If You Can See Me Now
R.I.C.O.N. Lyrics
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I'm still trying to pass the time
It ain't easy without you
As long as I try
I'll make it through
But it might take a while
Believe me, if you only knew
If you, if you could see me now
If you, if you could see me now
If only you, if you could see me now
And is this what you want
For me to feel?
Or am I going out of my mind?
What is real?
Stay by my side so I can live
And I will be alright
Don't leave me
If you, if you could see me now
If you, if you could see me now
If only you, if you could see me now
(Then you'll understand who I really am)
If only you, if you could see me now
(You never question me, if you could only see)
Is this what you want
For me to feel?
Is this what you want?
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
If you, if you could see me now
If you, if you could see me now
If only you, if you could see me now
(Then you'll understand who I really am)
If only you, if you could see me now
(You never question me, if you could only see)
In "If You Can See Me Now," R.I.C.O.N. delves into the complexities of existence and connection, touching on themes of longing, vulnerability, and the struggle for recognition. The opening lines, "My soul is alive and so are you," create a foundation of mutual existence, indicating an understanding that both the singer and their beloved possess life and vitality despite the emotional circumstances. The singer’s acknowledgement of their struggle to "pass the time" without the other person emphasizes an emotional dependency, suggesting that their external reality is significantly affected by the absence of this individual. This poignancy is further amplified with the reflections on striving to endure, indicative of resilience mixed with an underlying sense of loneliness and ache.
The refrain, "If you could see me now," recurs as a charged plea for understanding and empathy. The repetition of this line highlights the desperation for the other person to recognize the depth of the singer's condition. In this context, visibility isn’t just about physical presence; it embodies a deeper desire for emotional recognition and validation. The repeated questioning—"Is this what you want for me to feel?"—hints at the singer’s unease regarding their feelings and the emotional turmoil governed by the expectations imposed upon them by the relationship. This line suggests an internal conflict, where the singer grapples with their emotional instability while attempting to discern whether these feelings are an outcome of the other person's actions or perceptions.
As the song progresses, the singer expresses a clear yearning for companionship, asserting that having the other person "stay by [their] side" is integral to their well-being. This creates an intimate yet precarious dynamic, where the singer’s sense of self seems tethered to the other person’s presence. The assertion, "Don't leave me," starkly conveys vulnerability, highlighting a fear of abandonment that resonates through the verses. The desire to be understood—"Then you'll understand who I really am"—further complicates the emotional landscape. It implies that there's a deeper narrative or identity that may go unnoticed if not truly seen, suggesting that there’s a struggle for authentic connection amidst the perceived chaos of feelings.
Ultimately, "If You Can See Me Now" captures the essence of the intricate balance between desire, fear, and the quest for emotional clarity. The layered inquiries posed to the absent figure reflect a broader exploration of identity and self-awareness, as the singer grapples with their own reality in the absence of validation. The blend of longing and existential questioning weaves a narrative that is both personal and universal, acknowledging that the search for connection can be fraught with uncertainty and tumult. Through these lyrics, R.I.C.O.N. invites listeners to reflect on their own experiences of connection, loss, and the profound need to be truly seen by those we hold dear.
Line by Line Meaning
My soul is alive and so are you
My spirit is vibrant, and yours is too, indicating a deep connection between us.
I'm still trying to pass the time
I'm attempting to occupy myself as I cope with the absence of your presence.
It ain't easy without you
Life has become difficult in your absence, emphasizing your importance to my well-being.
As long as I try
As long as I put in the effort to move forward.
I'll make it through
I am determined to overcome these challenges and emerge on the other side.
But it might take a while
However, the journey to healing and coping will not be swift.
Believe me, if you only knew
Trust me when I say that if you were aware of my struggles, you would understand my feelings.
If you, if you could see me now
If only you could witness my current emotional state and struggles.
If you, if you could see me now
Reiterating the longing for you to recognize the truth of my situation.
If only you, if you could see me now
Wishing deeply that you could grasp the reality of my experience at this moment.
And is this what you want
Is this the emotional outcome you desire from our relationship?
For me to feel?
Do you want me to endure this emotional turmoil?
Or am I going out of my mind?
Am I losing my grip on reality amidst this confusion?
What is real?
I question what is genuine in my life right now.
Stay by my side so I can live
I need your support and presence to navigate through life effectively.
And I will be alright
With you here, I believe I can heal and find stability.
Don't leave me
I am pleading with you to remain in my life, as your absence would be devastating.
If you, if you could see me now
Again expressing a desire for you to understand my present struggles.
If you, if you could see me now
Reiterating my longing for your awareness of my emotional state.
If only you, if you could see me now
Emphasizing the wish that you could understand who I am and what I'm going through.
(Then you'll understand who I really am)
If you could see my true self, it would foster deeper understanding between us.
If only you could see me now
A heartfelt wish for your recognition of my current conditions.
(You never question me, if you could only see)
If you were fully aware of my reality, you wouldn't doubt my feelings or struggles.
Is this what you want
Questioning if this emotional state aligns with your desires for our relationship.
For me to feel?
Querying whether you wish for me to experience this pain.
Is this what you want?
Repeating the question about your expectations for our emotional connection.
Is this what you want?
Reiterating the inquiry to provoke reflection on your intentions.
Is this what you need?
Asking if this emotional situation fulfills your needs.
Is this what you want?
Again returning to the question of what you truly desire from our relationship.
Is this what you need?
Inquiring if this emotional landscape is essential for you.
If you, if you could see me now
Once more expressing a yearning for you to witness my reality.
If you, if you could see me now
Restating my hope for your clarity regarding my current circumstances.
If only you, if you could see me now
Desiring deeply for you to grasp the essence of my struggles.
(Then you'll understand who I really am)
Affirming that true understanding of me comes from seeing my current state.
If only you could see me now
Pleading for your acknowledgment of my situation in order to connect more deeply.
(You never question me, if you could only see)
Stating that if you fully understood my reality, you wouldn't doubt my emotions or experiences.
Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: Glen Ballard, Noah Bernardo, Mark Daniels, Paul J Sandoval, Jason Truby
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