MEMORY
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Shit don′t matter, we're just walking through a memory
The past is meaningless, we're just moving through it like a visual memory.

Baby, I'm nauseous
You make me feel terrible.

Baby, you caused this
You're responsible for how I feel.

It's all for me
Everything is happening to benefit me.

Doo, doo, doo, doo, walking through the straight line
Continuing on through the same path, nothing new.

You've been stuck in my head and girl, I really wanna talk now
You've been on my mind constantly and I want to communicate.

Chill at your place but everyday you would walk out
I tried to hang out with you, but you never stayed.

Uh, kept cool, can we calm down?
Trying to stay composed and reduce our anger.

Anger in flames, slapped in the face with your palm
Our anger has ignited and now you've hit me.

I don′t know what to do and it's late and I'm tired
Feeling lost and unsure of how to proceed, and exhausted.

And you′re on my mind, take a hit to feel higher
Thinking of you so much that I need something to numb the pain.

Text you again when I'm feeling inspired
Contacting you again once I feel motivated or creative.

I′ve recognised I'm reigniting the fire
Realizing that I'm reigniting our past romantic relationship.

Ayy, what you wanna do with me
Asking what you want from our relationship.

I heard you telling everybody that you cool with me
I heard you talking about how close we are.

But like you never text back
You never respond to my messages.

Every night relapse on the pain
Every night I'm tormented by our past pain.

But you never let your parents see that
You hide your pain from your family.

Now you stuck in a cycle of fuck ups and jealousy
You are in a pattern of mistakes and constantly feeling jealous.

And my last treating me all just to yell at me
Our love is deteriorating and the last time we talked, you just yelled at me.

Wow, think of the times you were hesitant
Reflecting on the times you were unsure about our relationship.

Thoughts about me, hope you know that they′re indefinite
My thoughts of you will never end.

For anybody that's wondering what my mind is
To anyone curious, this is what's going through my head.

That shit′s just solitary confinement
My thoughts are isolating me from the world around me.

Open minded, where my mind's been lost
I am open to new ideas, but my thoughts are scattered and confused.

And I′m really just trying to find it
I'm trying to find my way through this mental fog.

Yeah, we're magnets just trying to manage attraction
Our attraction to each other is like magnets, sometimes pulling and sometimes pushing.

Damage and shattered to fragments
We've hurt each other so much that our love is broken into small, sharp pieces.

Love like a spiral I'm just trying to catch it
Trying to grasp onto our love that keeps spinning in circles.

But I guess I suck and I just need some practice
I am not good at love and need more experience to get better.

And I'm wishing I could rip you out of my head like my hair
Wishing I could forget you like pulling out my hair.

Yeah, if I was dead, would you even care?
Wondering if you would even care if I were gone.

If I had a funeral, would you be there?
Questioning if you would come to my funeral if I died.

Sometimes I wonder what colours you'd wear
Imagining what you would wear to my funeral.

Would you move on and tell yourself that you're strong
If I were gone, wondering if you would continue living and convince yourself that you are strong.

While you let me fade as I'm dead and I'm gone?
Would you forget about me and let me disappear if I were dead?

Or you hold it down 'til you meet me and God
Would you remain faithful until we met again in the afterlife?

Or love someone else and leave me to be lost
Or would you move on and leave me behind, lost and forgotten.

I thought for life meant for life until mamma remarried three times
I thought marriage was forever until my mother remarried multiple times.

I never saw through the lines
I never saw the truth behind the facade.

Growing up I thought that life would be fine
Growing up, I believed life would be easy.

Now I'm just watching as everything dies
Now I'm just seeing everything fall apart around me.