I Wish
Rachel Unthank & The Winterset Lyrics


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I wish, I wish, but it's all in vain
I wish I was a maid again
But a maid again I never can be
Till apples grow on an orange tree

I wish my baby it was born
And smiling on its daddy's knee
Then I would go to yon churchyard
And let the long green grass grow over me

When my apron-strings hung low
He followed me through frost and snow
But now my apron's to my chin
He goes on by and says nothing

Oh grief, oh grief, please tell me why
That girl has more gold than I
More gold than I, more beauty, more fame
Yet for her it will be the same

So I wish, I wish, but it's all in vain
I wish I was a maid again




But a maid again I never can be
Till apples grow on an orange tree

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of this traditional English folk song convey a deep sense of yearning for the past, as well as a longing for things that are impossible or unlikely to happen. The singer expresses a desire to return to a time when she was a maid, before she had taken on the burdens of adulthood and motherhood. However, she recognizes that this is impossible, stating that she will never be a maid again "till apples grow on an orange tree." This line is a metaphorical expression of the impossibility of her wish, as apples and oranges are two very different types of fruit that do not normally grow on the same tree.


The singer's longing for a baby that is not yet born is another example of her impossible wishes. She imagines her child smiling on its daddy's knee, but then states that she would go to the churchyard and let the grass grow over her. This suggests that she may be considering taking her own life, perhaps out of despair over her current circumstances or a fear of the future.


The final stanza of the song shifts from the singer's personal longings to a more general expression of grief over inequality and injustice. She laments that another girl has "more gold" and "more beauty" than she does, yet her fate will be the same. This suggests a sense of resignation to the idea that life is unfair and that some people will always have advantages while others struggle. Overall, the song conveys a sense of sadness and longing for what cannot be, yet also recognizes the harsh realities of life and the need to accept one's limitations.


Line by Line Meaning

I wish, I wish, but it's all in vain
Despite my fervent desires and hopes, they will never come to pass, and I must accept reality


I wish I was a maid again
I long to return to a simpler time in my life, before my current hardships and struggles


But a maid again I never can be
I understand that returning to the past is impossible, and I must make the best of my current situation


Till apples grow on an orange tree
This is a metaphorical impossibility, emphasizing the notion that my desired outcome is truly unattainable


I wish my baby it was born
I yearn for the birth of my child, which would bring immense joy to both me and my partner


And smiling on its daddy's knee
I envision a happy family gathering, with my partner holding our child and beaming with pride and love


Then I would go to yon churchyard
Should my wish come true, I could peacefully rest in a nearby churchyard, content and fulfilled


And let the long green grass grow over me
This is a symbol of acceptance and finality, suggesting that I could pass away peacefully, with no regrets


When my apron-strings hung low
This refers to a time when I was young, innocent, and carefree, an idyllic period that I fondly remember


He followed me through frost and snow
My partner was a devoted and loyal companion, always there to support me during difficult times


But now my apron's to my chin
As I've grown older and experienced new challenges, I've lost some of my youthful naivete and innocence


He goes on by and says nothing
My partner seems distant and uncommunicative, perhaps reflective of our changing relationship over time


Oh grief, oh grief, please tell me why
I'm filled with sorrow and sadness, and I'd like to understand the root cause of my emotional turmoil


That girl has more gold than I
I'm envious of another woman who seems to have more success and happiness in life than I do


More gold than I, more beauty, more fame
This is a further reflection of my sense of inadequacy, as I compare myself unfavorably to others


Yet for her it will be the same
Even if this woman has achieved more than I have, she too will face struggles and hardships in life




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@lover65

I wish, I wish, but it's all in vain
I wish I was a maid again
But a maid again I never can be
Till apples grow on an orange tree

I wish my baby it was born
And smiling on its daddy's knee
Then I would go to yon churchyard
And let the long green grass grow over me

When my apron-strings hung low
He followed me through frost and snow
But now my apron's to my chin
He goes on by and says nothing

Oh grief, oh grief, please tell me why
That girl has more gold than I
More gold than I, more beauty, more fame
Yet for her it will be the same

So I wish, I wish, but it's all in vain
I wish I was a maid again
But a maid again I never can be
Till apples grow on an orange tree



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@abdelhamidaribi5986

by order of the Peaky Blinders

@MaheshKatre47

Peaky fooking blinders.

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@jfreijser

Peaky Blinders brought me here too ;) I have found the PB-soundtrack amazing throughout, and when I heard this behind Arthur's mental turmoil, I knew it had to be one of the Unthank sisters... It's excruciatingly beautiful, like "Guard yer man weel". I wonder who is responsible for the soundtrack of Peaky Blinders. He or she should be mentioned in the credits, as well as all the actual musicians performing the music.

@amc167

Jan Freijser its true! You would think considering how distinctive the soundtrack is that the music team would be more recognised. I know Amelia Hartley was supervisor in the first couple of seasons.

@blade5308

Couldn't agree more. All the music perfectly captures each character's emotions, it's fucking beautiful.

@Nathankaye

Antony Genn, formerly of Pulp and The Hours, curated the soundtrack as well as composing original tracks for Peaky Blinders season four with his musical partner Martin Slattery.
Read more at https://www.nme.com/news/music/man-behind-peaky-blinders-soundtrack-tells-us-artist-best-represents-tommy-shelby-2202721#YObAfy6YO4dwR36P.99

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