death bed
Powfu & Beabadoobee Lyrics

Don't stay awake for too long
I don't want you to tire yourself out or lose sleep over me.

Don't go to bed
I don't want you to go to sleep and leave me behind.

I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll make you some coffee to help you wake up and feel better.

I'll get you up and going out of bed
I'll help you get out of bed and start your day, even if it's hard.

I don't wanna fall asleep
I don't want to die or leave you alone.

I don't wanna pass away
I don't want to die or leave you alone.

I been thinking of our future 'cause I'll never see those days
I'm thinking about what we could have had together, even though I won't be there to see it.

I don't know why this has happened
I don't know why I'm dying.

But I probably deserve it
I may have done things in my life that warrant this fate.

I tried to do my best
I did my best in life, even though I wasn't perfect.

But you know that I'm not perfect
I'm flawed and have made mistakes, but I hope you still love me.

I been praying for forgiveness
I'm hoping God will forgive me for any wrongs I've done in my life.

You've been praying for my health
You've been praying for my recovery, even though it's unlikely.

When I leave this earth
When I die.

Hoping you'll find someone else
I hope you find love and happiness again after I'm gone.

'Cause yeah, we still young there's so much we haven't done
We're both still young and there's so much we could have experienced together.

Getting married, start a family
We could have gotten married and had children together.

Watch your husband with his son
You could have watched me be a father to our children.

I wish it could be me
I wish I could be there for you and our future together.

But I won't make it off this bed
I won't recover from my illness and will die in bed.

I hope I go to heaven
I hope that there is an afterlife and I will go to a good place.

So I see you once again
So I can be with you again after I die.

My life was kinda short
My life was not very long and I didn't get to experience everything I wanted to.

But I got so many blessings
Even though my life was short, I had many good things in it.

Happy you were mine
I'm grateful for the time we had together and that you were my partner.

It sucks that it's all ending
It's sad that our time together is coming to an end because of my illness.

I'm happy that you're here with me
I'm grateful that you're by my side during this difficult time.

I'm sorry if I tear up
I'm sorry if I cry or get emotional, it's just hard to say goodbye.

When me and you were younger
When we were kids or first started dating.

You would always make me cheer up
You always made me happy and lifted my spirits.

Taking goofy videos
Recording silly videos together.

While walking through the park
Enjoying nature and each other's company.

You would jump into my arms
You would hug or cling to me playfully.

Every time you heard a bark
The sound of a dog barking would make you cling to me.

Cuddle in your sheets
Cuddling in bed together.

Sang me sound asleep
Singing to me until I fell asleep.

And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03
Leaving your house secretly at a specific time.

Sundays went to church
Going to church together on Sundays.

On Mondays watched a movie
Watching movies together on Mondays.

Soon you'll be alone
I'm worried about how you'll be without me in your life.

Sorry that you have to lose me
I'm sorry that I have to leave you and that you'll have to go on without me.