15. I Don't Want to Live This Life
Ramones Lyrics


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Now that you're gone, I feel the pain
My heart trembles, I call your name
I miss your touch, your soft blonde hair
I keep searching for an answer...it just ain't there

And I don't want to live this life (x 3)
Anymore
Everywhere I turn, the finger points to me
You'll never understand, I'm in misery
'Cause baby without you, I have no one
Oh, my sweet darling, what have I done

And I don't want to live this life (x 3)
Anymore

She smiled at me as I held her carefully
Her last words were "I love you", thought it set me free
And I can't forget that look on her face
It looked like an angel as she died in my prayers

And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life




Anymore
(x 3)

Overall Meaning

The Ramones' "I Don't Want to Live This Life" is a heartbreakingly poignant song about lost love and the unbearable weight of guilt. The lyrics paint a picture of the singer's devastation at the loss of a blonde-haired lover, whose absence has left him feeling lost and searching for answers. The pain is palpable as the singer's heart trembles and the memory of the lover's touch lingers on, contrasting sharply with the unbearable weight of guilt that comes from feeling responsible for her death.


The song is built around a chorus that is both a plaintive cry for relief from the pain of memory and a declaration of the singer's desire to end his life. The verses describe the source of the singer's pain and the reasons why he feels he cannot go on living. Everywhere he turns he is blamed for his lover's death and feels alienated from the world around him. The final verse describes a touching moment of connection just before the lover's death, which is unforgettable and serves to intensify the singer's anguish.


Line by Line Meaning

Now that you're gone
With your absence, I am experiencing sorrow and grief.


I feel the pain
I am emotionally hurt by losing you.


My heart trembles
My heart is quivering with sadness and anxiety.


I call your name
I long for your presence and thus, I vocalize your name.


I miss your touch
I yearn for the sensation of feeling connected to you.


Your soft blond hair
I reminisce and recall fondly your blonde hair that was a part of your unique features.


I keep searching for an answer
I actively seek a resolution for my pain and confusion but it continues to elude me.


But it just ain't there
Although I desire answers, they are not forthcoming and remain unknown to me.


And I don't want to live this life
I wish to die to escape this distress and heartache.


Everywhere I turn
Regardless of where I go or what I do, there is an implication that I am at fault and experiencing guilt.


The finger points on me
I am being accused and shouldered with blame for something beyond my control.


You'll never understand
I feel dismissed and unheard because you lack the capacity to sympathize with my pain.


I'm in misery
The agony and despair seem unbearable to me.


Oh baby, without you
My existence seems hollow and empty since you've been gone.


I have no one
No one can make up for your absence or fill the void left by your departure.


Oh my sweet darling
I am addressing a term of endearment to you, conveying the depth of my affection for you.


What have I done?
I question my actions, wondering if my actions could have prevented or affected the event that led to your departure.


She smiled at me
Despite the tragedy that was to occur, she still was able to comfort me with a smile.


As I held her carefully
I am reminded of the love and warmth we shared physically when we were together.


The last words were I love you
The final words exchanged conveyed undying love for one another.


Thought it set me free
I believed that with those final words, I would be able to move on and find peace, but sadly this was not the case.


And I can't forget
I am unable to erase from my memory the moments that have brought me pain.


That look on your face
I vividly recall the expression on your face in the final moments as you passed on.


She looked like an angel
I describe you as an ethereal being due to your beauty and precious nature that I valued deeply and now have truly noticed.


As she died in my prayers
I recall praying for her to revive despite her condition, but unfortunately, things took a tragic turn.


And I don't want to live this life
My heart is entirely broken due to my loss and feeling that my life cannot go on without you beside me.


And I don't want to live this life
The sorrow and pain are insurmountable, conveying that death seems like an appealing option to escape the suffering.


And I don't want to live this life
Despite how much effort and time will pass, the pain of your loss remains everlastingly unbearable.




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