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Ray Vaughn Lyrics

I guess by forever
I assumed 'forever' meant constant, but you ended up leaving for someone else.

You meant until you went and found someone better
Your idea of forever was until you found someone of higher value.

When it rains it pours and I′m sick of
I'm tired of everything going wrong all at once.

This shit - like I'm under the weather
This situation brings me down, similar to being physically sick.

My mom′s saying 'get it together'
My mother is telling me to pull myself together and handle the situation.

I still don't know what upset her
I'm still not sure what caused her to be upset with me.

I'm feeling like this was a setup
I suspect that this was a planned event to hurt me.

I learnt my lesson, the perfect professor
I've learned from this experience and it has taught me a valuable lesson.

Made me question 'was my all enough?'
This experience has made me question if I gave enough of myself to the relationship.

How I fuck around and fall in love
I can't believe how easily I fell in love with her despite everything that happened.

You was worrying about your ex like
You were too focused on your ex-partner, like you were about to play a softer sport.

You ′bout to go and make a powderpuff
You were about to go play a feminine sport instead of focusing on us.

We used to talk for like an hour plus
We used to have long conversations that lasted over an hour.

You was my dope like a powdered drug
Talking to you provided me with a high, similar to using drugs.

Then your ex killed our relationship,
Your ex-partner caused the end of our relationship.

And you just let him pull the power plug
You allowed your ex-partner to come between us and end things.

You started changing and I seen a difference
I noticed a change in your behavior towards me.

You say you love me, but you mean it different
You claim to love me, but the way you act towards me says otherwise.

I tried to ride, but you blew the engine
I tried to make things work, but you were the one who caused it to fail.

Now it′s clear as day that you seek attention
It's obvious that you crave attention from other people.

It's either that or you just wasn′t thinking
Either you are not thinking about our relationship or you are purposely seeking attention from others.

Shit, was you thinking?
Did you even consider the impact of your actions on our relationship?

I always kept my shit a hundred with you
I was always honest with you about everything.

And well, now I hate you for a hundred reasons
Now I have a hundred reasons to hate you.

Like the grass land, now we ruined
Our relationship is now unrepairable, similar to ruined grasslands.

You make your mistakes, I know that you're human
I understand that you're not perfect and make mistakes.

Everything was perfect till it got polluted
Our relationship was perfect until it was tainted by external factors.

Can y′all bare with me, UCLA Bruin
Can you all tolerate me, a student at UCLA?

And I got a crib, just so you could move in
I got a house, specifically so you could move in with me.

Family and my friends, telling me I'm stupid
My family and friends told me I was foolish for letting you into my life.

Used to point my finger, now my point is proven
I used to blame others, but now it is clear that you are the one at fault.

Love me, but the loyalty was not included
You claimed to love me, but you were not loyal to me.

So yeah, bitch I went through your phone
Yes, I checked your phone, you coward.

And no you ain′t give me the code
You didn't give me the password to your phone.

Ain't wasting my time with that shit you was on
I'm not going to waste any more time dealing with your bullshit.

'Cause you said you feel so alone
You claimed to feel lonely, despite being in a relationship with me.

But I′m laying next to you when you at home
I'm physically with you, yet you still feel alone.

He said, 'come over', he miss when you moan
Your ex-partner asked you to come over because they missed hearing you make noises during sex.

And you never told me them feelings was gone
You never informed me that you no longer had feelings for me.

So I wake you ′cause I'm feeling disowned
I wake you up because I feel abandoned and alone.

And you yell at me as if I′m in the wrong
You yell at me, even though you are the one in the wrong.

You had that nigga here when I was gone?
Did you have your ex-partner over when I wasn't home?

Flexin' emoji, I gotta be strong
Even though I'm hurt, I need to remain strong and not show weakness.

The pain in my bones
The emotional pain I feel is as intense as physical pain.

′Cause I could never understand why
I can't comprehend why you would betray my trust like this.

Put that relationship we had on standby
Our relationship is now on hold because of your actions.

A thousand bitches here at my side,
There are many other women around me.

But you the only woman I would stand by
Despite everything, you are the only one I would remain loyal to.

Caught you red handed, so you can't lie
I caught you in the act, so you can't deny that you cheated.

I found myself being lost in you
I became deeply emotionally invested in you, to the point where I lost myself.

You ain′t never went to school to be a
You didn't go to school to become a heart surgeon or anything, but...

Surgeon, but somehow you split my heart in two
Even though you're not a surgeon, you managed to hurt me deeply.

So you don't care 'bout how you
It appears to me that you don't care about how you made me feel.

Made me feel, emotionally irresponsible
Your actions made me feel vulnerable and as though you didn't care about my emotional wellbeing.

Couldn′t tell me nothin′ when it came to you,
I was unwilling to listen to anyone who told me that you were not good for me.

I thought cheating on me wasn't possible... (goddamn)
I didn't think you were capable of cheating on me, but you proved me wrong.

How you gon′ do me like this
How could you hurt me like this?

You know I wasn't equipped
You knew I wasn't ready to handle this type of pain and betrayal.

You should′ve just called it quits
You should have ended the relationship before causing so much damage.

If you wasn't gone commit
If you weren't going to be committed to our relationship.

I put your calls on restrict
I blocked your calls so you can no longer contact me.

Shit, to me you don′t exist
In my eyes, you no longer exist.

'Cause you wasn′t gon′ commit
Because you were unable to commit to our relationship.