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R.K.M & Ken Lyrics

Moving on
Starting to move forward

Slowly to
Slowly but surely

More for me
Trying to improve for oneself

Look for me
Asking for help when lost

When I’m lost
Feeling lost and directionless

Sold my soul
Sacrificing oneself for something they desire

Don’t care for the cost
Ignoring the consequences of one's actions

Stuck in the state of my mind
Feeling trapped by one's own thoughts and emotions

Didn’t wanna loose any time
Not wanting to waste any time

So I can fix a rewind
Wanting to go back and relive past memories

Just to look back at those times
Nostalgically reminiscing about the past

Living my life in regret
Feeling remorseful about past actions or decisions

Most of it I was upset
Experiencing negative emotions frequently

Most of it I was depressed
Feeling sadness and hopelessness

Most of it I was obsessed
Focusing excessively on one thing or person

With the fact that I wanted someone who I couldn’t impress
Wanting approval from someone who couldn't be pleased

All of my demons was fighting me
Struggling with inner demons or personal challenges

Steady tearing me apart
Causing distress and emotional pain

Steady tryn'a make a nigga go crazy
Causing mental instability or insanity

Like when the fuck did this start?
Questioning when or how the problems began

Didn’t wanna be myself
Disliking one's own traits or personality

Didn’t wanna look at myself
Avoiding introspection or self-reflection

Took drugs right off the shelf
Using drugs as a coping mechanism

Cuz I remember them days and nights where I believed I didn’t need help
Thinking that one doesn't need assistance, despite actually needing it

Baby your breaking and bending me
Causing emotional distress and turmoil

I thought you were the remedy
Believing that the person could solve one's problems

Turns out I was the enemy
Realizing that one's actions caused the problems

These pics you been sending me
Receiving images from the past

From our trips to Yosemite
Pictures from their trips to Yosemite

Now I lost my identity
Feeling like one has lost their sense of self

I been thinking about ending me
Contemplating suicide

Now you telling me to wait
Telling one to be patient

Find another girl to date
Suggesting moving on with someone else

But with these girls I can't relate
Feeling disconnected from other potential partners

They're made out plastic just fake
Believing that others are insincere or artificial

Other feelings I can't recreate
Unable to duplicate previous emotions with others

With you I feel fate
Believing that they were meant to be together

With them I feel hate
Feeling animosity towards other people

I don't want a girl that's an eight
Not wanting someone who is just okay

That thinks she's needs to loss more weight
Not wanting someone who is obsessed with appearance

Cause of her Instagram rate
Resentful of society's social media standards

Yeah
Casual affirmation

I wanna pick at your mind
Wanting to understand one's thoughts and feelings

Baby why you gotta be so blind
Questioning why one can't see the truth

I thought you were so kind
Believing that one had positive character traits

I thought you were divine
Thinking highly of one's partner

I thought you were mine
Feeling possessive of one's partner

You kept me in line
Feeling controlled by one's partner

But yet I wasted my time
Feeling like their time was wasted on the relationship

Looking to find
Searching for something

Please baby give me a sign
Asking for a clear indication of what to do

Cuz I'm here to stay through the grind
Being willing to work through difficulties to maintain the relationship