My Lonesome Only Friend
RX Bandits Lyrics


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in the middle of a moment
in the dark of a dream
with the focus of a fool
man, you can tell me anything

there's a reason for deceit
and the chaos that I covet
try to find my self
before I start to loathe it

no I can't just let you run
I never knew such sorrow as the setting sun
now I take my last breath
of my lonesome only friend

oh give me what I please
the desire to be free
just to stop all the pain and the shivering

no I can't seem to let it go
the truth it leaks like a lie
I know you tried to save me baby
but you ran out of time

no, I can't see myself astray
I feel the emptiness at the first light of day
and now I take my last breath
oh my lonesome only friend

I try to run but I can only crawl
every time I stand I slip and surely fall




oh now I take my last breath
of my lonesome only friend

Overall Meaning

The song "My Lonesome Only Friend" by RX Bandits is a reflection of a person who is lost and lonely. The lyrics describe a person who is in the middle of a moment, in the dark of a dream, and is willing to listen to anything someone says. The person is aware of the reason for deceit, and although they covet chaos, they are trying to find themselves before they start to loathe it.


The person is conscious of the fact that they cannot just let someone run away and they have never known such sorrow as the setting sun. They take their last breath of their only friend who is their loneliness. The song then talks about the desire to be free and stop all the pain and shivering. However, the person cannot seem to let it go, and the truth leaks like a lie. The person is aware that someone tried to save them, but they have run out of time.


The song finishes with the person saying that they cannot see themselves astray, and they feel the emptiness at the first light of the day. Every time they try to run, they can only crawl, and every time they stand, they slip and fall. They take their last breath of their only friend who is their loneliness. Overall, the song portrays a sense of loss, loneliness, trapped by one's own choices, and being aware of the truth but choosing not to act upon it.


Line by Line Meaning

in the middle of a moment
Right now, in the midst of something important


in the dark of a dream
Lost in a confusing or surreal situation


with the focus of a fool
Not paying attention in a way that is foolish or unwise


man, you can tell me anything
I am open and willing to listen to whatever you have to say


there's a reason for deceit
Deception happens for a reason, even if it's not always clear or justified


and the chaos that I covet
I am drawn to chaos and disorder, even if it's not the best thing for me


try to find my self
I am struggling to figure out who I really am


before I start to loathe it
I want to figure out who I am before I hate myself for not knowing


no I can't just let you run
I can't let someone important to me leave without a fight


I never knew such sorrow as the setting sun
I have never felt such intense sadness before


now I take my last breath
I am coming to the end of something important


of my lonesome only friend
I am leaving behind something or someone that has been my only companion


oh give me what I please
I want something desperately and am asking for it


the desire to be free
I long to be released from something that is weighing me down


just to stop all the pain and the shivering
I hope that being free will stop the physical and emotional pain I am experiencing


no I can't seem to let it go
I can't get rid of something that is causing me grief


the truth it leaks like a lie
Even though something is true, it can feel like a falsehood because it's hard to accept


I know you tried to save me baby
Someone has attempted to help me but may not have been successful


but you ran out of time
The opportunity to help has passed and it's too late now


no, I can't see myself astray
I can't imagine myself getting lost or going down the wrong path


I feel the emptiness at the first light of day
I feel unfulfilled or lonely as soon as I wake up in the morning


oh my lonesome only friend
I am leaving behind something or someone that has been my only companion


I try to run but I can only crawl
I try to escape or move forward, but I am limited and can't move very quickly


every time I stand I slip and surely fall
Every time I try to improve my situation, I end up failing and making things worse


oh now I take my last breath
I am coming to the end of something important


of my lonesome only friend
I am leaving behind something or someone that has been my only companion




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