I Still Wana
Pusha T Lyrics

It's like an itch you can't scratch
My desire to sell cocaine is like an itch I can't resist scratching. It's always there, even when I try to ignore it.

It's like a bitch you can't shake
Selling cocaine is like a woman who won't let go. No matter what I do, the thought of selling never leaves me.

Sleeping with the finest, the thread count is bindless
I sleep with the most beautiful women, in beds with sheets so high quality, the thread count can't even be counted.

Security blanket of cocaine, I am Linus
Cocaine is my security blanket, my safety net, my constant companion. It's like Linus's security blanket - always there for me.

In this climate I'm Kareem Burke tied in
In the current drug market, I'm connected to the top players like Kareem Burke.

The Roc silent partner I ain't throwing up the diamond
I'm a silent partner in Roc-a-Fella records, but I'm not flashy about it. I don't show off my power or wealth.

Throwing on the shearling, collars up, bottles up
I dress in expensive shearling coats, with the collars popped, and I always have a bottle of alcohol with me.

Sparkles to the table, got 'em feeling like he's Merlin
When I bring cocaine to parties, people look at me like I'm a magician with some kind of magical abilities.

Whirlwind, powder makes your world spin
Cocaine creates a whirlwind in your life, making everything spin out of control.

Learn from OGs, Alfa Romeos and Sterlings
I learn from the older, more experienced drug dealers, and I look up to their cars, like Alfa Romeos and Sterlings.

Suffocation blue in the insides potato sack
Cocaine is so tightly packed inside a potato sack that it turns blue, indicating that it's suffocating.

Yeah, talk money, shit I'm made of that
When people talk about money, it's easy for me because that's what I'm all about. I'm made of money.

Cocaine parties like the seventies, I cater that
I cater parties where people do cocaine like they did in the '70s, back when it was more socially acceptable.

You know what fame is? Sitting with the woman
Fame is sitting with a beautiful woman, but realizing you can't remember her name because you've been so focused on your own success.

Of your dreams and forgetting what her name is
You forget her name because you're so obsessed with your own success and the lifestyle that comes with it.

You know what pain is? Flushing two bricks
The pain of losing two bricks of cocaine is unbearable, and it's something that I don't want to experience.

And tryna have a nigga strain it out the drainage
When you're trying to flush cocaine down the toilet, it's difficult to get it all to go down, and you don't want someone to find it later and incriminate you.

See my face on the news and it ain't Tivo
When you see my face on the news, it's not something you want to record on DVR, because it means I'm in trouble with the law.

I still wanna sell kilos
Despite the risks involved, I still have a strong desire to sell large quantities of cocaine.

Searching for the fish scale like I'm tryna find Nemo
I'm constantly searching for the highest quality of cocaine, like I'm trying to find the rare fish Nemo.

That's what happens when you Michael and they try to treat you like you Tito
When you're the most successful member of a group, people often try to bring you down or treat you unfairly, just like Michael Jackson's family treated him.

Grew up watching momma car repoe'd
Growing up, my family struggled a lot financially, and I remember watching my mother's car get repossessed.

A little nigga staring through the peep hole
As a child, I would watch the repo men from the peephole in our front door.

How you think I felt knowing daddy wasn't there
Not having a father around made me feel lonely and vulnerable, especially in tough times like when our car was repossessed.

Recycling cans cause nobody ever cared
When you're poor, you have to do things like recycle cans just to get by, because no one else will help you.

Get it how you live, always echoed in the streets
People in my neighborhood always said that you have to do whatever you can to survive and get by with the resources you have.

When we talking business, talking on the phone cease
When we're talking about drug deals, it's important to never use a phone, because our conversations might be monitored by the authorities.

Feds listening to conversations through my OnStar
The government is monitoring my car's OnStar system to listen in on my conversations and try to build a case against me.

Piecing puzzles together solving homicides of I's
The authorities are trying to solve crimes by piecing together information that they've learned about me from various sources.

Dice game chatter, better bring your stash out
When we play dice games, it's important to have your cocaine stash ready so that you can sell it if you need to.

Red velor, I'm in the white glass house
I live in a luxurious mansion with white glass windows and red velvet furnishings.

Half a ticket bitches quick to drop it on the scale
Women are often willing to pay me large amounts of money to buy cocaine, and they're eager to weigh it themselves to make sure they're getting what they paid for.

City of dope where real niggas sell yay'
My city is known for drug trafficking, and only the most skilled and experienced dealers can get by in this dangerous world.

Everyday a nigga dies and we can't ask why
People die every day in my city, and it's not always clear why. The drug trade is a violent and deadly business.

Show 'em all love, the bitches fucked on the side
I treat everyone with kindness and respect, even the women who are sleeping with me just to get access to my drugs.

Tony Montana, tailor made suits in the church
I feel like Tony Montana, the fictional drug lord from the movie Scarface, wearing expensive, tailor-made suits even in places like church.

Rolls Royce Corniche, trunk full of work
I drive a Rolls Royce Corniche, and the trunk is always full of cocaine that I'm trying to sell.

Testarossa top models, G fours
My cars are Testarossa top models and G fours, which are luxurious and expensive models.

Gucci pass the crease off, everything I climb in, I win
I wear Gucci clothes and always come out on top whenever I enter any situation.

Richard Mille Tourbillon, remarkable timing
My watch is a Richard Mille Tourbillon, which has precise timing and is considered a status symbol.

Black label everything, logos in the lining
I only wear high-end designer clothing, and even the linings have logos on them.

Bell Biv DeVoe push poison like a copper head
Bell Biv DeVoe, a popular R&B group from the '90s, sang about drugs like they were harmless, but in reality, drugs are poisonous and deadly.

Powder falls, smoke clears through the walking dead
When cocaine is in the room, everyone becomes like the walking dead, they lose their energy and become like zombies.

The Rose bottles pour for the champions
We celebrate our success by pouring expensive Rose bottles of champagne.

You'd think it was a Grammy win, celebration spills
The celebration is so joyous that it feels like someone has won a Grammy Award.

Through the morning like an Ambien, bitches love my ambiance
The celebration goes on all night, like taking an Ambien sleeping pill, and everyone enjoys the atmosphere that I've created.

Chain swinging, ticker taping like it's Mardi Gras
My jewelry is so expensive that it looks like I'm wearing it at Mardi Gras. It's so flashy that it's noticeable from far away.

Thousand niggas deep, never needed body guards
I have thousands of people who support me and protect me, so I don't need bodyguards in order to feel safe.

Thousand keys that I'm about to do Pilate's on
I have a thousand keys of cocaine that I need to process and prepare for selling.

Where the kings crowned like the grill a Maserati's on
Drug lords are treated like royalty, just like how the grill of a Maserati is a symbol of luxury and status.

Candy coated parked, doors ajar, on a stripper
My candy-coated car is parked outside a strip club, with the doors open, so people can see how successful and wealthy I am.

Blew a fuse and caught a body on, cocaine storaging
I got so angry that I lost control and killed someone, and then I had to hide my cocaine stash in a safe place.

Liva living dreams, y'all DeLoreans pouring in
I'm living the dream, and making so much money that people are rushing in like a DeLorean time machine to get a piece of the action.

See my face on the news and it ain't Tivo
When you see my face on the news, it's not something you want to record on DVR, because it means I'm in trouble with the law.

I still wanna sell kilos
Despite the risks involved, I still have a strong desire to sell large quantities of cocaine.