SUICIDE
Pusha T | www.AudioCastle.net Lyrics

Yeah... I just ordered one my nigga
I have just ordered something, my friend.

Yeah...
Affirmative response.

I'm still a snow mover, blow harder than tuba
I am still involved in the drug trade and move large amounts of cocaine.

Designated shooters, turn weed to woolers
I have specific people who handle any issues with violence, and they also turn marijuana into a potent form known as wu.

Condo in Atlanta, money counters like the NASDAQ
I own a condominium in Atlanta and count money regularly with speed and efficiency.

In that glass back, the motor is the ass crack
I have a car with a glass back that highlights the engine which resembles a butt crack.

I'm still feeding divas like I feed the meter
I continue to provide money and attention to high maintenance women like I would a parking meter.

Holy father to em, I ain't talking Jesus neither
I am like a father figure to people, but not in a religious sense.

Balance on the scale, I ain't a Libra either
I am not astrologically a Libra but have the ability to maintain balance in my life despite the illegal activities I am involved in.

I'm just a name and a number with the means to reach ya
I am just a person with a reputation and connections to get to anyone.

Grim Reaper, him cheaper, hemp chiefer
I have a reputation as a killer, and I smoke marijuana that is cheaper in cost.

His army, MCM on gym sneakers
The people who work with me wear MCM brand gym shoes.

You knowin that hymn better, he been preaching
You should know that I have been in the game for a long time and have a lot of experience.

You motherfuckers is bloodsuckers you been leeching
You people are parasites and have been taking advantage of me and my status in the industry.

Been baller, been Jacob, been dealer
I have been successful, I own many Jacob & Co watches, and I have sold drugs.

Been realer, pound sign, been trilla
I have been authentic, and I have been well established in the trap music scene.

All killer, no filler, been iller
I have a lot of success and experience, and I am the best at what I do.

Fraud niggas you zoolander, Ben Stiller
Fake individuals who act as if they are part of this lifestyle are like Zoolander, a character in a movie played by Ben Stiller.

When it comes to shooters my niggas is trained to go
My team is well trained in handling firearms.

And they gettin' practice on bitches who breaking codes
They practice their skills on women who are trying to deceive us.

35 hundred, just point and give them a name
For $3,500, my shooters will take care of someone if you provide a name.

They back flipping niggas, that go for rappers the same
My team will use violence on anyone, including fellow rappers.

You don't know me nigga, fuck out my way
You are not part of my inner circle, so don't interact with me.

Between renter and a homeowner
I am somewhere in between renting and owning a property.

Hip Hop Weekly cover and a Rolling Stoner
My success has been recognized in both Hip Hop Weekly magazine and Rolling Stone magazine.

Lufthansa I heist nigga, or that bitch Winona
I robbed Lufthansa airlines or took something from someone like actress Winona Ryder.

Stop comparing me to rappers cause they in their moment
Stop comparing me to other rappers because their time in the spotlight will be short-lived.

Might of crossed the name brand every blue
I may have worn a knockoff brand once in a while.

But these brand names to a brand owner isn't new
To someone who owns a brand, seeing people like me wear it is not new.

Don't make us equal cause we shared a bitch or two
Just because we have both been with the same woman does not make us equal or the same.

She ain't the angel that you think, she reincarnated too
The woman we have both been with is not as innocent as you may believe, and has lived a rather sinful life.

I build mine off fed time and dope lines
My success has been built off a prison sentence and the success of my music about drug dealing.

You caught steam off headlines and co-signs
Your success has come from media attention and the approval of others in the industry.

Young niggas cliquing up with my rivals
Young people are siding with my enemies and forming alliances against me.

Like the bible don't burn like these bullets don't spiral
My enemies will soon experience the consequences of their actions like how a Bible burns, and how bullets spin in the air as they are fired.

Like I can't see the scene that you mirror in your idol
I can see the way you imitate your idols, and what actions they inspire in you.

But a pawn's only purpose is completely suicidal
People who follow others blindly are like pawns in a game of chess, and their actions are ultimately self-destructive.

Oh, suicide, it's a suicide
The self-destructive behavior of those who blindly follow others is akin to suicide.

I'm just talking to the world like it's you and I
I am speaking to the world, trying to convey this message to everyone.

Nothing but cash here, this sweater is cashmere
I only have cash and what I wear is of high-quality cashmere.

The roof is a translucent, it's nothing but glass there
The roof of my car is a glass material that is see-through.

The car is a concept, what's next is my last year
My car is a prototype of what is to come in the next year, and it symbolizes the end of my career.

My future is bright hot, you never can last here
My future is looking positive, and you won't be able to keep up with me.

I'm top 5, listen, who hot in the past year?
I am one of the five best rappers currently, and who has been as popular in the past year?

Five heartbeats and I'm feeling like Flash here
I feel invigorated and successful akin to how The Five Heartbeats felt in the movie, and like The Flash in comic books.

Cause what I captured is the beast unleashed in the pasture
What I have achieved is like a beast that has been released from its captivity.

Story of the sheep and the wolves I un-master
I have disrupted the traditional role of the sheep, and the wolves have come to answer to me.

Fifty in the liquor, unwrapped 'em
I have invested a significant amount of money in alcohol and have taken them out of their packaging.

Unpacked, powder rise and it fall like Sebastian
After unpacking the materials, a powder rises and falls in a way similar to how Sebastian, a well-known Disney character, moves.

Telfair, tailor-made suits hand-crafted
I wear tailor-made suits from Telfar, made with expert hands.

Over Bottega Veneta, high tops unfastened
I favor Telfar over Bottega Veneta brand, and I leave my high-top shoes unfastened.

S550 drop top is unimaginable
The luxurious S550 car with a convertible top is hard to imagine.

To my hand drop and then he unattached it
Someone gave me an item, and then immediately took it back.

Practice it, nigga brick, break down, break dance
Practicing illegal activities like handling drugs, and breaking them down for sale is like a dance routine.

Crab walk, back spin, tanner than my black skin
Dance moves like the crab walk and backspin are an important part of my culture and identity.