Goodnight Chicago
Rainbow Kitten Surprise Lyrics

twenty years to see new york reflected on subway trains
I took a long time to really see and understand New York, and it was through my experiences on the subway trains that I was able to fully appreciate it.

twenty more I'll be fourty four head back to Tambay
In another 20 years, I'll be heading back to Tambay and will be 44 years old. Time passes by quickly and it's important to cherish every moment.

I killed a man there in spite
I committed a terrible act of violence out of sheer anger and resentment.

when he died, I took his place
After killing a man, I took on his identity and embraced the life he once had. I was consumed by guilt and trying to run away from my actions.

18 major colors to the kisses that you gave
There were many different emotions (18 major colors) that I felt when I was with my lover and each kiss held a significant meaning.

cost exchange a caused a blame
Our relationship was ruined by our constant bargaining and bargaining led to blaming each other for things that went wrong.

and I stood out in the rain
I was standing helplessly in the rain, watching our relationship fall apart, unable to do anything to save it.

you killed a man there
You were also guilty of killing someone and it was a heavy burden to bear for both of us.

and I cried
I was deeply affected by what you did and I couldn't help but cry about it.

but the rain missed the hurt behind your face
Even though it was raining and masking your tears, I could still feel the deep pain and regret on your face.

by the way you were alive
Despite everything that happened, you were still alive and struggling to cope with what we did, and it pains me to see you like that.

and it hurts
Everything that happened between us was painful and it still hurts to look back on it.

cause we survived it
Even though we went through such a difficult and tumultuous experience, we survived it and are still here today.

good night love
I'm saying goodbye to my lover for the night.

and good love in life
I wish my lover all the best things in life, especially love.

and goodnight chicago
I'm bidding farewell to Chicago for the night.

die with a smile
I hope Chicago, as a city, can go to sleep with a smile on its face.

you'd have loved her
I know that my lover would have loved Chicago if they had the chance to visit.

but you won't you know
Unfortunately, my lover will never have the opportunity to experience Chicago with me.

don't shut down on me now
I'm pleading with my lover not to give up on our relationship in this moment of crisis.

don't wait until I drown
Please don't wait until it's too late to save our relationship, I need your help now.

and the water's warm
I'm using water as a metaphor for my thoughts and emotions, which are currently warm and comforting.

fillin' up my head I take another one
My thoughts and emotions are becoming overwhelming, so I'm drinking to try and numb the pain.

lord knows it's hard to stay sober
It's difficult to stay away from drugs and alcohol when dealing with such intense emotions and experiences.

when everything your past and you have everything
It's hard to let go of the past and move forward when everything in your life reminds you of what you've been through.

but goodbye love
I'm saying goodbye to my lover for good this time.

to make it right
I hope to make things right someday, but for now I'm letting go of this relationship.

goodnight chicago
I'm saying goodbye to Chicago for the final time, as I'm leaving for good.