Sick and Tired
Ray Wilson & Stiltskin Lyrics

I used to think it would never end
I thought our love would last forever without any end in sight.

Eternally, forever and a day, infinite always
Our love was supposed to be infinite, never-ending, and timeless.

Nothing could be better than a life alone with you
I wanted nothing more than to spend my life with you, without anyone else.

The funny thing is a piece of me
I have a part of me that is skeptical about our relationship.

The skeptic who is waiting for the day to prove me wrong-again
My skeptical side is waiting for a day when you'd do something that contradicts your love and prove me right.

You're wrong again
Despite your love, you've done things that contradict your words and prove me right.

Should have known better than to leave myself open
I regret being too trusting and opening myself up to being hurt by you.

The fool is a victim
I feel like a fool for being a victim of your lies and betrayal.

Sitting in the corner of a room somewhere with pictures in pieces
I'm alone, feeling broken and shattered while looking at old pictures that we took together.

Scattered all around
The pieces of my broken heart and the pictures of our past are scattered all around the room.

The conversation is about life
We're talking about how unpredictable life can be.

How so many things come and go with no rhyme or reason
Many things happen in life that have no explanation or logical reason behind them.

Seems the best ones, come to those who wait
It seems like the best things in life come to those who are patient and wait for them.

I'm sick and tired of waiting
I'm exhausted from waiting and investing so much time into a relationship that seems to be going nowhere.

Wasting so much time when you don't want me to hold on
I'm wasting my time trying to hold on to you when you don't seem to want me anymore.

It's messing up my mind
My mind is confused and disturbed by the mixed signals I'm getting from you.

I'm not expired or broken
I'm not used up, I still have a lot to offer, and I'm not completely shattered by your actions.

There's still so much inside
I still have a lot of love left in my heart, regardless of everything that has happened between us.

And yes I listened, you told me
I paid attention to what you told me about your love for me.

Every word a lie
Unfortunately, every word that you said about your love for me turned out to be a lie.

I really hope that it works out
I genuinely want our relationship to work despite all the problems we're facing.

I wouldn't wish any harm to find you
I don't want anything bad to happen to you despite the pain you've caused me.

Everything is destiny
Maybe everything that happened between us was destiny, and we were meant to learn something from it.

Whether I like it or not -- I don't
I don't like what has happened between us, but I accept that I can't change everything and move on.

I'll find faith in my way
I'll try to find the strength and faith to move on and overcome this situation in my own way.

Part of me will always wonder what you're thinking
I'll always be curious about what's going on in your mind, even if we're not together anymore.

Who you dream of
I'm curious about who you're dreaming of and who you love now, even if it's not me anymore.

Want and are in need of
I wonder who you want and need in your life right now, even if I'm not that person anymore.

Sick and tired
I'm exhausted and fed up with our relationship problems.

It's all excuses
All I'm hearing from you are excuses and not sincere explanations for your actions.

Every word you tell me
I can't trust anything you're saying to me right now.

Seems to disappear without trace
Your words disappear without any proof of your actions, leaving me even more puzzled and confused.

I'm alive don't you see
I'm alive, I'm still breathing, and I'll move on from this even if you won't.

Every word is nothing but a lie to me, I know it so well
I know that every word you said to me was a lie, and I'm not buying into it anymore.

I don't think that you could ever leave me
Despite everything that has happened between us, I still carry the hope that we could work things out and stay together for good.

I know you're rightfully the one for me
I still believe that you're the one I'm meant to be with, even if our relationship is not perfect right now.

The ride is fast but I hold tight
Our relationship is moving quickly, but I'm holding onto it for as long as I can.

I raise my dukes and prepare for a new fight
I'm gearing up for another battle in our relationship, hoping for a better outcome this time around.

Not what is right but what is wrong
Our relationship is based on what we did wrong instead of what we did right, which is not ideal.

I feel the winds of the storm but I carry on
I'm feeling the negative effects of our relationship, but I'm still moving forward towards a better future.

While you're torn, I'm born
While you're going through a tough time, I'm still getting stronger and learning from our experiences.

You think in lies, this is no fun
You're still living in your lies and not acknowledging the truth, which is not enjoyable for either of us.

But look inside and you'll see there's a new sun!
If you take a closer look at yourself, you'll see that there's a new beginning in our relationship, and we could still work things out for the better.