For me
Ra.D Lyrics

I been sitting in the deep-end
I have been feeling lost and disconnected from myself.

I been searching all my feelings
I have been trying to explore and make sense of my emotions.

Cause I seen some shit that cut me way back when but it feels much deeper now
I have experienced some trauma in the past, but it is still affecting me deeply.

I pledge allegiance to fight all of my demons
I am committed to overcoming my personal struggles and challenges.

Because they drag me to the ground without reason and its treason
My personal demons are holding me down and causing me harm without any justification, which feels like a betrayal.

It's like I ain't been the same since I left the warmth of my family
Leaving my family and becoming independent has changed me and had a lasting impact.

Independence has damaged me
Being on my own has caused me harm and pain.

Made me question my sanity
My independence has caused me to doubt my mental stability.

Feel every depth of my gravity
I am experiencing the full weight of my situation and its impact on me.

Every breath that's attracting me
Every moment is bringing me closer to my goals and a better version of myself.

Can't let the devil catch up with me
I cannot allow negative forces and influences to take hold of me.

He's a pagan that's clashing me
The devil or any negative influence is fighting me and trying to bring me down.

So I look in the reflection
I am taking a close look at myself and my situation.

I'm tryna see the message for myself
I am seeking a deeper understanding of my situation and what it means for me personally.

Cause everywhere that I look all the spaces are full and I just want my shelf
Everywhere I look, I see others succeeding and achieving their goals, and I want my own place in the world.

I shed some tears and now it's clear that I just need some help
Through my struggles and emotions, I have realized that I cannot do this alone and need assistance.

But for now I share my thoughts my fears and I just hope you care
I am sharing my vulnerabilities and hoping for support and understanding from someone else.

And if you drive for me then I'll be okay
If you support and motivate me, I will be able to overcome my challenges.

You make a vibe for me then I'll be okay
If you create a positive and uplifting atmosphere around me, I will be able to thrive.

If you take time for me then I'll be okay
If you show me kindness and invest in our relationship, I will be able to overcome my struggles.

But would you cry if I die today and fly away
I am questioning whether anyone truly cares about me and whether my death would be mourned.

So I'm feeling reflective
I am taking time to think deeply about my life and experiences.

Tryna clear up all the tension
I am attempting to resolve any conflicts or negative feelings in my life.

Cause every time in my life that I felt compromised is when I didn't have an answer for a Question
Whenever I have felt lost or uncertain, it was because I did not have a clear answer or direction.

So I flip the tables
I am taking control of my situation and turning things around.

Perpetuate greatness
I am working to maintain a positive and successful mindset and lifestyle.

Excuse my lateness but I'ma grind until I see my payments
I may be late in achieving my goals, but I will work hard and persevere until I succeed.

You always played your part though
You have always been there for me and fulfilled your role in our relationship.

It was always you from the start though
Our relationship and connection has always been strong and meaningful, from the beginning.

Always kept me safe out the gutter
You have protected and supported me through difficult times.

Brought me right back from the rubble
You have helped me rebuild and recover from hard times and struggles.

Now I always stay fly
I maintain a positive and stylish attitude and appearance.

Cause I'm rolling with the Wright brothers
I am working with a supportive and innovative team or group of people.

And I always stay high
I maintain a positive and elevated mindset.

Cause I'm cruising with the Skywalkers
I am working with a talented and adventurous team or group of people.

And I hope I don't fall
I am wary of potential setbacks or failures in my endeavors.

Less I'm falling for you and in that case I would jump off
I am willing to take risks and put myself on the line for a meaningful and fulfilling relationship with you.

I know that God here is my saviour
I believe in a higher power that is guiding and protecting me.

And he sent you here to save me
I believe that you have been sent into my life to help and support me.

I been cooped up in a cage
I have felt trapped and restricted in my life.

It's time for me to break free
I am ready to overcome my limitations and restrictions and achieve my goals.

The way you love me and don't discriminate
I appreciate and value the way you care for me without judgement or bias.

Are qualities I wanna demonstrate
I aspire to show the same unconditional love and acceptance to others.

Let your soul shine through
Be true to yourself and let your inner light and goodness shine brightly.

And be you-tiful
Celebrate and embrace your unique beauty and individuality.

Without feeling any effort
Be yourself naturally and without forcing or suppressing any part of who you are.

I ain't smiled in a while
I have not felt genuinely happy or content in some time.

But it's easy when you're around
Being with you brings me joy and happiness.

I ain't kinged for a while
I have not felt confident or powerful in some time.

So it's time I take my crown
I am ready to assert myself and claim my own power and authority.

But would you cry if I die today and fly away
I am questioning whether anyone truly cares about me and whether my death would be mourned.

If you drive for me then I'll be okay
If you support and motivate me, I will be able to overcome my challenges.

You make a vibe for me then I'll be okay
If you create a positive and uplifting atmosphere around me, I will be able to thrive.

Take time for me then I'll be okay
If you show me kindness and invest in our relationship, I will be able to overcome my struggles.

But would you cry if I die today and fly away
I am questioning whether anyone truly cares about me and whether my death would be mourned.