Shippy and his paranormal crew filmed a movie called SEEKERS: A Haunting on Hamilton Street, which is based in Saginaw, MI, where Shippy, Brian Harnois, Father Calder, and his crew go into reportedly haunted places and try to find evidence of the paranormal by video and EVP (Electronic Voice Phenomenon). The DVD was released Friday, October 29, 2010. A second volume was produced and released in August, 2011 and will premiere at the Temple Theater in Saginaw, MI on October 28th and 29th of 2011. Pre-production has also begun on a 3rd volume to be released in 2012.
Three Two One
Prozak Lyrics
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Feel'n plastic like manikin
So please pass me the Xanax
I'm just trying to feel like me again
Recently I've been needing reasons
To even get out of bed
The more I think the less I feel
Imprisoned'd inside my head
Can't escape cause there's nowhere to run
Should I
Should I go right into the sun
I feel like
Giving up am I the only one
A matter of time
Til' there design will kill everyone
It has begun
Count Down 3, 2, 1
It's the end of the
World Count down 3, 2, 1
It's the end of the...
Please God help me
Please God help me
Maybe I've been trying to cope
All is lost
A loss of hope
I don't really care no more
Even since that I've awoke
Everything is such a joke
When you can see through the smoke
Find yourself against the rope
Now they got you by the throat
It's all just too much to bear
Is there anybody there
Can somebody hear me screaming
Anybody, Anywhere
How can I
Live like this
Close my eyes
Clutch my fist
Nervous twitch
I'm alive
Yet somehow I don't exist
Nothing but an empty shell
My body a prison shell
All these thoughts surround me
Seclusion inside of my own head
All of this darkness
Holding me hostage
Repetitious nonsense
Every second constant
The [?] plan [?]
No foreign progress [?]
The lyrics of Prozak's song "Three Two One" reflect the artist's inner struggles with anxiety, depression, and feelings of hopelessness. He opens up about his need for drugs to feel like himself again and his inability to escape his thoughts. The lines "The more I think, the less I feel, imprisoned inside my head" illustrate the weight of the burden he feels, with perhaps even the fear of losing himself. The countdown section of the song is like an apocalyptic prophecy or awakening to the end of a chapter in his life, leading to a plea for help from God. The song presents the idea that feeling lost, or like the world is hopeless, is a shared experience and a matter of time before it reaches everyone. The repetitive verse, "It's the end of the world, count down 3, 2, 1," conveys the feeling of powerlessness many may feel against overwhelming obstacles or feelings of despair.
The repetition of the lyrics and the increasing distortion on the vocals reinforce the idea of being stuck and unable to escape the negative thought patterns. The lyrics present a vivid illustration of mental health issues, including feelings of emptiness and isolation, addiction and self-medicating, the desire for escape, and the fear of the unknown. Thus, the song becomes a cathartic way for others who may be struggling to express their inner turmoil.
Line by Line Meaning
Man I'm really panic'n
I am currently having panic attacks
Feel'n plastic like manikin
I am feeling very fake and inauthentic
So please pass me the Xanax
I need some medication to calm me down
I'm just trying to feel like me again
I just want to feel like myself again and not be consumed by anxiety
Recently I've been needing reasons
Lately, I have been struggling to find reasons to get out of bed
To even get out of bed
It has been difficult for me to even get motivated to start my day
The more I think the less I feel
Overthinking things is making me feel even more disconnected and numb
Imprisoned'd inside my head
I feel trapped inside my own mind
And I
I am currently feeling
Can't escape cause there's nowhere to run
I feel like there is no escape from my own thoughts and anxieties
Should I
I am contemplating
Should I go right into the sun
I am wondering if it would be better to end it all and kill myself
I feel like
I currently feel
Giving up am I the only one
I feel like giving up and wonder if anyone else can relate
A matter of time
It is only a matter of time before
Til' there design will kill everyone
their plan will result in the demise of everyone
It has begun
The end seems to have started
Count Down 3, 2, 1
There is a countdown to the end
It's the end of the
This marks the end of
World Count down 3, 2, 1
The world is ending and there is a countdown signaling its arrival
It's the end of the...
This marks the end of something
Please God help me
I am asking for God's help
Please God help me
I am asking for God's help
Maybe I've been trying to cope
I think I have been trying to cope with my problems
All is lost
I feel like everything is hopeless
A loss of hope
I have lost all hope
I don't really care no more
I am starting to lose care for everything
Even since that I've awoke
From the moment I wake up
Everything is such a joke
Everything feels like a joke or not serious enough
When you can see through the smoke
When you can see the reality beyond the illusions
Find yourself against the rope
Feeling like you are trapped and have no way out
Now they got you by the throat
They have complete control over you and your life
It's all just too much to bear
Everything is becoming too overwhelming and unbearable
Is there anybody there
Is there anyone who can help me or hear me out
Can somebody hear me screaming
I am screaming for help and wondering if anyone can hear me
Anybody, Anywhere
I am hoping to find anyone who can help me
How can I
I am wondering how
Live like this
I can keep living with these thoughts and feelings
Close my eyes
I want to close my eyes and forget everything
Clutch my fist
Holding onto my anger and frustrations
Nervous twitch
Having a physical response to my anxiety
I'm alive
I am still alive
Yet somehow I don't exist
Despite being alive, I feel like I don't really exist
Nothing but an empty shell
I am just an empty shell with no substance
My body a prison shell
My body feels like a prison that I can't escape from
All these thoughts surround me
I am surrounded by negative and overwhelming thoughts
Seclusion inside of my own head
I am trapped in my own mind with no way out
All of this darkness
The darkness of my thoughts and feelings
Holding me hostage
It feels like I am being held captive by my own thoughts
Repetitious nonsense
The same thoughts keep repeating and it all feels like nonsense
Every second constant
The thoughts are always there and never stop
The [?] plan [?]
The plan that is being enacted
No foreign progress [?]
There is no sign of progress or improvement
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