Civilian Ways
Rancid Lyrics


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I hold the cold steel of my rifle
As I dream of foreign lands
And I promise myself
I will cherish every moment I can
But there's ghosts that
Follow me around
Everywhere I am
When I say goodbye
I try to be strong
Now I'm going back to the U.S.
Where I belong
I ain't never alone
The war seems to follow me home

No longer an active soldier
When I walk down the street
I'm shaking hands
With everyone that I meet
And I watch everyone
Wondering what they see

Civilian ways are now
What's foreign to me
I came off a long tour
I left this place in two or three
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me

I live in Marysville
Out on the county line
And my brother and my mother
Both visit me all the time
And visions of you
Are always running right
Through my mind
We always talk about
What we're gonna do
When the war is won
We're gonna fix up them old cars
And ride them into the sun
When I heard you're no
Longer with us
Man I was done

Civilian ways are now
What's foreign to me
I came off a long tour
I left this place in two or three

May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me




May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me

Overall Meaning

In Rancid's song "Civilian Ways," the lead vocalist tells the story of a soldier returning home from a long tour in a foreign land. The song starts with the soldier holding the "cold steel of his rifle" while dreaming of foreign lands. He promises himself that he will cherish every moment he can, but he knows that there are "ghosts" that follow him around everywhere he goes. When he says goodbye, he tries to stay strong, but he knows he is going back to the US, where he belongs. The war seems to follow him home, even though he is no longer an active soldier.


As the song progresses, the soldier walks down the street and shakes hands with everyone he meets. He watches others and wonders what they see when they look at him. The "civilian ways" are now foreign to him, as he has been away for so long. He left the place two or three years ago, and now he is back. He talks about how his family and friends visit him all the time, and how he has visions of someone special always running through his mind. They talk about what they will do when the war is won, and how they will fix up old cars and ride them into the sun. However, his dream is shattered when he hears that someone close to him has passed away.


The song is a powerful statement on the effects of war on soldiers and their families. It illustrates the mental and emotional challenges that soldiers face when they return home, but it also highlights the strength and courage they possess. The song reminds listeners to never forget the sacrifices that soldiers make for their country.


Line by Line Meaning

I hold the cold steel of my rifle
I am holding my rifle in anticipation of going to a foreign land


As I dream of foreign lands
I dream about my future journey to a foreign land


And I promise myself
I make a promise to myself


I will cherish every moment I can
I vow to appreciate every moment I experience


But there's ghosts that
However, there are memories that haunt me


Follow me around
They always seem to follow me wherever I go


Everywhere I am
No matter where I go, these memories follow me


When I say goodbye
When I bid farewell


I try to be strong
I attempt to show strength


Now I'm going back to the U.S.
Now, I am returning to the United States


Where I belong
My homeland


I ain't never alone
I never feel alone


The war seems to follow me home
The memories of the war remain with me even after returning home


No longer an active soldier
I am no longer an active soldier


When I walk down the street
As I walk down the street


I'm shaking hands
I shake hands


With everyone that I meet
With every person I encounter


And I watch everyone
I observe everyone


Wondering what they see
Pondering about what they perceive


Civilian ways are now
The way of life in civilian society is now


What's foreign to me
Unfamiliar to me


I came off a long tour
I recently completed a long tour


I left this place in two or three
I left this place two or three years back


May we never forget the sacrifices
Let us never forget the sacrifices


My friends made for me
That my friends made for me


I live in Marysville
I reside in Marysville


Out on the county line
Near the countryside border


And my brother and my mother
My family


Both visit me all the time
Both frequently visit me


And visions of you
And images of you


Are always running right
Perpetually appearing


Through my mind
In my thoughts


We always talk about
We frequently discuss


What we're gonna do
Our future plans


When the war is won
When the war is over


We're gonna fix up them old cars
We will repair our old cars


And ride them into the sun
And drive them towards the sunset


When I heard you're no
Upon hearing that you are not


Longer with us
Here with us


Man I was done
I was devastated


May we never forget the sacrifices
Let us never forget the sacrifices


My friends made for me
That my friends made for me


May we never forget the sacrifices
Let us never forget the sacrifices


My friends made for me
That my friends made for me


May we never forget the sacrifices
Let us never forget the sacrifices


My friends made for me
That my friends made for me




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing
Written by: TIMOTHY (USA) ARMSTRONG, LARS FREDERIKSEN, ROGER MATTHEW FREEMAN

