im used to it
Powfu Lyrics

I been chasing dreams hope it works out
I have been working hard to achieve my dreams, hoping that they will come true

Shooting for the stars got me burnt out
Striving for success and trying to reach the top has exhausted me mentally and physically

I got nothing else in store, this is all I'm asking for, ayy
I have no other desires or expectations, this is all I want

Stay inside my room, high school doesn't miss me
I spend most of my time alone in my room, not wanting to be a part of the high school social scene

Didn't go to prom, had no one to go with me
I didn't attend the prom because I didn't have a partner to go with

I didn't wanna ask you out, 'cause I'm not who you talk about
I didn't want to ask you out because I don't fit the standard of who you usually associate with

Yeah I'm used to this, the same old shit
I have grown accustomed to the monotonous experiences of feeling like an outsider and not fitting in

Left alone wherever I sit (wherever I sit)
I am always alone and isolated, no matter where I go or what I do

Why's this place so dry? No love to find
I feel like there is no love or compassion in this place

You're the only one that ever acts kind (you're the only one kind)
You are the only one who ever shows me kindness and makes me feel appreciated

They're all after me, what's happening?
I feel like everyone is against me or trying to bring me down, and I don't know why

I wish that you could see what I see (just what I see)
I wish you could understand and relate to my struggles and view the world through my perspective

Your boyfriend's a douche that thinks he's cool
Your boyfriend is arrogant and thinks he's better than everyone else

And doesn't deserve a girl like you (a girl like you)
I believe you deserve someone much better than him, who truly appreciates and loves you for who you are

I'm the outcast, dumb kid, parents aren't dumb rich
I am the social outcast, perceived as unintelligent and unimportant in comparison to kids with wealthy parents

I don't get A's like some kids
I don't achieve the same academic success as some of my peers

Most kids party every weekend and drink lots (drink lots)
Most kids my age engage in social activities like partying and drinking excessively

While I try to write songs, getting pissed off (yeah, I'm pissed off)
Instead of engaging in these social activities, I focus on my passion for writing music, which sometimes frustrates me

I don't really care what they all say (what they all say)
I don't pay attention to or care about the negative things that people say about me

Keep knocking down my books in the hallway (in the hallway)
People disrespect me and my possessions by intentionally knocking down my books in the hallway

No longer wanna try, sick of being shy
I am tired of putting in effort to try and be accepted and have grown sick of my own shyness

Let's fight on the field next Monday
I am frustrated and want to challenge those who bring me down and try to assert myself

I wanna talk to you but I can't (talk but I can't)
I am interested in talking to you, but I feel limited by my own insecurities

I wanna walk with you but I can't (walk but I can't)
I am interested in spending time with you, but I am held back by my own anxieties

Wishing I was holding your hand
I wish I had the courage to reach out and form a connection with you

To forget the words that they said (words that they said)
I wish I could forget the hurtful things that people have said to me and move on

Crying here in my bed
I am upset and have resorted to crying myself to sleep

Loneliness my only friend
I feel like my only companion is my own sense of loneliness