Suicide
Pusha T/Ab-Liva Lyrics

Yeah, I just ordered one my nigga
I have just placed an order for some illegal substance.

I'm still a snow mover, blow harder than tuba
I am still involved in the drug trade and move a significant amount of cocaine. I am very successful at it.

Designated shooters, turn weed to woolers
I have hired people to shoot others and I also have the ability to convert weed into more profitable products.

Condo in Atlanta, money counters like the NASDAQ
I own a condominium in Atlanta and I have automated machines that count money for me. The amount of money I have is substantial.

In that glass back, the motor is the ass crack
I am driving a car with a glass roof and the engine is located in the back of the car.

I'm still feeding divas like I feed the meter
I am still paying for women's expenses in exchange for sexual favors, much like how I pay to add time to a parking meter.

Holy father to em, I ain't talking Jesus neither
I am a respected figure to some people, but I am not talking about religious figures like Jesus Christ.

Balance on the scale, I ain't a Libra either
I have a balanced amount of drugs on the scales that I use, but I am not affected by astrology or the Zodiac sign Libra.

I'm just a name and number with the means to reach ya
I am just a person with a recognizable name and a way to contact you, and I have the resources to follow through on any threats or promises I make.

Grim Reaper, him cheaper, him chief of
I am comparable to the Grim Reaper and I have people who work for me who are less expensive than me. I am their leader.

His army, MCM on gym sneakers
The people who work for me wear MCM sneakers while performing their jobs, which includes violence and drug trade.

You knowin that hymn better, he been preaching
You are becoming familiar with my lifestyle and the way I operate, which is similar to a religious preacher.

You motherfuckers is bloodsuckers you been leeching
You are all parasites who exploit others for your own gain, much like how a bloodsucking leech feeds on its host.

Been baller, been Jacob, been dealer
I have been wealthy, owned Jacob & Co. jewelry, and sold drugs.

Been realer, pound sign, been trilla
I have always been real and genuine, and I have also been successful in the rap industry with my album 'My Name Is My Name'.

All killer, no filler, been iller
My work has always been of high quality and without any unnecessary content, and I am also sick/ill in terms of talent and dedication to my craft.

Fraud niggas you zoolander, Ben Stiller
You are all frauds who mimic others and are unoriginal, like the character Zoolander played by Ben Stiller in the eponymous movie.

Between renter and a homeowner
I have recently become a property owner after previously renting a place.

Hip Hop, we can cover any rolling stoner
Hip Hop music is versatile enough to be enjoyed by anyone, even people who use drugs like weed.

Louboutins I heist nigga, or that bitch Winona
I have stolen Louboutin shoes before, and so has actress Winona Ryder.

Stop comparing me to rappers cause they in their moment
Stop comparing me to other rappers who are currently popular because their careers may be short-lived and not comparable to mine.

Might of crossed the name brand every blue
I may have occasionally worn clothing from popular brands, but it is not a regular occurrence.

But these brand names to a brand owner isn't new
The concept of brand names is not new to someone who owns their own brand or business.

Don't make us equal cause we shared a bitch or two
Just because we have both slept with a woman or two does not mean that we are on the same level or have the same achievements.

She ain't the angel that you think, she reincarnated too
The women we have both slept with are not innocent or angelic, and have also engaged in similar behavior with other men.

I build mine off fed time and dope lines
I have built my success on the experience I gained from serving time in prison and my ability to write compelling and powerful rap lyrics about the drug trade and life experiences.

You caught steam off headlines and co-signs
You have become popular because of media attention and endorsements from other famous people, rather than your own talent and hard work.

Young niggas cliquing up with my rivals
Young people are forming alliances with those I consider to be my enemies or competitors.

Like the bible don't burn like these bullets don't spiral
This is a warning that people will be harmed or else face repercussions when they associate with my enemies or rivals (just like how paper burns when in contact with fire and bullets move in unpredictable spirals).

Like I can't see the scene that you mirror in your idol
I am aware of the fact that you are copying the style and behavior of someone you admire, and the similarity is not lost on me.

But a pawn's only purpose is completely suicidal
Those who associate with my rivals and become pawns in their schemes are ultimately doomed to fail and may bring harm to themselves or others.

Oh, suicide, it's a suicide
This is my way of saying that those who engage in such behavior are inevitably bringing about their own demise.

I'm just talking to the world like it's you and I
I am speaking directly to my audience and addressing them as individuals, rather than as a group.

When it comes to shooters my niggas is trained to go
I have a team of people who are ready and willing to perform violent acts for me.

And they gettin' practice on bitches who breaking codes
My team is using violence to keep women in line who disobey me or break the rules of the drug trade.

35 hundred, just point and give them a name
For a fee of 3,500 dollars, I can provide my team with the name of someone you want hurt or killed.

They back flipping niggas, that go for rappers the same
My team is so skilled at violence that they can easily take out any target, including other rappers.

You don't know me nigga, fuck out my way
I am warning anyone who interferes with my business to back off and stay out of my way.

Nothing but cash here, this sweater is cashmere
I am surrounded by money and luxury, and this sweater I am wearing is made of expensive cashmere material.

The roof is a translucent, it's nothing but glass there
The roof of my location is made of see-through glass material.

The car is a concept, what's next is my last year
The car I am driving is a unique and innovative design, and I anticipate that next year will be the last year I can drive it before a new model is released.

My future is bright hot, you never can last here
I have a bright future ahead of me and I have ambition and drive where others do not. You won't be able to keep up.

I'm top 5, listen, who hot in the past year?
I am one of the top 5 rappers in the game, and I am asking who has been as hot or successful as me in the last year.

Five heartbeats and I'm feeling like Flash here
The group Five Heartbeats refers to the fact that I have worked hard and with dedication to achieve my success, and I am now feeling like a superhero (Flash) because of it.

Cause what I captured is the beast unleashed in the pasture
What I have achieved is a reflection of my hard work, struggle and determination, and like a beast unleashed in a field, I am now using my power to achieve my goals.

Story of the sheep and the wolves I un-master
I am telling a story of how I navigated the world of drug trade where I was a sheep in a field dominated by wolves or people who wanted to exploit me for their own gain. I have mastered the game and come out on top.

Fifty in the liquor, unwrapped 'em
I carry fifty caliber weapons and I have unwrapped them so they are ready for use.

Unpacked, powder rise and it fall like Sebastian
I have unpacked my firearms and taken out the ammunition. When I shoot them, the powder rises into the air and then falls again like falling snow.

Telfair, tailor-made suits hand crafted
I wear suits that are custom-made and tailored to fit me specifically, and made with high quality materials.

Over Bottega Veneta, high tops unfastened
I am wearing high-end Bottega Veneta clothing, but have left my high-tops unfastened, perhaps as a symbol of my non-conformist personality.

S550 drop top is unimaginable
I am driving an expensive Mercedes-Benz S550 convertible, which is something many people might think is unimaginable or unattainable.

To my hand drop and then he unattached it
I can drop anything from my hand and then immediately retrieve it again.

Practice it, nigga brick, break down, break dance
This line is an instruction of sorts, instructing others to practice their dance moves (break dance) and also how to break down bricks of drugs for easier sale and transportation.

Crab walk, back spin, tanner than my black skin
I am able to perform a variety of dance moves, including the crab walk and back spin, and I have recently gotten a tan that contrasts with my dark skin tone.