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Michael

I hold the cold steel of my rifle
As I dream of foreign lands
And I promise myself
I will cherish every moment I can
But there's ghosts that
Follow me around
Everywhere I am
When I say goodbye
I try to be strong
Now I'm going back to the U.S.
Where I belong
I ain't never alone
The war seems to follow me home

No longer an active soldier
When I walk down the street
I'm shaking hands
With everyone that I meet
And I watch everyone
Wondering what they see

Civilian ways are now
What's foreign to me
I came off a long tour
I left this place in two or three
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me

I live in Marysville
Out on the county line
And my brother and my mother
Both visit me all the time
And visions of you
Are always running right
Through my mind
We always talk about
What we're gonna do
When the war is won
We're gonna fix up them old cars
And ride them into the sun
When I heard you're no
Longer with us
Man I was done

Civilian ways are now
What's foreign to me
I came off a long tour
I left this place in two or three

May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me



All comments from YouTube:

Brad K

10 years since my last bit of time in Afghanistan and I'm still confused about civilian ways. I love this song.

Brad K

@Repent Sinner Glad you found reasons to stick around. It might not always be the easier path but it's worth it.

Repent Sinner

@Brad K if it weren't for God and my gf who became my wife and gave me 3 kids, I have blown my brains out years ago

Repent Sinner

I'll never understand civilians or POGs. OEF/OIF Infantryman 04-12

Patrick Webster

This song has gotten me through some rough fucking nights of total annihilation of my mind, body, and soul through trying to put bandaids on my soul. Just trying to get that switch to turn back off, to get out of flight or fight, to feel normal in this civilian world. I don’t think I will ever feel totally “normal” but mother fucking music like this makes life more bearable.

Brad K

@James Fitzgerald Definitely way better these days than when I first got back. Time, maturity, reading, and the brotherhood got me through and helped me grow instead of the other options. Thanks for the thoughtful reply.

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Michael

I hold the cold steel of my rifle
As I dream of foreign lands
And I promise myself
I will cherish every moment I can
But there's ghosts that
Follow me around
Everywhere I am
When I say goodbye
I try to be strong
Now I'm going back to the U.S.
Where I belong
I ain't never alone
The war seems to follow me home

No longer an active soldier
When I walk down the street
I'm shaking hands
With everyone that I meet
And I watch everyone
Wondering what they see

Civilian ways are now
What's foreign to me
I came off a long tour
I left this place in two or three
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me

I live in Marysville
Out on the county line
And my brother and my mother
Both visit me all the time
And visions of you
Are always running right
Through my mind
We always talk about
What we're gonna do
When the war is won
We're gonna fix up them old cars
And ride them into the sun
When I heard you're no
Longer with us
Man I was done

Civilian ways are now
What's foreign to me
I came off a long tour
I left this place in two or three

May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me
May we never forget the sacrifices
My friends made for me

Medicine Wolf

I have to be careful about putting this one on or the eyes get watery. I first heard it sometime after I had gotten back from Iraq, actually it was after I got out of the army. I grew up on punk and rnr and I’d been a fan of Rancid long before this song & it was something I never expected from them and there’s no better band to have written this one

Patrick Webster

I’ve shed tears from this song a shit ton of times, don’t sweat that my brother.

Stephen Webb

Tim Armstrong's brother was my first sergeant when I served in Iraq in 2003

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