Still Not Smokin'?
R.E.K Lyrics
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I am a pheonix, I was born from the ashes
The forms you take in the storm is what you makes strong
Anybody could perfrom like a charm when the waters calm
Ya'll don't know nothing 'bout the things I've been faced with
Can ya'll relate how I came from the basement?
I make the music and the same time faced it
I've been so close to my dreams I can taste it
Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane
I look to you for things I can not change
I need your blessing, do you approve?
My best was never good enough for you
So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good
To you could have given up after giving all you could
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
I've been losing for so long, I think I fell too far behind
I've trailed beneath the icy waters, Im comming up for air
I've spent my whole life living for those who didn't even care
So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good
To know you could have given up after giving all you could
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
I've been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind
I sat and thought for a while today
I got depressed and put the smiles away, 'cause I've been struggling
Since back in my childhood days,
I've been walkin' since forever still Im miles away
Maybe ya'll never forgave for my wilder days,
even though now Im more wise in my ways Im losing faith in myself
Sometimes I doubt I'll even make it myself,
Whose gonna give it to me, if I don't take it myself?
Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane
I look to you for things I can not change
I need your blessing, do you approve?
My best was never good enough for you
So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good
To know you could have given up after giving all you could
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
I've been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind
The lyrics to R.E.K's song "Still Not Smokin'" delve into themes of struggle, perseverance, and the search for validation. The artist reflects on his personal journey, starting from humble beginnings and longing for a better life. He compares himself to a phoenix rising from the ashes, emphasizing his resilience and the strength he has gained from the challenges he has faced.
The first verse acknowledges that the artist's true strength is revealed in times of adversity. While others may be able to perform well when everything is calm and easy, he has experienced hardship and overcome it. The artist questions whether others can relate to his journey, particularly his rise from a difficult place. Despite facing numerous obstacles, he remains determined and can almost taste the fulfillment of his dreams.
The chorus highlights the artist's feelings of disappointment and inadequacy. He longs for approval and validation from someone important to him, but feels that his best efforts are never enough. The continuous rain and lack of sunlight symbolize the prolonged period of struggle and difficulty he has endured, leading him to feel as though he has fallen behind in life.
In the second verse, the artist reflects on his past and the challenges he has faced throughout his life. Despite his growth and evolution, he feels that he is still seen in the shadow of his wilder days. He questions his own worth and doubts that he will ever achieve his goals without external support or validation.
Line by Line Meaning
Bassicly I was just born bastard, long for greener pastures
From the very beginning, I was treated as an outcast and always yearned for a better life
The forms you take in the storm is what you makes strong
The challenges and struggles you face during difficult times shape and strengthen your character
Anybody could perfrom like a charm when the waters calm
Anyone can appear successful and confident when life is easy and peaceful
Ya'll don't know nothing 'bout the things I've been faced with
You have no understanding of the hardships I've encountered
Can ya'll relate how I came from the basement?
Can you understand my journey from the lowest point in my life?
I make the music and the same time faced it
I create music while simultaneously confronting my challenges
I've been so close to my dreams I can taste it
I've been on the verge of achieving my dreams, feeling their nearness
Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane
Please challenge me and push me to my limits, as it is the only thing that brings me clarity
I look to you for things I can not change
I seek guidance from you for matters that are beyond my control
I need your blessing, do you approve?
I crave your support and validation, do you endorse me?
My best was never good enough for you
No matter how hard I try, my best efforts never meet your expectations
So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good
Experiencing this disappointment and frustration is far from pleasant
To you could have given up after giving all you could
Knowing that you could have surrendered after giving your all
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
The continuous hardships and challenges make it seem like happiness will never come
I've been losing for so long, I think I fell too far behind
I've been experiencing defeat for an extended period, and now I fear I am too far behind to catch up
I've trailed beneath the icy waters, Im comming up for air
I've been submerged in difficult and suffocating circumstances, but now I am emerging to find relief
I've spent my whole life living for those who didn't even care
I've devoted my existence to people who showed no concern or interest
I sat and thought for a while today
I took some time to reflect and contemplate today
I got depressed and put the smiles away, 'cause I've been struggling
I became saddened and forced myself to hide my happiness because I have been grappling with difficulties
Since back in my childhood days, I've been walkin' since forever still Im miles away
Since my early days, I have been tirelessly striving towards my goals, but it feels like I am still far from achieving them
Maybe ya'll never forgave for my wilder days
Perhaps you have never forgiven me for the reckless and unruly phase of my life
even though now Im more wise in my ways Im losing faith in myself
Even though I have become wiser and more knowledgeable, I am starting to doubt my own abilities
Sometimes I doubt I'll even make it myself
At times, I question if I will ever succeed on my own
Whose gonna give it to me, if I don't take it myself?
If I don't seize the opportunities and work hard for my dreams, who else will grant them to me?
Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane
Please challenge me and push me to my limits, as it is the only thing that brings me clarity
I look to you for things I cannot change
I seek guidance from you for matters that are beyond my control
I need your blessing, do you approve?
I crave your support and validation, do you endorse me?
My best was never good enough for you
No matter how hard I try, my best efforts never meet your expectations
So this is how it feels and it doesn't feel so good
Experiencing this disappointment and frustration is far from pleasant
To know you could have given up after giving all you could
Knowing that you could have surrendered after giving your all
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
The continuous hardships and challenges make it seem like happiness will never come
I've been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind
I've been experiencing defeat for an extended period, and now I fear I am too far behind to catch up
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