Toxic
Punk Goes Pop Vol. 2 Lyrics

Ain't been feeling too well
I'm not doing well emotionally.

Feelings breaking the scale
My feelings are very intense and overwhelming.

I just ordered a new heart it just came in the mail
I am trying to heal my emotional pain by seeking out new relationships.

I been smoking this weed
I have been using marijuana to relieve my emotional pain.

Popped a X with some lean
I have combined ecstasy with codeine to get a stronger high.

That's the type of shit that make me slouch down in my seat
The drugs I'm taking are making me feel very relaxed and sedated.

Let shit start to go wrong
When things start to go bad in my life,

Bet they calling fasho
People start reaching out to me for support and comfort.

Cuz I'm the one they turn to when there's nowhere to go
I am the person others rely on when they need emotional support.

Just need one that's gone ride
I am looking for someone who will stick with me through thick and thin.

All bullshit to the side
I am willing to put aside any problems or issues to make a relationship work.

I know loving ain't easy but I'm willing to try
I understand that relationships can be difficult, but I am willing to put in the effort to make it work.

I know that you want it yea and baby I got it
I know what you want and I can give it to you.

I been doing me I Ain't worried bout nobody
I am focused on myself and not concerned about what others think.

Can't put shit into it if I ain't getting no profit
I am not going to invest in something if I don't see a benefit or return.

Can't fuck with these bitches they just want in on my pockets
I am cautious of women who are only interested in me for my money.

To ease all the pain I been smoking exotic
I have been using drugs to numb my emotional pain.

Shit got me changing moods like I'm doing narcotics
The drugs I am using are affecting my mood and behavior like narcotics would.

Now it's coming in strong I can hear the drugs knocking
The drugs are starting to have a stronger effect on me.

Can't fuck with these hoes cuz these bitches be toxic
I am avoiding relationships with women who are emotionally harmful or unstable.

Hate when I'm anxious cuz I get optimist
When I feel anxious, I try to stay positive, but it can be difficult.

The way you make that ass move girl you hella gifted
I am attracted to the way you move and dance, it's very impressive.

First you lean in close the you pull for some distance
You are giving mixed signals, one minute you are close and the next you are pulling away.

I know you had a dark past you don't wanna relive it
I understand that you have gone through some difficult times and don't want to talk about them.

You can't tell me what you want without being specific
You need to be clear and specific about what you want from me.

How you want a sure thing we too far from commitment
You want a commitment from me, but we are not at that stage yet.

Let me dig a lil deep before we switch position
Let me get to know you better before we change our relationship dynamic.

The way you put it on me girl I could never forget it
I am very attracted to you and the way you make me feel.

I told all my ex's they won't miss me till I'm gone
I am reflecting on my past relationships and feeling unappreciated.

I told all my hoes they won't love me till I'm on
I am skeptical of women who are only interested in me when I have money or success.

My ex tore my heart apart before she left me alone
My past partner hurt me deeply and left me feeling very alone.

How I did everything right but I'm still in the wrong
I feel like I did everything right in my past relationship, but it still didn't work out.

Girl I'm down to hear your story if you willing to tell
I am open to hearing about your experiences and past relationships.

Say she done with taking risks she ain't willing to fail
You are done with taking chances and don't want to risk being hurt again.

Just checked the size of my heart and it's a triple XL
I feel like I have a lot of love to give and a big heart.

When you looking down the list don't nobody compare
When you compare me to others, I come out on top.

Sitting in a dark place it ain't nobody there
I am feeling very alone and isolated in my emotions.

I been giving way too much need some time to myself
I have been putting a lot of energy into relationships and need some time to focus on myself.

Girl you always see my face when you needing me there
You are used to relying on me for emotional support.

Before you take a shot at me take a look at yourself
Before you criticize or judge me, examine your own actions and behavior.

I only fuck with other hoes when it's nothing to do
I only engage with women when I have nothing else to do or no other options.

I see potential that's the reason I'm fucking with you
I see potential in our relationship and that's why I'm pursuing it.

Don't try to tell me how you feel less you know that it's true
Don't tell me how you feel if you're not sure it's honest and true.

Don't lie and say you love me girl you just love what I do
Don't tell me you love me if you really just love the things I provide or do for you.

Shit been eating me away just gotta leave alone
I have been struggling with something in my life that is causing me emotional pain and I need to deal with it on my own.

You want me to stick around but I can't stay here too long
You want me to stay in the relationship, but I am unable to commit for the long term.

Girl I know you rather smoke all day and party all night
I know you like to party and smoke weed regularly.

And drinking until it got you feeling right
You drink alcohol to feel good and escape reality.

Girl you know I rather work all day and grind all night
I prefer to work hard and make money to achieve success.

Keep on counting till the money gets right
I will keep working until I reach my financial goals.