emotions and feelings.

Spitting shit, typing quick, keep writing lyrics
I express myself through music by writing lyrics and rapping them out.

Take the wheel, I can't see but keep steering
I don't know where I'm going, so I'm letting fate guide me.

Moving on, kicking out my past demons
I'm trying to move on from my past and get rid of all the negative things that have plagued me.

And I'm not walking, I'll be running from this torture
I'm not going to let my pain and sadness slow me down, I'm going to run from it and keep moving forward.

I see the light, do my best to move forward
I can see that there's hope for the future, so I'm going to do my best to keep moving forward and not look back.