Forgive
Proof feat. 50 cent Lyrics
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Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
For not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love 'Em, cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Control the border, control the school
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, yours
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
In "Forgive Me," Proof and 50 Cent take a candid look at their troubled pasts – the lyrics portray the struggles of a man who is dealing with addiction, infidelity, and guilt over his failings as a father. Proof starts by talking about his dysfunctional family, his quick temper, and the demons that keep pulling at his soul. He then goes on to talk about his troubled relationships with women, including his first son who he runs away from and forces other women to get abortions. Throughout the song, he asks for forgiveness from the Lord, acknowledging that he has sinned repeatedly.
The song also touches on themes of redemption and hope. The line, "Other than sad, painful and stress/Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death" suggests that there is still some hope, despite all the challenges and struggles. Proof acknowledges that he has made mistakes, but he is still trying to provide for his children and make amends for his past misdeeds. The chorus, "Lord forgive me, for I've sinned/Over and over again just to stay, on top," is a plea for mercy, and a reminder that everyone makes mistakes.
Overall, "Forgive Me" is a powerful, vulnerable song that deals with complex themes of addiction, redemption, and self-forgiveness. Through their lyrics, Proof and 50 Cent offer a raw, unfiltered look at their troubled lives, and the pain and sorrow that they have experienced along the way.
Line by Line Meaning
Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
I grew up in a dysfunctional family and had a difficult childhood
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
As a result of my difficult childhood, I am now a dysfunctional adult
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
I have a short temper and am angry at God for the challenges I have faced
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
I feel like I am being pulled in different directions and am struggling to find peace within myself
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
I am confessing that I caused a fire that I previously kept a secret
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
I don't care about the consequences of my actions and reject any notion of keeping things a secret
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
I see nothing positive about a father who is absent and doesn't take responsibility for his children
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
I feel like my mother didn't show me enough love and support growing up
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
I am avoiding my responsibility as a father to my first child
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I am pressuring women I have relationships with to get abortions so that I can avoid being a father again
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
I am fully committed to the entertainment industry and prioritize fame over other aspects of my life
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
My girlfriend knows me well and accepts that I won't change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
The world we live in is full of evil and it can drive a person to madness
I done shot at houses, people and cars
I have engaged in violent and destructive behavior
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
The more scars I have, the more difficult my past has been
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
I am asking for God's acknowledgement and remembrance, even if he cannot forgive me
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
I am struggling with financial responsibilities, such as court fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
I wear clothing decorated with symbols that may not represent me positively
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
I have engaged in criminal activities such as breaking into homes of people who are not much better off than I am
Accordingly, I move in error
I often make mistakes and poor decisions
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
I am realizing that I must confront my own flaws and can't pretend to be someone I'm not
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
I have neglected my responsibilities as a father to my daughter and am attempting to make excuses for my behavior
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
I see the negative aspects of my environment as a factor in my behavior and am questioning why I haven't turned out worse
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
I am questioning why I have been given another chance at life
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
I am afraid of death and feel like it is approaching
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
I believe that those who engage in sinful behavior are ultimately successful and I am destined to fail
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
I use writing as a way to document my life
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I am trying to distance myself from sinful behavior and drug use
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
I did my best to live a good life but someone close to me still died
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
I was caught cheating on my partner and there were consequences
For not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me
I am acknowledging that God has been there for me, even when I didn't realize it
It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
I feel like the thrill of taking risks is worth the potential consequences
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
I feel like I am competing for attention and love from others
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
I am asking for guidance from God for someone who has died
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
If my friend is not with God, I hope to be with him in the afterlife
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I have a child who was born outside of marriage and it is causing issues in my relationship
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I believe that even a small positive thing is better than nothing positive at all
Just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Just because someone listens to my problems doesn't mean they truly care about me
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
My father had a history of drug addiction and had a difficult life
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
I have negative views about the world and struggle with optimism
Other than sad, painful and stress
My life is characterized by sadness, pain and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
My life is often filled with danger and risk
Control the border, control the school
I am advocating for stricter border control and suggesting that it will also improve education
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, yours
I am acknowledging my sins and asking God for forgiveness
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CURTIS JAMES JACKSON, C. CONLLEY, DE SHAUN D. HOLTON, B. JOHNSON, LARRY LOUIS, D. MOORE
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@dellonosborne5336
Ppl still dont recognise proof for all the skills he presented in songs.
He did all that rappers braggin bout
Multi syllablez
Middle rhymes
Tongue twisters
Metaphors flow emotion and messages
He is way better than em jus compare the content
He always said something
This album is an all time classic to me
@MorganKing95
Probably one of the most emotional raps I've ever heard. Everybody may remember Proof as Eminem's best friend and a member of D-12, but he was really underrated as a solo artist
@91Definite
StrasbergProtégé Shit this aint more sadder than Kurt Kobain. That shit sent chills down my spine
@controversialmann5345
StrasbergProtégé this albums a classic
@felixreynolds7072
Guys i havent seen anything about difficult by eminem that shit makes me cry every time
@TheWeedyBird
91Definite fact
@jayspaghetti2717
chibbles 1999 cos people are talking about proof not em
@teahen
The man that taught Em and gave him to the tool to become the best... Imagine Proof had his chance to show who he was... He was the one of the teacher's of one of the best of all time just imagine where he would be now....
@angeljesus4050
Bobba Fett and Eminem is Bruce lee
@Patrick-xo4fq
I agree.. So underrated, amazing talent
@alphabanjaxedbanshee7034
You say that like em owed him something before he existed